***WishList***
Driving Licence
FossiL Watch
Motorola V3i
Laptop
Converse new arrival
Ipod speaker
Elle Wallet
Nike Jacket
Fred Perry Shoe
Slip ons
Pony Sneakerz
Ipod Mini
Levis
Toyota Rush (U mus be thinkin im nuts!)
Brikens

i'm so busy but i feel that i need to post this.
A big shout out "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MY LIBRA BUDDIES"
-winkz-

Take a day, plant some trees.
May they shade you from me.
If one day i'm gone,
How many people will actually cry for me?

Right..
Its been a REALLY long time since I can find time to blog.
Tomorrow is my mum's birthday.
Happy Birthday Mum! i love you so very much! Am just gonna treat her and my family members to a hearty meal at her favourite restaurant. I really wanted to buy gifts or things she liked instead, but I really can't find anytime to shop for gifts. I'm basically so tied up with work everyday. But yeah, its all good.

Talking about my job, I love what i'm doing.
Its really interesting and an eye-opener for me.
It makes me feels alot, think alot, care alot and most important of all, learn alot.
I learn new things everyday. I discover qualities about myself everyday too.
That includes my weaknesses and my strengths.
And the funny thing is, how i used to detest 'language' all the while.
And now, I could actually fall in love with it', the sheer power n beauty of words.
I must admit its pretty stressful at times and its never easy.
Sometimes, I can even feel so tired or discouraged when things don't go my way.
But at the end of the day,
seeing my little devils and angels learning, growing and smiling,
I felt that its all worth it. I felt my importance...



Each person's life is a story that is telling itself in the living.

Eyes are precious

Today I woked up in total fear.
Because I felt a great discomfort with my left eye.
My vision was blurred.
I looked into the mirror immediately.
Goodness me.
I panicked like shit.
"Am I gonna turn blind?" was the 1st thing that came to my mind.
(Well, maybe i over-reacted a little)
I don't quite know the perfect words to describe it.

But I felt my eyeball (black) contracting,
and the white part expanding... it seems like my eyeball was sinking in.
And my left eye teared non-stop.
Man, now this sounds gross n disgusting.
A few mins later, I was covered in 'cold-sweat'.
For, the 1st time in my life, I really felt FEAR.
Called my mum immediately and she rushed home and brought me to see an eye-specialist.
And then the doctor told me...
I've got 'Keratoconus'.
Oh now, you must be wondering what the hell is that?
http://www.clevelandclinic.org/health/health-info/docs/3400/3434.asp?index=10713
Click the above link and you will know.
In short, due to my medical history like allergy to medicines, heavy signus problems and skin problems, I wasn't a suitable candidate to wear contact lenses.
The doc told me 2 out of every 10 people ain't suitable for wearing it,
and I just happened to be the minute ones.
He checked my eye and showed me everything on a tv screen.
I could see much blood vessels attacking on me,
plus the swelling of my tissues.
Now, he said I've to stop wearing contact lens for the time being.
And I CAN'T WEAR it everyday.
His advice is for me to wear specs to work. And maybe wear contact lenses only like twice or thrice a week for occasions.

NOW, I'm feeling so so so down.
And he strongly advices me to go for 'LASIK',
which is also known as the laser surgery treatment for eyes.
He said after that, i will not need to wear glasses or lenses again.
The surgery itself will cause $4,600.
I'm seriously considering going for it.
If it could make my eyesight perfect again,
No more glasses,
No more lenses,
Why not?
It will save cost in the long run too.
But my only concern is - will there be side effects?

Well after today,
I told myself i'm gonna take gd care of my eyes.
They are precious and impt to me.
And boy, it really scared the shit out of me today.
I got my parents worried too.
I got MC for 5 days n im going back in 2 weeks time for another check-up.
Till then, my dear friends pls take extra good care of your eyes.

Hello to my new laptop~

So I went to the Commex fair 2006 at expo.
It was flooded with human beings!
But still, I got what I wanted...
Hello to the the new laptop which I adore =)



Sony Vaio



Simply loving it!

Yesterday was one day i would never forget.
It made me smile non-stop like an idiot.
But i'm lovin it..
I love and like the way things are now.
I hope it stays this way =]

=)

The feeling of being financially independant is great.
Beyond words.
Time really flies.
Its like a blink of an eye, and here we are - working adults.
I'm gonna get a laptop.
Any recommendations?
Need it for my work.
And i'm very happy today..
hehe.. Happy Teachers' Day! -lalalala-

Survive or fall

Its been long since I wrote something here.
Basically because i'm busy with work.
But I do love my job =).
And am glad that my 1 week holiday will come soon.
And not to forget that I have so many birthday BBQs to attend this coming month!

I realised this society is realistic.
Its either you survive or you fall.
Be it jobs, exams, relationships, etc.

So, do you want to be a procasinator and sit down and complain all the time?
or would you rather use the precious time to build your own survival kit?
Needless to say, I definitely choose the latter.


P.S: I miss all my buddies and friends! Though all of us are busy with our own commitments like school or work, but still, i miss all of you loads! meett up soon =D

I won't be updating anymore in the mean time.. Friends and loved ones please take good care..
Takecare all my friends~

PROBLEMS are purposeful roadblocks offering beneficial lessons to enhance Mental Strength..

Wed was great... I met bestie and we had pizza for dinner! Catched up a little since everyone is so busy with their own work life right now.. Soon, I'll end up like that heh~ 2 more weeks! After that we went to Westcoast park for a drink and a stroll... Bestie finally get to sit in the new car.. heh, 1st passenger! After that I went to meet bread for supper... hmm... getting fatter n fatter!



I think this is so cool!






Bestie and I




Yesterday night bready drove us to Marina square for Yuki Yaki. Fantastic dinner we had =) After that we went to town's coffee club to have fondue n chilled! Manz, im having a real bad sore throat and cough and I think its because of the late nights that I'm having. I wanna get well soon! Anyway, today was my graduation day.. haha~ How time flies! I studied 3 yrs just for a piece of paper! Got to thanks Bread for driving my mum and I home.

Here, thanks buddy =)

wahlau eh.
wahlau eh.
wahlau eh.
Speechless.
Rooney red card.
Lampard dont know what happened, can't perform at all.
Beckham tired.
England's penalty sucks like hell =(
ENGLAND LOST LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I bought the authentic England away home jersey!
I chose the red one (away) instead of the original white one cause I personally love red and I think the white ones are too common! But the White ones seriously rocks too!
Okayz, now im a happy girl =)



omg, my room is in a mess.

Daddy changed new car...
No more ah pek Nissan Cefiro!
Woohoo! That means I can hit down the roads with the new Honda instead of the #*$^*^$@! Nissan =) Have yet to bring my good frens around for a spin!

I Learn...

I feared being alone
until I learned to love myself.

I feared failure
until I realized
that I only fail when I don't try.

I feared success
until I realized
that I had to try
in order to be happy with myself.

I feared people's opinions
until I learned that
people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection
until I learned to have faith in myself.

I feared pain
until I learned that
it's necessary for growth.

I feared the truth
until I saw the ugliness in lies.

I feared life
until I experienced
its beauty.

I feared my destiny,
until I realized that I had the power to change my life.

I feared hate
until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.

I feared love
until it touched my heart,
making the darkness fade
into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule
until I learned how to laugh at myself.

I feared growing old
until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future
until I realized that
life just kept getting better.

I feared the past
until I realized that
it could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark
until I saw the beauty of the starlight.

I feared the light
until I learned that the truth would give me strength.

I feared change,
until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly
had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

The BBQ was great ..
Coz I get to see my close frens =D
And gosh, how can Czech lose to Ghanna 2-0!!! =( =( =( =(
Shitty!

Everynight I'll watch the 3 worldcup matches without fail at 9pm, 12am and 3am!
And then i'll sleep at 5am..
Haha, what can I say?
Worldcup rocks my socks! =)

i seriously need a MASSAGE~!~!
only been 3 days..
goodness.. 6 more days to go!
*YAWNS*


A holiday resort on an island of Thai.. simply breath-taking



I wanna go there someday!



No matter how sucky life turns out to be, there will always be a rainbow after the rain



A raibow spotted within the waterfall



<3



Love the sleekness =D

I'm a HAPPY girl... woohoo!
Buying my Motorola V3i today =)
Bought a Gola bag which I liked alot in town ytd.
Sigh, I'm spending way too much in one day!
And my last pay is almost all drained up..
Well, anywayz wil be working the whole of next week including weekends.
No choice coz I need the MONEY.
heh, saw a damn cool speaker at Apple centre ytd.
Planning to get that too =/
ok, ciaoz!

I love this song.
Very very very much.
I've been listening to it again n again~
And I hope u guys like it too =)

Lifehouse - Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go..


We had dinner at Causeway point yesterday.
Gosh, I'm still full now since last nite's dinner!
Mr Snoopy treated us to buffet =p
And its been quite some time since I met my 2kids!
Missssssss them.
Muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah*
Life is great so far =)

hmm, I'm bored! And I thought my blog was a little dead...
So.. I decided to do some lil thing to revive it~
And its the pictures =)
OOOOOooooo, and I changed some stuffs at my wishlist *winkz*
Enjoy the pics, heh.



At billy bombers wif my darlings *Grins*


Happy belated birthday giraffe!


Us again =p


Blurrrred


Frens for 13 years and more to come dearest!


My kids singing ktv lolz


I do look like my mum


Pampered myself wif a nike jacket *weee*


So long never take this~ Doubt u guys can see clearly =/


I luv the scenery behind.. in Thailand!


Hotspring


The Taxis (tut-tut) in Chiangmai


I love my mum


SAWADICUP! (duno how to spell lolz)


Belllllz


Spotted a rainbow at my balcony!


i luv my bestie larrrz



WOOHOO!

I'm back from Thailand!! wahaha, did u guys missed me? =p
I had so much fun and I don't wish to come back! lalala~

I saw fire yesterday..
Or lets just say, FIREWORKS! hehz~

woowee~ Its been some time since I blogged! Just finished my short-term temp job. Gonna start another 1 soon.. wee.. Oh yea and Im turning 21 this coming week! woohoo! I'm a certified adult already! Talking about this kinda sucky manz! This government giving away mone.. Only to those borned after 1984! *GRRRRR* How I wished I was entitled the $200! lolz

Hmm, I didn't make it to NTU =/ Expected~ So im kind of doing research now on whats my next step. PSB, STANSFIELD and MDIS are out for me. Simply because lecturers had mentioned before tat the degrees there are not so recgonised and anyone can just study there as long as they hav money. Hmm.. SIM might not be a bad choice since its degree is UOL or RMIT and u need to at least hav A levels or diploma to get in~ Sighz, kinda stuck. Alright, running late! Gonnaa go out.

In the mean time, take care my frens. ADIOS.

*Yawns* I'm so very tired.
Every morning have to wake up like 6am!
Working is tiring manz.
Usually after that will meet my dearest frens up for dinner or pool.
And after I reach home I'll just simply concuss.
Congrats my darling snoopy for getting the full-time job :)
Oh yays, and my ipod revived! woohoo*
Yays~ Friday no need to work. *Beams*
I need a hair cut =x
Oh yars... AND I WANNA SHOP! WANNA BUY SO MANY THINGS CAN!?!?
If only, I strike 4D or TOTO now manz (#&*$@^
Weeks seems to pass by fast when its packed wif activities :)
gosh, i need to go.
i need rest badly.
Im having throat infection soon :(

Today is Meow's 21st Birthday~ Woohoo happy birthday Girl =) Had dinner with the girls and after that gave Miao a surprise cake. Wahaha, time flies. We got to know one another when we were about 14. And now we are all grown adults! Wee, nevertheless, should our frenship continue to go strong :)

I'm feeling very vexed and moody.
That is becoz my baby ipod died.
Its like WTF.
Look so new yet its spoilt n fragile.
I FEEL LIKE CURSING N SWEARING.
*huge Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

I found a temp. admin part-time job. I don't really care as I'm BROKE! Life had been going on pretttty fine. Right now, I just wanna earn more cash!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Signing off =p

Warning! : Pictures flood of Malacca and KL trip~
Nuthsell of everything (:



Me and Cindy at KL restauranttt~



After our friendly match!



Friendly games



Val and xp watching the match



Cheeeeeers~



Me and dearest junior



Splendid scenery view frm our hotel



BEAUTIFUL church!!!!!!



Malacca's flea market. CHEAP stuffs manz



This is very CHING-CHONG(cheeena)



in da hotel room



Getting ready**



Battling time



Cheesy crappy pic



SP's basketball guys battling!



Close game indeed



Muahaha doubt u guys can spot me =p



Boring journey on the coach



Obsessed with buying our 'emily the strange stuffs'



Where is our food!?!



woohoooo

Im back everyone!!! woohooz~ Safe and sound and in one piece, so no worries
(:
Will update on my trip sooon! hehz

Alright peeps, I'll not be in Singapore from 24th-28th (fri till tues). Anything, feel free to drop me a sms =) In the mean time, take gd care of yourselves, all my frens~ *Adios*

okayz, my final term last semestral results is out today. Woke up early to check my results, as usual, server jammed! =/ Waited and waited and finally logged in.. So here it is:

MODULES:

CP431Z FINAL YEAR PROJECT: A

CP9011 INTRODUCTION TO LIFE SCIENCES: B

ET0166 MICRODEVICES AND MATERIALS: B

LC0204 COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK: B+

CP4075 ELASTOMERS & BIOMEDICAL MATERIALS: B+

CP4072 POLYMER PROCESSING II: B+

CP4078 COATINGS AND ADHESIVES TECHNOLOGY: C

*************************
DIPLOMA AWARDEDCO-CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES (CCA) - A (3 BONUS PT)

3 years of hardwork had finally come to an end. I must say that I'm quite satisfied with my sem results for this semester. Just that the grade 'C' really pulled me down. Most of all I'm happy that our FYP project got A! We worked sooooo hard for it, no doubt that we totally deserved it! I mean imagine the lab being ur 2nd home~ As usual and you can see.. I'm never an A or Distinction student. I'm always the average student-next-door- with average B grades...

Right, yesterday I went to play pool n had dinner outside. Haven't been playin pool for quite some time. Think I'm abit cockeye already. Can't aim well lolz... Coincidentally, my parents saw me with mr monkeyz, and I'm like oh-my-gosh. Gotto get questioned again when I reached home. Surprisingly and very unlikely~ my mum just merely asked me who is he and I said its my good fren and thats all, FULLSTOP. woahz, amazing. It wasn't used to be like dat. I used to get questioned like madness man I swear (ok christians dont swear 0_0). I think its all different now.. All becoz i'm really growing up.. and i'm turning 21 too! muaaaahaaa***

Friends?

Sometimes you wonder and wonder
What 'friendship' really is
Different people have diff point of views
Sometimes, I feel as though I did quite alot or what I can as a friend
But somehow I just feel people don't really appreciate it
The problem with human beings are
We always take e people we love for granted unknowingly (includin myself)
Sometimes I really feel as though I treat the person sincerely
But somehow I don't feel my help and care being appreciated
Or somehow I just feel that some frens only come to me when they need help
Or is it just that the higher your expectations,
the greater you fall?
Sometimes you wish the friends you hold so dearly to could understand you more
But sometimes, things just don't happen that way..

Argh enough of my rantings.
I need my holiday trippppp..
And being broke definitely don't help much..
I NEED A FREAKING JOB
)$&$@#$&^*@$&(^*$@#

Lunch wif Jas at Far East
Shoooopppping!
Check out the Male Urban Shop at Heeren manz~
They hire all the beach hunks to promote their clothes
lolz
Yay..
Swimming tomorow
:))

Today I've been a gooood girl.
Stayed at home.
Bored.
So I decided to revamp my blog.
Muahahaha~
Seldom like or listen to chinese songs.
But I love this song by Jay.
Thus, it became e song for my bloggy.
I love the outcome of my blooooog.
Okays, got to mop floor.
Then meet up with Jas n Zan for dinner.

-TaTa-

ENJOYABLE


This past 1 week had been crazy and simply enjoyable!! I had a sushi marathon with my dearest friend, went night cycling at Eastcoast for 4 hours with my khakis (and realised our thighs and butts really really HURT!) and went 24hours prawn fishing... so fun! Had supper at Newton too. The seafood there was good. Think I've been eating too much manz, think I'm like growing fatter n fatter!


Yesterday was fund raising -car washing for our Sports tour. Damn tired! Stand under the scorching sun, washing cars for hours!?! Tired tired... Today I woke up with my whole body having muscle ache again! *sighs* Right, anyway Im like quite free now so I have to like do all the household chores *Grrrr* Okayz, gonna sign off.. going to Ktv with my frennnnnn =D!

Good-bye Singapore Poly!~


Yesterday marks the end of the journey of my 3 years poly life. Its really amazing when you look back, how time can really flies. How I will miss those heart-felt and memorable moments:




My handphone bill is over $100 for this and last month.
I'm so gonna pull out all of my hair.
My MUM IS NOT TALKING TO ME.
OH SHITZ!!!!!!


Besties......




World's longest friendship




Naninanipoopoo mr puffer =p

Exams period = siansation
After exams = shoiksation

=D ok, I'm BORED LARHS ~

"Its funny how you hurt others like how others hurt you."
Something so strong and true that I'll rem for a lifetime.

=)


Been like ages since I blogged or make a long entry~ So here it is..


I finally got my cyst removed! Thank God mine was a harmless one ehz .. But aww, no seafood for about 1 month!! I had a Sebaceous cyst removed. Its above my right side of my waist. A sebaceous cyst (also called epidermal cyst, keratin cyst, or epidermoid cyst) is a closed sac or cyst below the surface of the skin that fills with a fatty white, semi-solid material called sebum. The cyst may occur anywhere on the body except the palms of the hands and soles of the feet. They are smooth to the touch, vary in size, and are generally round in shape. Cysts usually only grow on women.


Treatment:
Sebaceous cysts are not cancerous and do not generally require medical treatment. However, if they continue to grow, they may become unsightly, painful, infected, or all of the above. Surgical excision of a sebaceous cyst is a simple procedure to completely remove the sac and its contents. An infected cyst may require oral antibiotics or other treatment before excision.


Conversation:
Doc: Hmm.. its a sebaceous cyst
Me: Whats that?? (kancheong look)
Doc: Go inside the surgical room and lie down, I'll take it out now.
Me: HUH!? Like right now??
Doc: Ya.. Then when? You want it to continue growing bigger? You scared is it?
Me: NO LA! But its so sudden can!?! No need sign any documents ah?
Doc: DUHZ!!! (sian half face) Lie down, don't face me...
Me: OUCH! What an injection, thanks ah..
Doc: That is to prevent you from feeling any pain..


**Doctor mingles for around 15mins**


Doc: Yours is quite deep inside, hard to take out...
Me: (oh my gosh) Pls get it over n done with fast~
Doc: Ok done, are you feeling ok?
Me: Yesh, can I take a look?
Doc: Yes.. And the Cyst is for u to bring home too..
Me: WTH!?!? SO BIG!?!?
Doc: No seafood for 1 month
Me: ok ok.. Thank you doctor.
Doc: You know you're really lucky yours is not a Ganglion Cyst or Ovarian Cyst..
Me: *Phew* Thank God..
Doc: Yeah, you should
Me: -Grins-


Now, all of u mus be wondering how the damn cyst look like? Here it is:



The cyst













And tadaa.. I'm still alive and kicking~




And this is my newest Dream car!


Oh and happy 21st birthday Doreen. Time flies. Still rem how you always happened to be my tabletennis opponent ever since pri sch and how all of us seems to grow so old and fast now~ I wonder if its a good or bad thing. And Sorry Jas for last min not going Pasir ris.. hope ure not angry or pissed with me... *Sighs* In the meanwhile, I can't do extreme sports and I can't swim.. so sian.. everything so sian.. boring~


Mess. Total Mess. I'm so hollow.

Chinese New yr.. Hmm.. did alot of visiting.. and also from Day 1 gamble until Day 3.. lolz.. won abit but not much... Very tired.. lucky today no need to go school.. Yesterday did visiting till late and then my buddies came over at night. Hmm too bad Yihui wasn't here, kind of miss her as well =p This CNY was short and sweet. Time seems to be passing by too fast! And exams r coming.... BAH!

If I could be selfish and state Chinese New yr Resolutions, that would be:


1) Be brave
2) Be brave
3) Be brave
4) Be brave
5) Be brave


Theres nothing I want more than to be stronger emotionally.

duhz.


Went out with Snoopy and CT last night, we were supposed to go Clarke Quay and chill out but the financial planning thing took us hours. Thanks dearest Jas for the dinner at your house =p After we settled the stuffs, we went to J bar at M Hotel. Its a very nice play to chill out. Nice live band and perfect ambience.. We left at 11 plus and I walked to Tras street to find my frens. Such is my life. Ups and downs. No idea what Ive been doing actually, really.

hmmmmm


Finally, the Spinnovex, IVP and FYP is over. Workload finally getting lighter.. By the way, we got Bronze.. contented =) Am down with throat infection and cough. Didnt go school and seen a doctor today... tmr long day in sch again *sighs*


Other than that everything has been ok... Just tat I'm feeling real moody for dunnoe-what-reason. Chinese new yr coming, but this yr, the festive mood is just not there for me. Didnt even bother to buy new clothes or what so ever.. Graduating so soon yet dunoe what to do. My future seems blurred.

I JUST WANNA SLEEP


I am feeling so so so so tired and lethargic. Give me 1 day and I can slp the whole damn day! The past 2 days were crazy for me. Friday night I met frens at Orchard around 11pm n after that we went to Paradiz centre for ktv supper n etc. Reached home only like 6am and after that really just knocked out. Saturday went shopping with mum at Raffles.. to buy my formal wear n stuffs.. I think I walked or looked like a zombie =/ Then after that met bready for supper and a spin in her car. Really enjoyed her company, she often makes me smile =) I wasnt really feeling well and after that she sent me home. This coming 1 week is gonna be the most busy week ever. FYP ppt plus innovex plus ivp matches. I need to breathe! Can somehow sense mum is unhappy wif me for always going out so late *sighs* But its just entertainment before the horror of this coming week starts. crap, is monday tml! Thats fast, can't wait to get it over n done with!

*sighs* Im wide awake at this time.. 3am! Shouldn't had drank coffee just now, though usually it had no effect on me! Met my darlings for dinner and a drink followed by supper. I was planning to study today as Monday is my test but gosh, I haven laid a single finger on it yet, sheez~ I need a haircut.. I'll do it later today... Drove to westcoast mac and had supper, woah 2am plus n the place was packed, guess Sporeans really have no where to go n nothing much to do manz. This whole night was raining and I just hate driving when its raining, its just irritatin~ I really hope I will study tmr manz.. wheres my motivation!?! K, im just talking cock now as I cant slp.. TSK~~

CEST LA VIE


Alright, I finally found the time to BLOG!! Finally handed up our final yr project formal report! One thing off my workload now. This 1 week had been real busy and hectic, but on the hand, rather enjoyable too. Chilling out with my teammates and friends. Just feel that time is always running out. Arh, 2nd round of tests coming, shitified! Mum went Thailand for business trip yet again, and Dad had been great, doing all the household chores and buying breakfast for my bro and I. What a wonderful dad I had, lol, I LOVE HIM TO BITS =)


Haven't got the time to get all the formal clothes for presentations and innovex, not even to mention chinese new yr! *sulks* Coming wed is the start of my ivp.. Hope we could at least get into the top4 again =x Yesterday I had dinner wif mr. monkey at NYDC, manz I really do find the main course a lil disappointing again. Only the mudpie was delicious.... After which we went to Tanjong Pagar.. Goodness, nothing there at all manz, all the pubs n ktvs for uncle kinds! And it was drizzling! Off we went to Chinatown and Oh no, the Ice-kachang was almost inedible. What a day, lol. But still I had fun and enjoyed myself~ =)


Alright, finally had time to post the pictures below for Xmas, sentosa trip and New yr countdown. *Note* Pictures flood below!



Candid!



Snoopy and Giraffe at Sushi Tei!



Hmm~ What sushi should I eat? =p



Woah! Its Christmas and I'm bringing along 2 kids! HAHA~



Jingle bells jingle bells



We came a long way back since sec 1!



X'mas dessert, CHOCO FONDUE! Sinful!!! But i love it =)



Our friendship are like these strawberries



Fireworks at New yr eve!



A breath-taking moment



Sentosa, here we come!



cheese!



Woah, bread looking so cool and cute sia



Acting rockstars =x



Kawaii neh~



We saw HUSKIES! nice ones..



Bitches beaching.... LOL



Buffet time! WE LOVE BEING FAT LORZ



To eat is bliss =p

2006 New Yr Resolutions:


1. Spent less and save more for a trip!
2. Treat my family better.
3. Control my temper and emotions.
4. Work hard for the things I want.
5. Complete tasks/goals, don't give up halfway.
6. Be stronger than before (emotionally and physically)
7. Learn to forget.
8. Take things easier.
9. Get a gd job after I graduate in March.
10. Save as much as I can coz I wanna buy a damn car though I dont know how many more years that will be!


So above are my resolutions for the yr 2006. I may not be able to do them all.. but i'll keep in mind to try n at least improve on them =)


Kingkong was quite a nice but heart-wrenching show...
3 long hours..
The fire works were amazing and breath-taking.
The crowd was horrid.
Its a brand new yr..
But I'm not happy at all.
Can someone tell me why?


Woohoo.. Happy New yr to all!~!


These few days had been really enjoying myself to the fullest with my team mates, darlings, frens n sisters! The whole of this week seems to past by sooooooo darn fast =) And I officially announced that I am BROKE!!!! SPENT LIKE MAD WOMAN during this 1 week of holiday!~ Arggg~ There are plenty of pictures to upload but I haven't got the time~ Will do it some day when I'm free...


Yesterday went to Sentosa with my darlings.. woohoo, the weather was splendid! It was rather crowded n some workers there were building tents n stands for tonight's COUNTDOWN foam party~ After tanning n playing for like 3 or 4 hrs we went to had sakae buffet~ Im definitely getting fatter days by days.. and I dun care! lolz... Yesterday was just super tired and shagged to the max!


I only have 3 more days to enjoy myself before the start of horror comes again! When sch reopens, its really busy busy busy! And wtf manz, I lost my sch admin card and I got to go and do one more again. Why did this only happened during the last sem!?!? Sheez... Lets see.. 3 formal reports due in January and I havent START doing anything.. FYP formal report due on the 6th Jan~ 3 modules presentations coming up all in Jan... FYP presentation also coming up... 2nd round of TESTS nearing soon... 19th to 21th will be having our Innovex exhibition.. and 9th of Jan is the start of my IVP.. OH MY GOSHZ.. looking at all these makes me dizzy.. Tomorrow gonna be good n stay at home n clear as many reports n powerpoint slides as I can =(


Heh, anyway gonna catch Kingkong later in town... heard its 3 long hrs! havent had the time 2 watch movies for quite sometime already.. the last show I watched was e Longest Yard, heh~ Oh however, I waannna wish everyone a Happy new yr =) 2006 is coming, and I hope it'll be better. A new start, a new beginning.. Throw behind those sad stuffs n move on ahead.. 2006, here I come =D

MERRY X'MAS to ALL =)


HoHoHo merry Xmas to everyone! I had a fun time yesterday. Met up wif my darlings.. we went Orchard. Damn, it was crowded I tell you! We had early and long dinner at Sushi Tei and after that was some photo-takin session -lolz- We happened to walked around town after dinner... Its such a jolly day. You see smiles on everyone's face. People were wearing Xmas hatz.. spraying paints and snow all over.. The lightings were beautiful.. And you can hear Christmas songs everywhere on the street. Its just splendid. After which we went to Cine and had our dessert of the day. Man, this was SINFUL. We had fondue fun chocolate!! HEAVEN~ Pretty expensive but all worth it. Everyone was practically staring at us with envy eyes.. dipping the fruits, marshmellows, brownie n icecream in the hot flow of chocolate... =p


Bread is crazy. Shes all high after eating chocolatez =x After that Dor brought us to see her guy frens... her frens were setting up stalls selling those spray cans, hats, etc.. But unfortunately, this yr, they have policemen going everywhere to catch people without liscence opening a stall.. Crap.. and he got $150 fine right on the spot!! *Gasp* Ok, after which bread, Janice n I went to play pool. Followed bread back to her house n took the car n off we went for supper. Slept at 5am... damn tired~

Lastly, thank God for everything. Without Him, I'm simply just Nothing.
Hmm... can santa grant me my xmas wish? If I could have one that is to recieve loads n loads of love... I wish theres more love btw human beings.. I'm not asking for too much, am I? =p

No school! =)


HoHoHo~! Santa claus is coming to town~! Christmas is so soon and everyone is already in the festive mood. No doubt its the same for me. Get to see friends whom I missed badly =) Haven't been meeting my polar bear for a long time already and not forgetting my snoopy. Always so busy =/ Well, next week got no sch as its our e-learning week and the following week also no sch as its our holidays. But got to really spend this time wisely to finish up all the reports especially our final yr project *sulkz* Hopefully everything works out well. And hopefully, all my friends are doing fine, or even bettter than fine =D

&*%#(*&#&^@)!%^


Its frustrating when you know something should be happening ain't happening.
Its irritating when you have to put up with or face ppl you don't like.
Its heart-breaking when you see how bitterly ur gd fren is crying from a failed relationship.
Its tiring when things don't always turn out the way you wished.
Its eating me up when I don't know why I do things back-firing myself.
Heck, this post sucks and might not even make sense.
Its my rantings.
Pardon me.

This week was quite a sucky week =/ Anyway, I had added something new to my blog. Its pictures! Right at the last page which is just above the tag-board =)

Boo! Its been a long time since I updated. Getting really busy and lazy hahaz.. So my blog is oh-so-dead. Weds are the best! Can wake up late and just go school for 1 tutorial, so I finally cld find time and have the mood to blog =/ Nx week gonna have alot of testsssss.. sianz.. but fortunately the role play ended already. So stress and funny can -_-! heh, nowadays the weather so coooold~ Want to go swimming or sun-tanning also cannot =( Right, Christmas is near the corner, HoHoHo! Santa Claus is coming to town! =D

Cest La Vieeee~


The workload in school is getting heavier.. but still, I can feel that I've been slacking and enjoying a little too much. The thought of that roleplay just dampen my mood totally. Week 5 is coming soon, which means we'll be having our tests =( Plus, we now got to prepare for the fyp Innovex.. and to think that my Ivp also clashes with Innovex. GOSH, SO MANY THINGS. School was okay this week =/ We went to South Bouna Vista twice this week just to have that yummylicious duck rice.. fantastic =)


On Wed, after training, owl treated us to dinner... We had dinner at FOSTERS, which was a pretty cool restaurant. Nice food and ambience. The live singer there was alright too =x Anyway, the dinner kinda cost a bomb. After which we went to TCC. And here is a big 'THANK YOU' to mister owl for ur generous treat to all of us =D Its such a wonderful feeling to not go to sch on every Friday! Yesterday was fun. Met Meow, Nezha, Auntie lim n Huijie. Shihui's dog soooooooooooo cute! Grown so big already~ Anyway, Yihui treated us to dinner at Pizza Hut and ktv~ MANZ, the Kbox on Friday nights damn expensive manz... Well, doesn't really matters as long as we did enjoy ourselves =) Then met snoopy for lunch earlier on just now. Hey, I know u'll be reading this, so this 1 is for u : you SUCKS at uno and I SUCKS at monopoly. HAHAHAHAAHA! Below are some pics 4 the past 2 weekz =)



Yihui and Ying at KTV



US



Supppppper =)



In Essential Brews~



Group pic~



Don't know the name, Ian, Dan



Walasss



Grace n LF in Eski Bar



Being vain in Eski!

MY WEEKZ


Wow, a week has past and this week was rather busy and enjoyable for me... Hmm, lets see ~ =)


Friday:
Yesterday was kind of fun. Grace, LF, Bananaman, Ryao and I met up with the 01 class guys to try out the new outlet of 'Eski Bar' opened at Holland Village. They were there since 6pm plus but we only reached like 9.. It was the last order for happy hour (6-9) so Dan ordered for us a pitcher of Ribeana vodka. Its 2 pitcher in all as it was a one-for-one. Anyway, we thought the drink wasnt really nice. The place was about 10degs cold but they do offer you jackets if you request for it. But yesterday was so packed that we don't even feel cold. We stayed there for like 2 hours playing cards and chilling. Whats interesting was the 'cold room'. Its -3 deg and its feaking cold. Theres alot of Angmohs there too =/ Can't stay there for long. Wonder how the bartender inside can tahan lol. After that we had supper. Actually we wanted to haf crystal jade but long queue even like 12midnite. Ended up sharin 1 super large fried rice and horfun. Very full but freakin cheap lol. After that we went to wala but full house! Ended up in Essential Brews. Nice place, nice ambience, nice tea.. We left around 2am and I shared a cab with Grace and Daniel.. while Lfong shared with Ian and Raven. Poor Ryao, the only 1 who live at Sengkang but I think dumpling was kind enuff to drive him home =x Reached home and I was dead beat..


Wednesday:
Didn't go school as only haf 1 hour of lecture for the Life science elective module. Went for training straight away.. After which Kelvin, Val and I went for dinner. Gqiu was supposed to join us but fly us aeroplane...Then Cindy went to meet fren... haha.. next week we got free dinner by Mr gqiu =x Got his 1st 2mths pay ever since he joined airforce. Anyway, it was the 1st time I sat in Val's new car, Mazda 3. The inside of the car is freaking nice and cool! Love the red neon lights and the radio display thing.. stylo manz.. lucky girl she is =) We had Thai express for dinner n then tea.. yumm..


Tuesday:
Met my dearest bestie for dinner. Sort of sending her off for her M'sia trip! Ate so much that nite.. can really feel we turning into piggies soon.. haha.. Gonna miss you though you're only away for a few days and yeah, You're coming back tonite! Then happened to saw Andrew.. such a coincidence! Then waited for him and bestie went home tog wif him.. Hope u enjoyed urself in Genting gal =)

LOVE


To Love Is To Risk Not Being Loved In Return,
To Hope Is To Risk Pain,
To Try Is To Risk Failure,
To Live Is To Risk Death...
But Risk Must Be Taken,
Because The Greatest Hazard In Life...
Is To Risk Nothing....


Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.

w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l


Haven't been blogging much.. I'm getting more and more lazy to do so.. lolz.. Sch reopened~ 1st week was not badz, plus there were 2 public holidays... WEE!! But, this week coming to an end already.. hahaz.. Hmm anywayz, Happy Deepavali and Hari Raya Haji to all =) Went for training on Wed.. Realised I forgot my damn wallet! Sweat manz, was wondering if I lost it or left it at home. But thank god, I didn't lost it! Cindy didn't came as she was sick =( Anyway after that, Valerie and I had dinner with Qiu and Kel at Clementi.. After which we went to Hv for Starbucks.. Saw Jas and she came joined us after work.. ended up playing daidee lolz.. Reached home like 12 plus at night and Im totally exhausted, esp by the training...


Then went to meet Ziying, Meow and Shihui at town today. We had lunch n dinner outside. Town was damn crowded today manz! And then again, yihui didn't turn up. Sadded. Always fly us aeroplane =( I just dont really like it when people fly aeroplane or always late. Anyway, I enjoyed myself very much. okayz, feeling very tired. Wanna slp early tonight. =) tata!

Holidays over!


Dum dee dum! Holidays are over! Gosh, so fast!! Lucky this coming week got 2 public holidays. But so happy gonna see my Jie mei huas soon =D Met Qiu and Kevin today for dinner. So long never see them already.. So interesting to hear them talking about the airforce stuffs and 'taste in gals topic' =x We are really chillers. Went to NYDC for dinner then after that to coffee bean.. and proceed to 211 roof terrace cafe. I love the ambience there. Perfecto! Then, happened to walked past sweet secrets, saw snoopy working ! =p They being very gentlemen, sent me home by cab.. Sighs, actually tml wanna go sun-tanning but LF say weather report stated it will rain tml =( And tml got to wake up like 6plus am again. *yawns* gtg slp liaos.. nite ppl~

Rain drops keep fallin on my head~


Wee, went to ktv with Snoopy and Bread ytd.. After which we went to town. Bloody hell, raining like cats n dogs and we had no umbrella. Waited for like 20mins at the bus-stop. Can't stand it anymore so we heck and ran to Far-East. Ping and I wanted to buy slip-ons. Goodness, nowadays really alot of chiong Brikens.. Well, we got our slip ons and we had early 'dinner'. Then got to see Kevin.. haha so funny. Glad to see my bestie so happy. Happy 6 mths to the both of you =p After which, Bread and I just shopped and roamed around... It was gettin late and I got to meet a friend at holland V. Well, I really enjoyed myself. Wanna thank you girls =) Riight, got to go sch for training now. -signing off-

Pictures~ Taken on Oct 11th to celebrate Jas n Lq's birthday =p



Love this pic, US outside Sun wif Moon restaurant



Tantalizing food =D~



Liews, Bread looked damn cool in this pic. Like some yandao =/



Chillin at Holland V's TCC =)

Yippie yup yup~


Weekends! right, lets see what I had been doing for the past few days... Nothing much actually. Friday I met Lifong for crystal jade at HV. The ambience there was not bad but the aircon is bloody cold!!! All my arm hair standing lol. People who are close to me will know what i mean =p After which we chilled at Gelare.. got one Lijuan look-alike, damn funny. Dont know what happened to the 2 of us. We were crazy and ended up in Fosters.. The Ladies' Ribeana vodka cocktail was really nice. We went out and both of our face were as red as the monkey's backside. It was 11 plus and we didnt wanna miss the last bus. But we felt so embarrassed to take the bus. Reached bt batok like 12 and really fortunately there was still this last bus of 176 and 178... Sat I basically went for a swim and slacked at home. Lucky to have vcds accompanying me =)


And later gonna meet Jas n Bread for dinner and chillin.. boo... really BROKE manz. Next week we still going KBox and stuffs -_-! Save up save up. But heck, its the last week of our holidays! Really have to enjoy ourselves before the horror of sch starts again =) Alright, gotto go prepare already, tcare guys. ADIOS. Oh yah, and I just changed my blog song.. I really love this song =)

=)


Went back to sch on Tues for our project again. All we can do is to wait for the perfect thickness of fibres we want so we ended up playing daidee like the whole damn day -_-!


Went back to school for training yesterday. Its been like one whole semester since I turned up for training. Anyway, Jas went along too.. Wahlau, and Valerie is so fortunate! Her dad just bought her a carbon grey Mazda 3 just for herself.. Saw her car ytd, chio manz.. I always tell her shes borned in a silver spoon.. Anyways, we met up with bread after training for the 40 yr old virgin movie. It was alriiight. Brother said that European Gigaloo is much nicer and more hilarious..


Then, bread came to my house till like mid night. Wahlau, she so into this PS2 and I'm not. I just find it borin and stuffs.. And most of the games that my bro has are those fighting ones. I even fell asleep watching her playz. I got so bored with PS2 so I went to my room and use my com and who knows, the next min, all I could hear is my bro and bread laughing so loudly and enjoying the game together. They were happily playing away and I think they can really click becoz they are totally into the same stuffs, like games, animes, mangas, etc.. It really stunned me becoz my bro had never ever had a conversation wif my girlfriends for like more than 3 lines.. Haha, however its gettin late and I sent Bread down.. I feel so physically tired. Maybe too long didnt go for training.. Oh yar, and Im really happy cause I got my results like ytd. I had B, B, B, B, B+, dist, C. I am really satisfied and happy even though the distinction that I got was for an ICA module =D

The pain is fucking inevitable. Everything just sucks so much.

Cute waiters 0_o

Time flies! Its the weekends again.. Manz, 4 more days and my results will be out =/. Anyway, met up with Lifong for pool ytd night and after which we went to Railmall's Liquids cafe and chill till late night. That cafe really not bad. This time not only the food and drinks are good, the new batch of waiters who work on Friday nights are not bad too manz. This 2pid Lifong, everytime he come out to serve or whatever, LF will look at me and give me a face and we'll "arm chio". (whatever la, dont know how to spell) Its so freaking obvious manz. lol, well heck. Hope you're feeling better after ytd. No more depression thingy ok! =)



Lifong gettin thinner, I gettin FATTER.



Blurred



Smile =)



:: Vain-ness ::

Thumbs Up


We had an incredible and amazing night yesterday. We made a reservation at the 'Sun With Moon' Japanese restaurant and thank God we did. The restaurant is always FULL-HOUSE be it lunch or dinner time! I highly recommend this place and it is a must-try =) The ambience is perfect and the food was absolutely yummylicious. There was nothing more I could ask for. The sashimi and the sukiyaki tastes oh-so-damn-bloody-good. After trying the sukiyaki, we think that Sushi Tei had no fight at all mans. But however, the price is slightly on the high-range. The total bill was about $120++ but the ambience of the restaurant plus the quality of the food really makes me think its all worth it =)


After which, the 4 of us shared a cab down to holland village. We went to the TCC and chilled and the ice blended drinks there were kind of cool. However, so many funny incidents happened there. The waitresses there are hell of humourous.
Anyway, went back to school today again to do our fyp. Damn funny. We actually ordered the kfc delivery to the lab when we could actually walk to foodcourt 5. The person must be thinking that we're nuts lol. Oh yeah, and we found out that our lab technician actually idolise Osama bin laden. I ain't joking manz. This is so crazy and freakish! Scare the hell out of Grace and me =/

Oh yeah, and Happy 2oth birthday snoopy! GROW UP OK?!?! =x



Sun with Moon restaurant!



the MUST TRY sukiyaki



Chillin at Holland V



2 birthday gurls



Happy 20th birthday Bestie =)



SO CUTE!!! And I love it so much =p Thanks ar!!!

Holidays?


Wow, time flies. Its the weekend already! This past one week of my holidays had been quite wonderful.. Watching of movies, swimming with bestie, playing of pool with friends and chillin at coffee bean... The only bad thing is, I'm going BROKE! lolz.. Anyway, yesterday night I went to my grandpa's house. Its his 91st birthday. Its really important and meaningful~ And I really feel happy to see him still strong and healthy... Guess I'll be slacking and resting at home today. Manz, we haven't touch on our fyp as we can't contact the TSO. If he goes on missing like that, the 3 of us can go and eat grass. I feel like theres so much we havent do.. Hmm anyway, I'm so looking foward to Tuesday.. yay~

Myth.


Watched The Myth with Jas ytd.. Well, not too bad. But seriously, I don't really like Jackie Chan and his movies all these while~ I always thought that his shows were exaggerating and The Myth had proved me so too. lolz, but there ain't any good shows recently. We're waiting for 'Into The Blue' by Jessica Alba.. looks nice.. heh.. yupz anyway read the papers and saw the news about the Bali bombings again. Man, this really sucks. An eye for an eye will eventually leads the world to the blind.

Moments which I cherished


On Sat, I met Nezha at Far East to buy Huijie's present for her 20th birthday. Lol, in the end we decided to get her something she doesn't have. Its been quite a long time since we met up as everyone is busy with hectic sch work and exams. But man, the feeling was great. A pity that Yihui couldnt make it. Anyways, after that we meet meowmeow for dinner and off we went to Holland village.. Shihui's leg was badly injured =/ Girl, better take gd care of your wound huh, its darn big and rather serious! Anyway, the feelin was damn good. Can feel the total relieve after my papers and recollecting all the memories and fun we had in sec sch. Like how the 5 of us had gone through EVERYTHING and so much and how time flies and all of us are 20 now. We chilled till 11 plus as we didnt wanna miss the last bus. Anyway the photo taking was damn crappy and corny but the pics are all in shihui's cam!


Riiiight, so many important dates coming up! Like my bestie's and bread's birthday =) And hopefully snoopy is coping well. Read your blog and you're like so sad and lost. *pats* hang in there alright, coz we'll be hanging out tml for some fun. And I know im naggy! But juz to let you know I'm always here for you, anytime baby~



Me and Nezha (ying)





WHee Whee~


Oh yea, finally! Exams are overrrrrr. Huge relieve and freedom comin~! hehz, right now just left with final year project =) Semesters after semesters, passing by so quickly. Time really flies. I kind of feel so old. Haa. But its all for good I guess. Wee.. today is my mum's birthday and tomorrow is Shihui's birthday. Happy birthday mans! Welcome to the over-20-yr-old-gang. lolz. I'm feeling quite tired and shagged right now. I didn't sleep for the whole night until today at 6a.m. Yesterday was our last paper and we went for pool followed by bbq cum steamboat at Turf City. Man, that was quite sucky anyway. We wld have preferred going to Marina instead. After which they came my house for overnight mahjong. Crazy idea, we actually wanna go down and swim but didnt in the end. End up watching shows n playing mahjong but I was dead tired dozing off.. I mean who wouldn't? After all the horrible late nights muggin yea. Felt like a pig recently. Eat n eat n eat. And we even called for 40 pieces mcnuggets delivery at 4am. My oh my, Im turin to a... PIG!

T-R-U-S-T


Trust is a fragile thing.
Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom.
But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover.
Of course, the truth is, we never know who we can trust.
Those we're closest to can betray us.
And total strangers can come to our rescue.
In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves.
Its really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.


-Mary Alice, Desperate Housewives.


Well said.. hurhur.. okay enuff of the craps, gtg library now =)

Longest Yard Rockssss!


Met Gil today for the movie - The Longest Yard at Plaza Singapura and I must say that this movie was really goooood. I've been waiting for this show for like really long, as I was horribly occupied by my busy schedule. But finally, I caught the show today =) And it wasn't a let down. Its totally funny and a great way to dis-stress myself from my exams! Had been mugging till bonkers at horrible late nights and gone peer studyin with my clique lately. We always do the last-min-mug-like-crazy style. Haha! Anyways, Wed is my final paper and I havent laid a finger on it yet. Deeeep shit! heh but will be going to library tml to study hard! After the movie, I met jas for dinner. Been a long time since I saw my snoopy.. I love all the girls who added colours into my life =) And Im missing my gd buddies frm my sec sch. But its okay, we'll be meeting soon =D

phew.. 1 last paper to go on Wed... gogogo! And after that, ITS MY HOLIDAYSZ!! *Screaammmmmmmmms* Heh.

The Blogsssss


Wee, happy lantern festival to all though its tomorrow =p Today all my mum's side relatives came. So fun, can see my grandparents and cousins too~ So much food & mooncakes! Seriously, i've been gaining weight like quite ALOT. This always happens to me when its exams period time. *Sighz* Yesterday went muggin with the galz and we indulged in so much food yet again... haaz, guess its really time for me to hit the gym or do some regular swimming after my exams! Can't wait for exams to finish mans.. Theres nothing much to blog about actually. Jas always warned me to tone down and I think its very true. I've learnt bitter lessons and so blog entries from now should all be very vague and not too private. I dare not blog too detailed too after the past few incidents. It really sucked like even a blog can get myself into some shits. Haaz, or maybe I should be like Jasmine.. change to a new blog totally and only give the address to my close friends and cliques to prevent from troubles and unwanted visits. I really feel like doing so but its really a pity when I have to delete this blog which I took some effort to set it up! And the sad thing is Blogspot isn't like dairyland whereby you can lock ur blog and request for a password! Heh, anyway Jasmine dear, your new blog is so cute and nice CAN! DOESN'T SUITS U HAHAHAHAHA!


Im having..... EXAMS BLUE.... *bahz*

You Are a Mai Tai

You aren't a big drinker, but you'll drink if the atmosphere is festive.And when you're drunk, watch out! You're easily carried away.

This is quite true and hilarious. Reminds me of myself chasing cat and singing wierd songs with Rongyao at the chalet~

Careless me


Its a long day for me.. Went ktv in the morning after that Dor and Jas came my house. We went for a swim, then tennis and then back to swimming again.. I'm feeling so exhausted.. After that we ordered delivery. Had a long chat in my room.. Then Dor suggested to go for a drink and I drove them there. As usual, we chilled at Liquids.. It was supposed to be a very enjoyable and happy day for me. But later in the night, I guess my mood was spoiled and screwed up. Had no idea what happened to me. On my way sending Jas and Dor home, I made a very major mistake. Almost met an accident. It was so near.. definitely a narrow escape.. I felt awfully sorry for putting my friends' life in danger. Thank God nothing happened. I wondered if Im too tired or what but its the 1st time I almost met with 2 accidents in the night. I'm really freaked out and its kind of replaying in my mind... I guess I'm not awake and careful enough.. All I can say is, Thank God that my friends and I are safe and sound. And hopefully I'll not have phobia or flashbacks. Sighz, this sucks. =(

Cest La vie


Woohooooo! Finally all the high weightage ICA tests are down! But today's paper wasn't really easy man. But I can't expect much either since I fell asleep ytd night and only started muggin today during our 4 hours break. Im just hoping for a B grade. Lifong told me on the bus today that 2 people got sued and charged because they wrote something in their blogs showing that they were racists or anti-some-religion kind of thing. This is sooooo wierd. I mean I thought blogs were meant for us to write anything and state our own free views? Goodness.. Hmm, my 1st exam paper is in one week's time. So fast! Envy my sisters in Np who are finishing their exams >_<


Im so happy! No need 2 go sch anymore for now and going to ktv wif frens tml =D AND Mum is finally sponsoring me in buying e Brikenstock/Papillio after much persuasion heh~ Recentlly, many of my friends are heartbroken & depressed over relationships... I hope you guys cheer up and be strong. Love is a BITCH, you should just enjoy yourselves in crazy outings, bury yourself with yummylicious food, indulgence in shopping sprees, enjoying ur freedom of single life which allows you to ogle at guys/gals and date many at a one time. Whatever larhs, doing anything as long as it makes u happy or smile =) Cheerios* This is life afterall.. cest la vie~


Oh yar! And I wanted to say sorry to Joyce for squashing her Q boy's eyes..They were dented... =( I'm sorry, forgive me baby?

TIME


Today marks the 24th yr marriage anniversary of my parents. Dad wanted bro and I to join them at dinner in a restaurant at Clarke Quay. The food was nice. The ambience was perfect. I'm so happy to see my parents still going strong and loving. I hope I can be like them in the future lolz. Anyway exams are SO near. I bascially just did my stuffs and slacked at home today. Tml is Sunday, time to mug for the ICA tests! =/


Time is too slow for people who wait,
Time is too swift for people who fear,
Time is too long for people who grieve,
Time is too short for people who rejoice,
Time is eternity for people who love.
It really depends on the individuals on how you want your time to be passed =)


Went for pool wif Miss Neo todayz



soooo nice

Suicide? COME ON!


Jenn wei is right. I can say goodbye to my Brikens. I'm so bad at saving money. I spend like nuts. Once I have $ with me, I'll spend it away hah. This week and next week don't really need to go school. R-O-C-K-S. I thought that not going to school will make me mug harder at home but hell no. I'm either always going out, at my com, watchin vcds, sleeping, or walking up and down my house.. practically anything except studyin! Went to Holland V earlier on again wif my frens.. I actually thought of buying the body shop's body scrub... smells terrific.. but I forgotten! So muddle-headed. And lucky I never miss the last bus again.. I've been spending so much on cabs recently.. *huge sigh*


A break-up is a start of a new relationship. Many at times we hear people complaining how painful breakups can be and how bad it is that they want to commit suicide but that is so very selfish and dumb. I mean I don't understand how people can commit suicide for love. Compare to patients who have cancer illness, compare to people who were borned handicapped, compare to people who lost their loved ones through disasters, its like an ant case. Its nothing. I mean I had gone through and understands how heart-breaking and how messed up one's life can be when going through break-ups but suicide had never ever crossed my mind. Because my parents, God and frens love me very so. And most of all, its so-not-worth-it. I have a friend who almost died of suicide because of love. I feel ultimate disappointment after knowing it. Is it worth it? Its painful but time can slowly heal you. I believe there is a better and more suitable someone for you out there. Like they say, "old one don't go, new one don't come."

Shagged maggotz!


Today was an extreme long and shagged day. Felt so tired earlier on and even doze off on our way back but now after a bath, I can't sleep anymore! Its gonna be 4am soon and I can't slp >_<


This morning went to sch from 8 - 9 just for a test. Arh, the test was quite hard. Think I screwed up the long questions part. After which, bazhang brought us to a damn ulu place for the very famous duck rice. Its really not bad. Quite nice. The only bad thing is that it is located too ulu inside South Bouna Vista. After that we girls went for ktv at Clementi and the guys didn't want to go ktv. They wanted to watch The Maid.. Diaoz.. horror movie~ I most detest it haha. Anyway, so long never go ktv already. GOSH, got raped by 2 crazy gals inside somemore!


After that went home and took a rest.. Met the guys and grace at 10pm plus and went down to Sengkang to find Ryao. Hopefully he is and feeling alright =) Chatted till around midnight and we went Ryao's house. Wow, his house so neat =) Neater than mine! We actually wanted to catch a midnight show but it was already 1 plus am and most cinemas dont have shows. Singapore is so boring! In the end we decided to go somewhere at Serangoon Central, the Chomp Chomp. Ended up at a cafe. Had our drinks and chilled.. Everyone gettin tired with bloodshots at the eyes.. n so we headed home. It was quite a quiet Friday night.. Yippie, tml is Saturday =D no sch rocks.



Nissan Fairlady vroooooom!



We love sakae's buffet so much =/



Moi Darling~



Thongs wearing so high can be quite a turn-off. But my class's guys love it HAHA.. took this at sch foodcourt ~_~

You captivate me..


Shoik, today never go school.. so long didn't have this kind of feeling =) Met Fanny at Holland V's breko. Had a long chat, thank God I didn't miss the last bus, if not gonna spend money on cab again.. Even on a wed's night, Holland Village is flooded with people. I love the ambience there and there are always promising gd lookin people there haha. Few weeks ago, I've got to know someone whom I think is really special and great. Someone who really captivates me and interest me. But somehow I feel so unmotivated at the same time. Maybe its because Im still damn tired over the past or I always feel inferior. I think I'm never good enough for that person. And needless to say, I think he is way beyond my reach. Right, time to slp... tml gotto wake up early again =(

So unlucky!


Wee, finally tomorrow can rest at home. argh, today's presentation was horrible especially the Q&A part. Grace and I also anyhow hantam for the questions that we don't know. So shitty! Heck! since its over. Still have roleplay on Thurs, gosh! Today was freakin unlucky! As I was alighting bus 173, one guy behind me accidentally stepped on my sandals so HARD, then piak.. I could no longer walk, the front of it is torned! Why do I always have such encounter? The lasttime was just less than 1 month ago, with Jenn wei 'playing' with me... and now again!!!!! SHIT! I can't even walk down the bus. Have to walk with 1 feet naked. And from the bus-stop back to my condo was DAMN FAR. As I was walking back, every passerby was lookin at my damn feet -_-"" There were 2 bangala construction workers opposite my condo and when they saw me walking like that, they LAUGH and giggle. Damn man I vow I'm not racist but becoz of this I really don't like bangalahs. *grr* The night was better. Met a fren for dinner and all the anger and moodiness sort of subsided. =) Slping time!

Charlie & the Chocolate Factory


Willy wonka~ Willy wonka~ Haha that Johnny Depp so whacky. Watched Charlie and the Chocolate factory. So farni. Love that little boy called Charlie to bits! Hes soooooo adorable and cute =D



Tadahhhh, whacky whacky~



Charlie - gosh, so cute CAN

>_<


Yeah, I finally finished Tan yy's Formal report and case study! *Phew* Now left with the presentations and journal only heh. I can't sleep, don't know why... thats why I came to blog some rubbish 0_- And trying to sort out my ipod songs... I miss my Snooopy and my besties... =( And I wanna go overseas so badly!


Yesterday when I went to town with my frens, I saw so many sports car in one day. At least 8. Saw one black Lambourgihni, one yellow ferrari, 1 Nissan fairlady, 1 toyota Celica, etc etc... I wonder why these people have so much money to buy such cars. But seriously, its like so not worth it if you buy sports car in S'pore. So many traffic lights and you can't speed at all! And usually these people are darn arrogant and snobbish. Not all but most I supposed. Anyway, don't play play, one day you guys might just caught me in a new beetle convertible. HAHA! IN MY DREAMS.... Right, below are 2 designs of Papillio which I really thought and considered of buying. Gotto save up 1st since it cost me a freaking $129 per pair! >_<



*_*



*droolz*

Here is a wonderful quote: "Do not grieve over the past, for it is gone. Do not worry about the future, for it has yet to come. As long as it is called today, live this day as if it was your last, and you will find each day worth living for!"

Busy weekz


Been a some time since I update. Thats becoz I had been busy rushing all the reports and assignments! Got our exams schedule, its less than 1 month's time. Eeeks! Changed my blog song. I really love this song and its meaningful~ But I was shocked that it was sang by Sly. I didn't really like him but who cares as long as the song is nice Heh. Anyway, I wanna wish Miss Gracey a Happy 21st Birthday =) Hopefully you would like the prezzies we got for you. Must use huh... BIG and CHIO *lolz* We went to Wheel lock's Sakae today for the buffet.. Ate so much!~ Hmm.. bought some ipod accessories at the apple centre. Ipod's stuffs are damn nice but freaking costly! The slip ons at Brikenstock are nice too. I'm really broke! Spending like nuts these few weeks and there are so many August babies *_* Sians, tmr got test again -_-"" Hope I won't screw it.

Throw everything behind and smile. Ain't gonna let anymore things affect me! Met Jasmine sweetie today for breakfast and snipsnip.. Got to finish all the assignments and formal report by this week! Tomorrow going for Grace's 21st birthday party. Hope everything will be fun then =)

Journals that hurt


*Grumbles* Had to do an irritating journal for Madam Oringa. I hate writing journals or essays. I used to love it but no longer do now. We had to do 3! And everytime I write journals, I came across a rollercoaster of emotions. Each and everytime I write a journal, it would make me think back and feel alot, some that casted a smile and some that carved a scar. I guess at times I'm really too emotional and weak =/ While writing the journal, I had many flash backs.


For my first journal I wrote about the seperation of a loved one through death. And for the current one I wrote about the lost of a love one but not trough death. Whats the differences? Plenty. Both are very painful but the Seperation from a Loved one is more Painful than the Death of a Loved one. Because even though they're Alive & Around you know you can't ever Talk/See/Hear them but in an Untimely loss you know confirmedly you can never do any of the above. Love and hate is just 1 thin line. Human relationships really do make people feel tired and jaded =)


Bah.. I need a haircut =/

*argh*


Haven't been blogging these days. Nothing great about my life recently. Exams are near. Everyone is stressed out. I dare not count the work load I have on my hand. 2 formal reports left, 1 assignment, a few datasheets, 2 group presentations and the final yr project... Plus exams in 1 month's time......Argh!!! Really wanna finish them off as soon as possible. Plus theres a test tomorrow. Help is the word!!


Read a fren's blog and I think its time for her to move on. I know its never easy but she has to start doing it. If you gave your heart to someone and he/she broke it, mend it. That is all you can and should do. Its sad to know that we're living in a society and world full of lies. Even best friends can lie to you. Even sisters can just shoot you from behind. Even friends can start backstabbing another person in the same group secretly. Even friends can pretend to like you when they don't at all. Even friends can be selfish and competitive. Even friends can hide their true feelings and be so fake in front of you. Enough of my grumblings =/ I really miss sec sch days. I wished time could turn back *sighz*

Soothing day~


Feeling damn shagged now but no idea why my eyes are still wide open and I ain't really in the mood to sleep. Bready just sent me home. Million thanks =) I had an incredible enjoyable day today. School was long! Morning till 5pm. After which I rushed home, bathed and met my sweeties. Were supposed to meet at Holland V but bread has car today. We had dinner at the famous 'Wen dong ji' chicken rice stall. It was packed.. A pity Jas couldn't join us for dinner and pool as something happened to her darling =( But at least she made it for the midnight movie.


After having dinner, we went to play pool. The tables were fully booked mans. Saw Dor's friends so they joined in. That guy quite pro. Even had his own cue and he bought it for $140! Gosh... I'll never spent that kind of money. But maybe hes crazy over pool larhs.. After that we headed to Causeway point for the midnight movie - Bewitched. We booked the tickets earlier in the day. Some of the parts were quite hilarious but we thought it wasn't worth a $8.50 on a Friday night~ It was alright because Nicole kidman looks absolutely stunning and gorgeous to me =p After finishing the show it was only like one plus AM so we decided to drop at holland village for some nice drinks and just chit-chat. We found this perfect place with an incredible awesome ambience. We had to take off our shoes and the place was so cozy. Full of cushions~ Its called the Essential Brews. We thought it was 24 hours but argh!! It closes at 2am. Shitified! No choice, left at 2 plus unwillingly but we'll definitely go back there again. Its a splendid place for relaxation.


I guess they were all getting tired. Think Lq even more tired. Drive to quite many places and scare off 3 gals crossing the road. The girls mouth were wide open, Dor and I also stunned. Lq like going to drive to them and knock them down already, but they crazy, red man also cross the road =.= Lq driving very fast for a girl! I feel like some tortise compared to her man *lol* When sending me home got police stop check. The sporeans traffic police like to work at late nights. Often at wee hours can get to see TP cacthing people for speeding or drinking. Argh, pocket really start to have big hole already. SPend so much everyday... alrightz almost four am already, gotto catch some slp. nightz!



Pool time



Dor and Lq. Lq and her mercs =)



Bready.. very 'hiong' driver ~_~



At essential brews. Temptation Island brew with nice background.

Love is acceptance. When you love someone, you take them into your heart, and that is surely why it hurts so much when we lose someone we love, because we lose a part of ourselves.

He worked on me.


I will remember today and this day forever in my heart. Its all about forgiveness, forgetting, and to forsee. God had let me know what its like to be gracious, to accept someone anew again, to forgive someone, to grow from our mistakes and to repent and learn from it. How God had used me today on someone was heartfelt and more than words. Today is very memorable and it casted something so important to my life. I feel alive. Its time I serve Him. I know recently my posts will be flooded with christianity but its all how I feel and see it. I guess I have the rights to state my religion opinions. I love you Jesus =)

Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

-Hebrews 13:5

I am sick. My heart had fallen asick. I felt that part of me had died.

Esplanadeeee..


*yawnz* Just reached home.. Was supposed to have a secondary school 2 classes combined gathering at holland v but I didn't turn up. Went out with Jas and Bread instead. Bready got car today! Wee, so we could go to far places. As usual, had dinner at Jas and my fav hangout - Liquids. After which we drove to Esplanade. Wow ~ There was having some national day performances and celebrations. Cool! The view from the roof garden down was awesome and breath taking. We had a long talk about everything~ From school to work to future to men =) Congrats to Bready, her p Plate can be gone in 5 days time! HAHA! Mine still long =.=


Hahas.. I feel so tired of everything! I haven't had enough sleep for the past few days and eyebags are coming out! I had a wonderful day today and enjoyed myself totally =)


Gods says pain is inevitable but misery is OPTIONAL.

Life is unfair, but God is good.


A tear-jerking true-life poetry by a teenage girl:


I went to a party Mum, I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink Mum, so I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside Mum, the way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive Mum, though the others said I should.


I know I did the right thing Mum, I know you're always right.
Now the party is finally ending Mum,as everyone is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car Mum, I knew I would get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me Mum, so responsible and sweet.


I started to drive away Mum, but as I pulled out into the road.
The other car didn't see me Mum, and hit me like a load.
As I laid there on the pavement Mum, I heard the policeman said.
The other guy got drunk Mum, And now I am the one who will pay.


I'm lying here dying Mum, I wished you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me Mum? My life just burst like a balloon!
There is blood all over me Mum, and most of it was mine.
I hear the medic said Mum, that I will die in a short time.
I just wanted to tell you Mum, that I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others Mum, the others didn't think.


He was probably at the same party as I, the only difference is,
he drank and I will die.
Why do people drink Mum? It can ruin your whole life.
I am feeling sharp pains now, pain just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking Mum, and I don't think it is fair.
I am lying here dying, and all he could do is stare.


Tell my brother not to cry Mum, tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven Mum, put Daddy's girl on my grave.
Someone should have told him Mum, not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him Mum, I would still be alive.


My breath is getting shorter Mum, I'm becoming very scared.
Pls don cry for me Mum, when I needed you you was always there.
I have one last question Mum, before I said goodbye.
I didn't drink and drive, so why am I the one to DIE?


Life is not fair folks. It is even acknowledged in the bible. Whoever you are, wherever you come from, young and old, rich and poor, fast and slow, tall and short, men and women, boys and girls all had sinned. God is good. In view of all that is happening when you go thru all bad times in your life. When things are unfair, like the man of your life that you had loved for the last 20 yrs in marriage walks out on you. When your child that you had brought up begin to deny you, or when you feel like the closet people had betrayed you or when your business partner played you out. Despite of all the unfairness in life, God meant it for good. The way He gives it to u is good. Both the PRODUCT and PROCESS of it is perfect. And most of all everything happened for a reason.


There are ppl who say Life is unfair therefore God is unfair. When we are hit by hardest times, we blame God. But this happens because of the polluted and falling world and most of all Satan's temptations. These are facts of life and not acts of God. And why do we not Thank God when we feel happy or achieve something in life?


Even fishermen who live a simple life could just be killed by a tsunami disaster. Even those innocent hardworking people in the twins tower could be killed by some insane terrorists in a split second. Face it, nothing is fair in this world becoz life changes non stop. Nothing remains smooth forever. Don't blame God when we fell apart. Look and reflect on ourselves first before we points the fingers. I believe God loves us and had planned everything for us. For anything that happened, there is a reason. And most of all, every hardship moulds us into a stronger person each and everytime. I'm writing my point of view as a christian, no offence to any other people.

We are going to the ZOO ZOO ZOO~


Wooo~ We went to Zoo after school today. Its included in the package which we had bought earlier on for the Night Safari.. Fortunately enough, after we reached there, the rain stopped! Thank God =) The last time I went to zoo was like when I was a little kid. And now, the Spore Zoological Gardens had definitely changed alot!


PS: This post will be flooded with photos~


Firstly, we had 2 hrs break in school.. We started feeling bored and so, we took some photos~ Haha..



Smile peeps~



Three flowers =x


Haha, ran like mad after the timer was set..


Okay.. Then off we went to the zoo~ Saw some tourists and so many children!! From alot of pri school... SO CUTE!! 2 by 2 holding hands... AWwww~ First station was the White Tiger... Very nice and also Grace's fav =p



So rare



Woohoo~ Mating ^_-


Hmm.. Then, we saw Wild boars =/



Oink~



3 of them tryin to be funny~


We walked n walked and soon it was time for the Asia Elephant show~ Splendid! We got the centre seats and soon all the kids came.. so crowded, lively and noisy.. heh..



I love kids! Their sooooo adorable and freaking CUTE can!?!?


Erm.. just as we were waiting for the show to get started, something so hilarious happened. The monkeys were jumping all around trying to steal the titbits the kids were munching on~ The small girls started screaming and some of the children panicked. Some wanted to throw food to them and some were OVER excited.. There was this little indian girl who didnt know that the monkey was beside her and until she turned her head, she got a shock and screamed her lungs off. I know its damn mean to laugh, but its really funny~



A snap shot of the monkey which made the kids so excited..



Elephant show



After watching the sea lions =)


After that, we went to the Kids animal land~ The smell was horrile!~! We saw the black pigs and while we were quietly observing the pigs, we heard a freaking loud noise like 'PIAK'! OMG, we turned and found out that James smacked the butt of the pig.. Super loud.. Poor pig.. Really shocked me, so funny. Thought the pig might run or something but it just stayed still =/



Black pot bellied pigs. This one got smacked real hard by Master Wong =(


After sometime, we were getting tired....



woo..



5!



World's tallest animal - Mr Girraffe...


Theres really too many pics but I doubt I'll be putting all in. Just put the major events ones... After we came out of the zoo, we took some grp pictures~ Saw this little boy and Oh boy I think he is sooooooo cute.. So I stole a snap of him!



Tadaaaa~ *Pinch cheeks!*



The end~



Spore Zoological Gardens =)



Me, James, Lifong, Zhongzhi, Grace, Ryao, Jenn, Debra


We headed for cck and had our dinner at a Siam restuarant... Feel so tired! Legs turning to jelly soon~



Wth are we munching on???

A hole in my pocket !


Aww~ School holidays is over and its time to go back to school! =( Had been playing too hard and neglected my studies and its time to buck up and rush finish all the work. It had accumulated to one hill =/ Argh, everytime I tell myself to study hard and finish my work in time but I just can't find the motivation to do so. Guess I'm too playful, always playing~ And I'm BROKE! I need a part-time job mans. Had been spending way too much, the chalet, the night safari and zoo, the supper, the cab fares... Arrrr~ All output, no input. More ever there are lots of Augusts' babies. hmmmm, time to save up =(


Yeah, and looks like the tag-board server is down *roll eyes*

A trip to Night Safari Zoo...


This whole week was shagged to max for me. Felt no difference from an owl... From Mon - Wed was the chalet and Thurs and today was going back to school spending our time in the lab doing our final yr project. I barely slept more than 4 to 5 hours every day... I'm so physically tired! Actually we still planned to go Puala Ubin tml but all of us were too tired as we had a long day today.. Just reached home... we went to Night safari and late supper~


Pictures for today~





The extrusion machine we're handling to make the granular beads of PET into fibres..





Output of it. Trying to get the correct texture of our fibres to do water filters..





Gracey feeding in the recycled PET





Me and Lifong =]





Just me


Not forgetting the funny moments when we scared the hell out of lab technician Master Wong by hiding and making noise... Felt like a kid all over again~


In this 20 yrs of my life, its my first visit to Singapore's Night Safari..





US!





Night Safariiiiiiii....


After doing our project , we went to have dinner together and 8 of us went to the zoooo~ The entrance fee wasn't cheap! Plus the tram ride.. We bought the package set, which includes the tram ride, night safari and a morning zoo visit.. haa, we'll probably go to the zoo someday this coming week~ Heard that the zoo had changed alot! But seriously, the night safari was a little bit disappointing. It does not have alot to offer, I think I would prefer the morning zoo visit. And sheez! We missed the Animal magic night show =( *hugh sigh* However, it was my 1st trip down there and it was quite fun afterall.. The only thing was along the way, I always got SCARED by James and ZZ.. Hais, I really thought some shit was touching my leg or some bats flew past my hair =.="" Hmpf... Oh yar, and there were so many tourists there! Alot of handsome Caucasians hunks.. 1 even looked like Prince William haha! After the whole trip, we felt exhausted.. Off we went to Sembawang area for supper.. Reached home around 1:40am.. I need sleep badly! Nights.



Class Chalet Rocks!


Hi guys, I'm finally back from the chalet. It was really fun and it seems like all of us enjoyed ourselves to the fullest for this rare 1 week holidays we could get. I am so physically tired now that I looked so much like a panda! By the way, thanks to Jenn wei who got us a special rate of $130 for this garden bunglow at Aloha Loyang Pasir Ris for 3days 2 night =) It was simply wonderful~ Here is a very long post of it!


Day 1:

Day 1 was indeed hilarious, exciting and memorial!
Met the 3 guys at 10am at Hougang street to collect 2 cars which all of us had shared to rent. Here it is ~ We got 2 Nissan March, which was very very cute and small~


Both with P plates somemore!

After which we went to Jalan Kayu for roti prata breakfast:


Yummy~ (these 2 are strangers)

And from there we splitted. James n ZZ went to bought the stuffs and fetch Grace while Jenn wei and I went to his farm to get ready all the seafood n stuffs. As there was lots of free time, Jenn brought us to a whole stretch of street selling pets esp DOGS. It was so cool! Took our time and off we check in to Pasir ris Aloha Loyang:


Our Garden Bunglow #4. Very big with 4 extra bedrooms~


hmm...


After we checked in, we rested awhile. Waited for Francis, Joyce and Jiehao, so we could split 5 - 5 into 2 cars and go out and play all night long. It was the 1st time we saw Jiehao. He was really socialble, funny, lame and nice. And most of all, he is VERY NICE to Joyce -haha- Peeakaboo~ Here is a pic of 2 of them:


So sweet =p

He clicked fast with us. Vroom, off we went to Changi Village for our dinner. Had the famous Nasi Lemak, stingrays, Ipoh Horfun, Otah, etc etc. We were so damn full but that was only the beginning of our night trip. Then, off we went to buy the titbits! Joyce's fav =.="


Yeah, heaty stuffs!


After dinner, we recieved a call from another class, Halim they all wanted us to help them buy back $120 worth of beer back to chalet for them. Goodness, they are hell of crazy drinkers! They were drinking like crazy that night - vodka, Henniken, Becardi (and whatever you name it theyhave it) and THANK god their chalet was a few distance away from us. That unit must had stinked like crazy.


Then we started popping on the titbits till around 11:30pm and off we begin our night fun. This night was indeed the most memorial! 1st we went to the scary haunted house or whatever near the Changi village, and then to the carparks. The carparks were round and round and all the Bapok 'transexuals' will be either standing there or squatting down waiting for customers. Jiehao they all asked me to drive as slow as 10km/h so we could had a clear view. And then Grace suddenly wind down the window and shouted CHIO AH CHIO AH. omg!!!! =.=""


Joyce took a snap for me while I was driving..


It was around 12plus and off went to somewhere near the airport and see the planes flying off. We could see the planes in avery clear view~


Not very clear, taken from my hp.


Gosh, then suddenly a police car came! And told us that we can't just park our cars there and watched the planes like that. So happening -.-"" Anyway after that we decided to go to East coast park area. It was time to catch monkey's business and I swear even on a Monday night, we could find quite a number of cars doing so! Surprise surprise. Good thing 4 of us had licence and we could take turns to drive after we're tired. Dipped the headlights, horn non stop. I know we were very MEAN but its so funny and exciting, can't stop laughing. The couples who were caught in action immediately hide down and panicked like nuts. I was really quite shocked that Singaporeans are so 'Daring'. One car was even more power. Tapped all over and well covered with newspapers, so even we dipped our headlights also no use. They 'you bei er lai', must be a frequent..


Okay, after enough of disturbing, we went to Geylang for e 24hrsDou Jiang You Tiao. So nice, yum yum~ As usual, saw so many 'women'. It was getting late like 4am and all of us were shagged to the max. Poor thing for ZZ's car, James they all was about to faint due to erm some 'very nice smell'... Got back to chalet, bathed, and time to ZZZZZ! Everybody was snoring.


Day2:

They guys went back to school for final yr project. Such a big chalet, just left grace, Jenn, me and Daniel. We prepared the bbq food and everything. Had a mini bbq btw ourselves for lunch -lol- Also had a stroll to the beach behind:


Nice scenery..

And then the BBq starts.. So much food and leftovers...


Grace's pork.. tokong~


Situ's favourite~ banana with Nutella!


Grace and her new bf =)


wow.. scandalous!


Quite alot of people came including Debra and 1 of my fren... We had 2 red wines.. Not very nice but ended all of us up in a funny situation. Ryao singing nonstop.. drunk! I was chasing after a cat like a crazy woman, Grace was talking rubbish, etc etc. Making a fool of ourselves till around 1am and off we went to swim~ Shoik! 10 of us went to swim secretly.. We were so lucky that there was no lifeguard on duty for tat day... Sat in the warm Jacuzzi, fits the 10 of us just nice.. After about 1 hour, we were feeling too cold... Shivering like nuts. Ran back to our unit, stood by the bbq fire and continued our 2nd round~ Slept at 4plus.. and woke up at 8 this morning. So shagged.. so tired... But it was indeed an unforgettable chalet =)


I'm totally in love and obssessed with this Volkswagen New Beetle Convertible. This is my dream! 

Yummylicious Greek Food!


Yesterday was indeed a splendid and fun night. We went to Bukit timah and had this dinner in a really class Greek restaurant called the 'Athens'. Its the first time we tried Greek food and the food served there was excellent. There were tons of red wines there too. Up for all your pick. But of course, we werent that rich enough to open one -lol- The ambience there was great too, but just that the music played was 'errrrrrrr'. The parking lots were full and it was the 1st time I tried parallel side parking. Driving on Friday nights made me kind of nervous, the roads were fully packed and cars were everywhere. Its Friday! And people are chionging~ enjoying themselves and all =)


After which, we drove to Al Ameen and had banana split for dessert. We sure got our stomachs bloated. It was getting late and After sending my freind home I headed home. I felt so full that I couldn't move! =D I miss my princess snoopy too =/

Yippy~


Feeling very exhausted. Had early practical and our formal experiment wasn't well done. The whole day was almost all about doing our final year project. We managed to cut and finish the thousands of 1.5 litres of PET bottles. Finally!!! Went to Sakae buffet with them. Yummy~ But super full -lolz- Sitting in Bananaman's van made us feel like throwing up. guess we really ate too much~ After Sakae we went back to scholl and continue wif project till about 8pm.


Really wanna say a big THANK YOU to Lifong, James, Zhongzhi and Debra for helping us out so willingly and generously without any complaints. I guess we really owe you guys =) haha, the whole process was quite fun. We ended up spraying water on vehicles that past by and on each other! After that I met a friend and we went for pool and a drink. Glad that some matters are settled and started afresh. I'm very happy today =D -smiles-



Mr MAFIA teaching miss Neo on some hot press !


2 Chiobus at Sakae Buffet


Full man!


James is damn power. URINATING SKILLS are superb!

Dear Oh Dear!


Oh dear. Are my bones too stiff or what? My body aches like crazy. Reached home at 4 today and I had been doing housework tilll now !@#$%^&* Can't believe it. Now i totally understand the pain and 'sianness' of being a maid. Damn my height, sweeping and mopping the whole house is too sucky for me. For once I actually wished I was shorter so I do not need to bend so much. Cooking dinner was fun. But cleaning up sucks. You have to wash all the utensils, the WOK, wash the plates, cutleries and the rice cooker. After eating, still had to wash up all the plates, the sink and clean the whole kitchen floor.. Argh! I still have to wash my clothes tonite!! =( I MISS MY MAID LIKE CRAZY =[ *huge sigh*

James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics


My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.


She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.


You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.


Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.


You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.


You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.


But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you...

No more princess lifestyle! =(


This afternoon went to fetch my princess Snoopy and we went to Timah and had prata for lunch. After which we went to do some shopping. Goodness, something really funny happened while I was parking today. I didnt noticed or saw that the lot was for motorBikes and I tried to park in and funny enough it fits in just nice! And Jas was like "HUH!? This is a parking lot?!?" LOL, only did I went down and checked and realised its true =.= Fortunately no one saw it. If not damn embarrassed!!!


My maid is returning to Indonesia tml. I OFFICIALLY have no maid frm now on. No more princess lifestyle! Time to get off my butt and really hit da house =/ No maid = a really big prob for us. My parents worked early in the morning till 7 to 8pm and its impossible for mum to cook after she comes back~ Thus, we decided to cater and try it for 1 month. As for the washing of the clothes, each n every one of us will wash our own clothes~ (I'll probably dump all of mine into the washing machine though). Mum had already been nagging what im supposed to do! Argh! Mine sounds like the most! *grumbles* Ive to do the washing of plates, mopping of floor, cookin of rice, ironing of clothes. Ahhh!!! Haiz, I should take this opportunity anyway as it might come in handy nx time when I became a wife of my Mr. Right. Hehehehehe. Right, im day dreaming again~ nites ppl! Yawnz~

Actually wanted to catch Fantastic 4 or War of the worlds wif Matty today but we ended up having swensens and playing pool. Quite an unlucky day as I got drenched on my way back earlier on! The test today was alright. Definitely better and easier than the other 2 papers! Finally can take a short break frm these tests. Am really looking foward to the class chalet =) I guess I sort of lost my cool on someone today... Wasnt feeling the best of my moods so I raised my voice on the phone. Feel quite sorry abt it. I really hate selfish and fake people. Most of all people who do things behind my back sneaking around like a hump... Sighz, Ive been thru alot of these kinds of stuffs and therefore its not going to take effect on me anymore for I couldn't care much. And thanks Matty for this wonderful day and for cheering me up =)

Havent ben blogging these few days.. And Joyce is grumbling that I didn't update my blog so here it is =) Went to town after sch wif Gracey, Jenn, Ryao and Lifong. Goodness, saw lots of transexuals today! Darn pretty, no joke -lolz- Mr Jenn bought creative neon mp3 for his sweetie. Goodness! GOOD BF SIA hahaha! We had a fun time hunting for some funny stuffs ~_~ Sighz, these 2 weeks are flooded with tests. Didnt really study well for it. Theres one more tomorrow but the tv programmes are more appealing! darns~


I've never ever felt like this before... Never.

Happy Birthday Daddy and Ziying! =)


Happy Birthday to Daddy and my sister Ziying aka Birdface aka Nezha =p Finally u've hit the 20s! Joining me and meow's gang~ lolz... Time really flies~ I could still remember our younger days during sec sch times. I missed those days girl! Anyways, hope you wld like the present we got for you =D We think pink suits you! heh! Had a family lunch today to celeb dad's bday. Lurveee you dad, though u won't be reading this, but you're the best daddy on earth =) muacK~


Met shihui earlier on. Bought ying's prezzie & chatted for hours at coffee bean. Irritating! 3 tests coming up this week~ Argh, I hate it! Just hate studying larhs~ Got this urge to go overseas man, to enjoy myself~ Right, today finally can use car le, so happy! Going for supper wif my bear later on *signing off* =)

F*ck those terrorists for the London bombing.

=D =) =P


Wow, Im physically tired and worn out! Haven't had enough sleep these few days. Only slept for 3 hours the day before and went to sch early morning yesterday at 8 and after that went Eastcoast's Bedok Jetty with the guys and Grace for cycling, fishing and crabbing. Haha! The fishing and crabbing was really hilarious. Luck wasn't really good though =.=" We only caught 2 crabs and 8 fishes. Last week, the guys could catch 50 over fishes! Those nasi-lemak kind =) Cycling was great! Havent done that for like ages? We stayed till 8 plus, had our dinner at East coast ( the food was yummylicious =p) and went back to see the 'pros' catching Sotong at night. They have this very unique way of catching sotong, which is using a lamp, lure them up the water, and viciously use a long net to scoop it up! =.="" Its very interesting indeed. And thanks bananaman for sending me home so I cld make it before 11pm =)


And school was short today. After which, Lifong came my house and offered to cook for me. HAHA! Slacked around and off we went to town. Her shoes were ready. I think I sort of have the 'celebrity luck' recently. As the 2 of us were walking past the shops at Far east, I saw Hagen, well I dont think many of you know who he is, but he is a contestant for the U channel's superstar (M6). He was a hair dresser and a song writer. He looks really cool but rather short =x I then said to lifong, " Hey he is that guy frm superstar! that M6 guy~" and OMG guess what? After for like 2 secs, he turned around n shouted "YAYA! IM the Superstar! (waves and smile to us vigorously). Duhz! We continued to shop around and we saw him again! -slaps forehead- and his frens keep looking back at us giggling, THEY MUS HAVE THOUGHT we were CRAZY n GAGA over him! SHIT! 2 young gals who walked past him screamed "AH! so shuai!" and he realised it too. Think his ego boost up by a million! Man, he is just average after all I thought...


Then I met Doreen, Jas and Bread at 6pm. We went to have crystal jade for dinner. Yummy!!! So long since we met up! heh, then we went walking around and then chilled at Mac cafe. Chatted for hours and hours. Too much to catch up. Look foward to our nx outing with bread being our driver. Heh! got to log off and finish my work now =/ nites =)

=)



Met Jiexi aka polar bear after sch. Heez. Reached there early, so accompanied Jennwei to buy his shirt. Jiexi and I wanted to watch movies, but mans, we had already watched most of the good shows therefore we ended up having turkish cuisine and shopping around. And we saw babelicious Fiona xie. wow, shes damn gorgeous and hot! Wore mini-skirt plus high heals - enough to make the guys nose-bleed!!! yea, anyways, she was with this young guy. Quite goodlooking and they seemed pretty close. haa!


We took pictures! Been so long since we did that. Heh, its great having you girl. Long way back since primary sch till now. You never once failed to amaze me. -Hugz- After shopping, we went mambo to play pool till around 9 and we had our dinner before heading home. SHIT! MY WORK IS PILING UP TO ONE MOUNTAIN SOON AND I HAVENT LAID A FINGER ON IT. I AM GOING TO CHIONG LIKE SIAO TML NIGHT, hopefully =x


Skinny bear and polar bear. Long way back since pri school =) 5/7/05 

X Japan - Crucify my love


Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
"That love should see a color"


Crucify my love
If it should be that way
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say good bye
Tried to learn,
Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever


Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away,
and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry


Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be that way


'Til the lonliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear the clouds away


Oh is it a crime to love
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say good bye




Me with Celest Chong. HAHAHAHA. Im gonna get my arse whacked! 


- just me -


Wee! 


I adore her. Angelina Jolie. HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!!!!! 


What lies ahead of me? Life is long, but I believe I will alk just fine. 


WoW 


Mummy and I. 


Our frequent hangout at Mambo's. 

Crucify my love - X Japan. The saddest song ever, yet it is what I felt at times.

B-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l Day


Went to General hospital during our 2 hrs break to accompany jenn wei to visit his darling. Down with dengue, hope shes coping all right and hope my dear friend is feeling better too.


After school, Lifong, Grace and I hit the Jurong complex for a swim. We wanted to tan ourselves but the sun wasnt strong enough! wrong timing, but still, we had a wonderful time. We went in at about 1:15pm and played till around 5pm. It was simply great. The lazy river, the jaccuzi, the slides, the waves, the 'so called free RA' movies, the 'so-called yandao' lifeguards, etc just made my day. I guess I deserved the fun after all the shit-happenings going on around my life recently. Its been a long time since I feel so stress-free. I definitely would love to make a trip down there again =)


Oh yar and Miss Jenny, THANKS FOR STEPPING ON MY SLIPPERS AH @#$^@($&*(@$^*&@#$ =p

Clearer I am. Stronger I am. Wiser I am. Jesus, I love. Closer to Him, I want.

Hunks


The contractors came today and changed all 3 new sets of air-cons. The old ones were breaking down so dad decided to change all. And it cost him a bomb. Wee, anyway, the new ones are freaking cool !~! =D


Met Jasmine dear at town for dinner and Initial D. woah, I like that movie!!! How can any girls not like it when all the actors there are freaking good-looking CAN!?!?! Plus the way the cars drift! Btw, Shawn Yue looked so damn suave and manly!! I guess most people go for the show mainly because of Jay Chou but its a different case for me. Well, not to even mention that hunk with an american-born-chinese killer smile : Edison Chen. I'm not really into Jay chou. He had always been neutral to me. Give me the three guys and I'll vote for Shawn! =D~


Right, Im day-dreaming again. Anyways, I had a wonderful Monday instead of "Mondays' Blues". Night peeps =p

Excellent


Did I mention LOST was a terrific drama show? At first, I didn't thought it would appeal to me. Even the first few episodes were like average to me. But as I watched on, I got hooked on it. Its aired on channel 5 on Thursday nights if I'm not wrong. But fortunately I had a fren who downloaded all the episodes and past it to me. Friends whom know me well knew that I do not watch horror shows. Well Im not saying tat Lost is a horror drama, but there are parts of it which were really scary, nerve wrecking and gruesome. But the storyline was terrific and I followed the episodes closely.


I love this show because it had got too much to offer. This show has got amazing jaw-dropping good looking babes n hunks. Most of all, its thrilling, exciting, heart-warming, mysterious, touching and most of all it emphasis on teamwork. How a group of survivors worked together to help each other and how things turned ugly when humans became desperate for survival. Here is where all the selfishness, greediness come in. Well, shoudnt say much, just 2 words for it. Thumbs up!

Ive got some pics of Lost below!


LOST - Nice drama indeed. 


Evangeline Lilly as Kate 


The hero of the show - doctor jack 


Ian Solmerhader as Boone 


Josh Holloway as Sawyer 


I think he is the hunkiest of all. Great body.. Great scenery. 


Evangeline Lilly - ooooo~ SO so So Hot! 


My fav. character - Sawyer ^_- 

$$$$$


Wee, I've sold the ipod shuffle but am giving the money back to mum as shes the one who paid for the upgrading plan =.= Thanks to James for the hardwarezone forum thingy.. Went to PS today and we had Cartel for lunch. The honey pork ribs there was superb! A must - try~ But the serving was really big! Can't finish it.. Then we went shopping around. Spent another 30+ bucks on just a top today from P.o.a . Goooooooodness. Time to save up and I mean it!!

Selling IPOD SHUFFLEEeEEeEeee!

Went to school just for morning practical and did abit of final year's project stuffs.. After which we accompanied the guys to Sim Lim as Jenn wei wanted to buy the parts to set up his com. Goodness, this rich guy here spent $1000+ today! Grace and I was quite interested in buying the external hard disk of 30 or 40GB as my com's space is almost full. Thanks a million to Mr Jenn wei for lending me his 30gb hardisk with all the episodes of LOST and anime cartoons inside. I dont have to download it anymore or catch it every week frm the tv =) Theres so much things I want to buy recently but Im really going broke!


Hurray~ My internet is finally up again and brother had changed the plan to 1500. Cool. And we got a free gift of ipod shuffle. Yups, btw, Im selling the ipod shuffle at $120 - $130. The usual price is $160. If anyone of you have frens who are interested, pls kindly refer to me, thanks.


Found this at our polymer lab! LoL , looks like STARWARS. LMAO~ 


Ponyyyyyy~ 


Bought a new pair of Pony's sneakerz which I really like the design of it =) 

ZzZzzZ


School is very boring today! I cant stand 2 hrs of lectures non-stop. Bored to death~ Sighs, I feel like quitting my CCA but its hard. Wonder how my coach and teammates will probably react. Grr, this is makin my head spin. I quite like this new skin of my blog but it seems rather dark and I have to use bright colour posts.. Hmms, right, gotta run to meet miss snoopy fer dinner now. Take care frens =)

HApPy FaThErS' DaY~

Yesterday was Fathers' Day. I had lunch with my family at a restaurant at Raffles place. The crepes there were womnderful. Very nice but expensive too. Bought dad a walllet in addition as I think is time for him to change his old one hehz.. After which I met Zack at Orchard for movie and dinner. At Tangs, I saw a new design pony sneaker which was really darn nice, and yeah, not forgetting those Brikenstocks' sandals!!! I WANA BUY THEM ~_~ Money please drop down from the sky.. -lolz-

NEW BLOGSKIN =p

Its been a long time since I met miss polar bear =) We had our dinner at Holland Village's Nydc yesterday night. Everytime I go down to Holland V, I get to see stars. The lasttime I went there, I saw the hunky Christopher Lee at the Wala Wala pub and yesterday I saw Pu Fang Lin (Poh Lim I think) . Well, whatevers~ no idea how to spell her name but anyway shes a babe. yeahs. After that Jie xi came to my house and we chit-chatted about everything. From clothes to school to guys to life. As it was getting late, I drove her home. Anyway, thanks sweetie, for the cap =D Its beautiful!


I think Ive been taking things very easily and lightly. Anything major that is happening around me, I just don't seems to have the energy or strength to focus on it. Especially things that are happening again and again. Its kind of like a expected routine in my life. Thats part of the reason why this time round, I ain't doing anything much on it. Im just gonna let it past. Being happy is more important I guess. Well, friendships are so fragile. Some comes so easily and goes so easily. And wanna thanks Jasmine dear for always being by my side through all the downs. You've been an amazing wonderful friend baby! *hugs*


Hee new blogskin =p




we're acting cute  

Wasssssup?

Woahs, I havent been blogging for quite some time. Watched Mr & Mrs Smith yesterday night at cineleisure. Damn, the slots were almost full. Had no choice so we took the first row. Well, the movie was not too bad. I really like Angelina Jolie. Shes really drop dead gorgeous! The Great singapore sales is still going on but I havent really bought much things. Just shoes and a few tops. Havent meet miss polar bear for such a long time! Finally get to see her on Friday! Life hasnt been treating me bad. Im quite looking foward to this weekend =/ But at the same time, also feeling very nervous and confused.

Fun we had.

Thursday was a splendid day. We kind of had a 'pot luck' steamboat + bbq dinner among our clicks. Jame's family went overseas and therefore, we decided to choose his place. Havoc it was =p We enjoyed ourselves to the fullest and I guess it was our first time experience having it in the corridor. Wow, his house was amazingly clean and his room was cleaner than mine! Arf. What to do? I'm such a lazy girl who just throw my books, notes and whatever all over my studyin table =.= Lifong and I left at 10 plus while the others stayed and played mahjong till almost midnight. It was such a tiring day.

The moment I went home, from walking to bathing to changing, I was half-asleep. And needless to say, school on Friday was ZZzZzzZzz............. Not enough sleep. I had a feeling that indian lecturer for EIC is gonna blow his mind off and scream like nobody's business as nobody had been going for his lessons for 2 consequtive weeks. I really had no idea how he will react when we go for his '1st' lesson this coming Friday =x

P.S: Pics of the steamboat/bbq day. Grace, you can just right click and 'SAVE AS' the pics so I need not send you in Msn as my modem is on and off. =)


In cpu lab. Fun and crazy times we had. 


Looks like couple! Im the butch =x 


Nanny really do have big boobs. 


Talented Fong on the piano -lol- 


Gu nan guan nu ^_- 


Cutie Grace marinating the porkchop =) 


Tasting of da soup 


Getting ready baby! 


Yum yum, time for dinner =D~ 


What a funny pic. MOUTH SO BIG. HAHAHAHAHAHA. 


Veryyyy full ! 

Woo, Just try the internet and my modem works suddenly! On last Sunday, finally met up with my darlings for dinner. Been such a long time since we met and the feeling was just splendid. had spent quite alot recently. On jacket, tops and shoes. ~_~ And finally the topic of FYP is already settled. Theres nothing much to post about recently. Just that life had been going alright for me. =) Below are some pics of da rich nanny's fish farm. =p


Miss my sisters =) 


She looks like da bear. gonna rape her =D 


Jenn's fish farm at pasir ris 


looking at????? 


NEMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#$)#(&# so god damn cute  


crazy fishes which swim vertically! 


flooded 


Expensive stuffs! 


whatever fish~ Just find it beautiful =p 

Monster-in-Law

Hmm, I'm blogging in school now. My house's modem is officially down =`( We're all waiting for lesson to start at 1pm.. ZzzZz. Watched Monster In Law ytd night. Its a great movie =) Entertaining and hilarious. And thanks Jas for the cute bear. so cute lolz. Right, cant wait for sch to end and we'll go Orchard =)

Sometimes, even our own parents lose faifth in us. Its disheartening. And it hurts very much.

A sense of guilty killed my silence moments. Many things happening around me are making my head spin. I kind of feel restless. And I kind of hate myself. Did I just stabbed a knife on a fren's back? What had I done? Just hate tis feeling.

Is it good or bad?

Suddenly, I feel like I'm really growing up. We're all growing up. For everything we had done, we had our own responsibilities and roles to play. For every consequences, we have to render it. We're growing up.. together in this harsh society.

Life is so fragile, Thank God for EVERYTHING..

Today we had no school so I followed the 3 guys to the expo for the IT fair. Jenn bought a router and wireless adapter while James bought a wireless keyboard. After which, we went to Jenn's farm. Man, he got an extreme big fish farm. Now we understand why he is so rich. Its our first visit to his farm, not bad.. kinda fun. But all this happiness didn't last long.

After leaving his farm, something very MAJOR happened that will make each and every four of us remember it for life. And we will take it as a bitter lesson learnt. I'm not going to state or say what happened, as I think writing this post might sadden my friend again. But what happened earlier on made me realised that life is actually so fragile. I thank God for this miracle that none of us are seriously injured. I also want my fren to know that none of us had ever blamed him for what happened this very day. Most of all, we really should Thank God. James, dun dwell on it too much, dun let it affect u mentally alright? We are all here for you, I promised. And always remember, if God bring us TO it, He will definitely bring us THROUGH it. Take it as a lesson learnt today. I love all of you =) Praise the Lord that we are all safe n sound. Although we might had lose something today, we had also gained sumthing so precious and important. That is the bond between us in this 'narrow escape' and God's faifthfulness...

Every smile has a hidden sorrow.


Very yummylicious! Far east basement one, peeps should try =) 


3 is never a crowd. 

=D

School rocks! First week of school is almost equal to No school! Its all of the briefing and stuffs. Yeahs, we dont need to go sch tomorrow too~ *Jumps with joy* Today went sch for just one hour, as other lessons were cancelled. After that, we went to Boon lay's market for breakfast. Grace introduced us the famous Nasi Lemak from a malay stall. Not bad, it was delicious =) After which, zhongzhi drove Grace to apply for her PDL. heh, someone gonna learn driving soon =/ and off we went to IMM to shop around. And we found a shop selling accessories. They were darn cheap and the things there look good!

I've admitted to dad telling him that I've been secretly using his car without permission on Mon to Wed when he was out of S'pore with mum. Before that, he had clearly told me 'Not to use the car' unless he is back. But thank God, it didn't turned out as bad as I thought. He wasn't really angry or anything.. just asked me some stuffs. And I'm so happy because he told me that he would be sending his car for servicing tmr and he had already settled the insurance thingy. He finally said I could use his car, provided with extra care =D Ah, I'm really happy =)

Mahjong !

Yesterday was our 1st day of school. Nothing much, just briefing and stuffs.. Its so wonderful to see my frens again.. heh.. and it happened that it was also Banana man's birthday! HAPPY BDAY to Zhongzhi mans =) As school ended damn early, 8 of us headed for pool. We got 2 tables and took turns. After we finished everything, it was only 3 plus. hell of early.. and way too early for dinner. So they, decided to drop by my house for Mahjong. Right, this is funny. My house had none of the mahjong sets thingy, so we had to 'steal' the table from 'the neighbour' who stays at level 3 and leaves her mahjong table kept at the stairways all the time. -lol-

Right, and my parents are out of Spore =D -winkz-, so, I took my dad's car keys and drove Grace to her place and get the mahjong set. Its the very 1st time my frens sat on my car and the feeling is great. After which, we headed for dinner. Angela, fong and the 3 guys were squeezing behind at the back seats, feel abit sorry for them =/ But fortunately, dad's cefiro could hold them all in. After dinner, I drove back and the mahjong begins! But we only played till 1am as theres sch today at 10am.. Zhongzhi, being a very kind and gentleman all the time, sent Angela and Ryao home.. all the way from my place to Yishun and sengkang =.= and he had to drive back to his place at Jurong again.. And Grace's husband (HaHA! OOps!) came to fetch Lifong and her home.. It was a wonderful & enjoyable day. Yups, and I think my parking sucks! #)$*#@$#( Really need to do more practice =]

Some pics below =)


Come on babies, show me ur skills! ben a long time since I touched Mahjong. 


Noisy... Huat ah~ 


So sweet of Ryao to bring back for each of everyone of us with our names on it =D 


This is the crazy master wong ~_~  

Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know wellHow Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Baaaaaah!

Sometimes, its good to spend time alone. When you're alone you tend to think on stuffs, dwell on it, reflecting on them. I've noticed that I really hate people with attitude problems. But when I looked into the mirror, I had to face the harsh reality and admit that I myself had given people attitude at times. Put aside the PMSY days, just take a few days back as e.g. when I raised my voice on a good friend. I shouldn't had done that, for losing my cool on something so small and straining a friendship. Yes, I do feel guilty and even though 's-o-r-r-y' is just a word, it takes me some courage to do so. And I think somehow after saying it, it made me feel better and much more at ease.

Well, I had just hit 20 but why is it that I always appear to be a kid in my parent's eyes? They always feel that Im not 'old/mature' enough. But, how old is old? I felt very irritated each time they don't trust me or have faifth in me. And I don't really have the freedom I want. Not at home by 10:30pm and my mobilephone will get ready to be bombed. Overnight? Needless to say, they will never allow unless its the chalet kind of thingy. There are so many things I wished to do but I'm so grounded. And this is why I can't help it but do it secretly! Going to M'sia with my frens SECRETLY, stealing my passport SECRETLY, sneaking out of the hse as late as 3am for supper with my freinds SECRETLY, keeping someone in my room when they had fallen asleep SECRETLY, sneaking out of da house for midnite movie or ktv and be home by 6am SECRETLY. All of these may seems rather fun to you guys, but Im seriously sicked and tired of it! When can I stopped doing these things secretly? More ever I dont ask for much, all this only happens like once in a blue moon. Its annoying.. goodness. I wished they stop treating me like kids for once.

Right, enough said. heh. sch starts tml. -signing off-


Baby Joyce, 38 Qi, Crazy CPF, Funny Fong~ 


Gosh, we look like 10 yrs old kids! 


i think shes in love with me... HAHAHA! 


With Ken and Mr Yeeeee.. eeee.eee....eee..  


with miss Cpf 27/5/05 


After KFC, we looked bloated!!! 

I miss daddy!

Hurray, attachment over! School starts on Monday.. can see my wonderful frens again =) Had been slacking around frm noon till now. So happy, Dad coming back tonight.. Will be going to airport to fetch him with Mum and have our dinner there. I miss my dad!


I love this pic.. We're all smiling! Coz of that 'TING XIONG" thingy lol! 


4 bitches! 


baby joyce.. aww.. the most vulgar. 38, kpo, bad girl =x 


2 bitches! 

=D

Tomorrow will be the last day of our attachment. Full of mixed feelings. Feelings like missing the nice peeps there, the fun we had there, the times we chit-chatted and bitched about other people.. etc etc.. Maybe im being too emotional... even a short period of attachment could made me feel so much.. anyways, we took some pictures today. And it was really funny coz uncle Simon was practically shouting 'ting xiong' all the time and by the time he snapped, our mouths are numbed!

Met whalez juz now for dinner and pool.. and went to get the presents for my supervisors.. =) Enjoyed alot today... alright.. nite peeps!



Work was hella boring today.. was doing filtration the whole day! Time really flies.. this will be the 6th week (the last week) of attachment.. Though all of us could hardly wait for attachment to end, there certainly will be people whom we're gonna miss badly.. One example is Peifen, our collegue, who is really one hell of a funny and nice lady.

Woohoo, get ready your money people! cause the Great S'pore sales is coming! Heh! just nice.. perfect timing yeahs =D Sighz, one of our wireless adapter is down. So I wounld't be using the internet that often. If my bro is using , I can't use. -whines- No internet makes Jieqi a bored gal =(


A night view by our favourite hang out - Liquids cafe =] 


Ktv on Vesak day.. what a day baby! 


Miss snooooopy! 


Cant deny the fact that Spore's beach can't hold a candle to the Overseas! 


Sentosa trip on Saturday! 

This is quite accurate =)

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

Sunday

Had a family dinner ytd at Clarke Quay.. Man, im gonna miss my dad. Hes going Perth for a holiday and he is soooooo happy about it coz of his favourite sport - golf. Yea, his golf clubs are probably his 2nd wife. And wonder who is the 3rd wife? That will be his golf balls!

Man, my house is like super quiet. Bro went for army guard duty, dad went overseas and mum went out. Im alone wif my maid!!!!!!!!! sheez... but is ok.. Yihui will be dropping by later.. yahoo tml no need to work!!! Wee =D

Staind - Its been awhile

It’s been a while
Since I could...
Hold my head up high
It’s been a while
Since I first saw you
It’s been a while
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again

And it’s been a while
Since I could call you
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
Consequences that I’ve rendered
Have stretched myself beyond my means

It’s been a while
Since I could say
That I wasn’t addicted
It’s been a while
Since I could sayI loved myself as well and...
It’s been a while
Since I’ve gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do

It’s been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
Consequences that I’ve rendered
Gone and fucked things up again... again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
But then I go and fuck things up again

It’s been a while
Since I could...
Look at myself straight
It’s been a while
Since I said I’m sorry
It’s been a while
Since I’ve seen the way

The candles light your face
It’s been a while
But I can still
Remember just the way you taste
Everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
To me... I know this pain
Can I blame this on my father?
He did the best he could for me

It’s been a while
Since I could...
Hold my head up high
It’s been a while
Since I said I’m sorry

Friends are wonderful..

Work had been fine.. but my head is spinning! Gosh, I really hate the smell of formalin!!! Spilled the resin today and goodness, the formalin attack made my tears flow non-stop and leaving my nose so uneasy. Its hard to describe that choking feeling, but I guess its something like eating one full spoon of wasabi? baaah..

I didnt report for work yesterday as I had diarrhoea. Man, I waited sooo long at the clinic, like 2 hours? hmm, gotto thank my soulmate for accompanying me there and waiting with me.. Haha, thank God I had an entertainer, if not i'll probably died of boredom! Thanks =] Yups, and I finally get to meet my darling Yihui yesterday night for dinner.. Heh! So thoughtful of her for the yummylicious cookies *Awww* Really misses her, been such a long time since I saw her..

hmm, hope baby Joyce have a speedy recovery. May God bring her through it..


i missed the poly engine drawing lessons!!!! =[ bah! 


apple juice.... got ppt.. lolx 


anew 


~_~ 


The nerd pic of me - Creation of Naughty Joyce Tan. 

Dum dee Dum~

We got our timetable today. I think its not that bad, just that we have to go back to school on saturdays every week! =( Argh, SP already cut off our holidays and now their taking our saturdays for final year project as well.. how bad and mean could that be! hmpf.. Goodness, can't really believe that i'm in year 3 soon. Its like so darn fast! hehe, and im glad that all my cliques made it together.. I could still clearly remembered how we had so much fun mugging together, having supper till 4am together, slacking, etc etc. I miss those days!! Haa, but its ok, coz 8 more days and attachment is the end!! WOOooHOooo!

Today, I saw one of the weakest side of my fren ever and it hurts me so because I could totally relate to it and it brought back to me some unwanted memories... And I'm rather helpless. I guess all I could do was to offer her tissues. I really hope she will pull herself through this tough period of time. I believe she can and time really does heal all wounds =) Most of all, we have God! =D

Im trying to save up as much money as I can now so I could do a shopping spree on clothes, accessories, etc before sch reopens... HEh, takecare everyone! Ciaos..

Your Birthdate: April 25

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.

wow

9 More Days to attachment and THATS IT!!!!!!!!!!! -screams like a mad woman- Went for a haircut with Jasmine today. I think its rather short =/ hmm, nothing much recently. Just that Im still so happy over my licence thingy and that attachment is ending soon. Yups, and not to mention that the food at Liquids cafe tastes really good. Thumbs up for it. We should go there again sometime, Miss snoopy =}

I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright.. for once I must say im F**KING happy!!! I've got my driving licence!! -Grins- Looking at my wishlist, I can now cancel it! Woohoo. I havent been so happy for such a long time. And I'm also happy for James, who past the test today this morning too! What a coincidence. Jamesy got the same tester, same test date and same test route as me~ At first, when I sat for the 2:45pm test, I was really nervous and afraid that I couldn't make it. But somehow I felt the boost of confidence in myself telling me that Im gonna do my best no matter what. And praise the Lord, I think my prayers somehow worked. The rain stopped after I prayed. *Phew* Plus I must say I past with 4 points which Im superrrrr contented with it. Oh yes oh yes. I don need to go back to BBDC ever again! And I finally can drive my dad's car =) I can't stop smiling!!

Hehe, Gonna celebrate with my frens tonight. I think I deserve a good one =)

Whoosh~

Today was an extreme busy day. Had to do a full check on the lab sample resins.. The big boss arrived so we had to help our collegue to clear the stuffs whenever we are free. Lifong and I Shred the papers... Joyce had been doing all the sai kang job recently.. like excel~ HAHA! Shoik right miss doryfish? Its good to have frens attaching to the same company. At least I dont get bored easily. We entertained each other like nobody's business. Fool around like 3 year old kids. Childish? Who cares as long as we're loving it! =)

I can no longer hold inside. Anew. Anew. Anew. Stronger. Stronger. Stronger. Set me free. Set me free. Set me free. Thats all that I ever wanted for now..


Bought a Titus watch for my mum. Hope she likes it. Happy Mothers' Day! 

Serial Sex

If you read the papers today you will know why this title for my post. Serial sex - The New Teen Drugs. Social workers and counsellors are seeing a sharp increase in the number of sexually-active teenagers. The world is changing too fast. Singapore may used to be known as a 'conservative' country but it NO longer seems like it now. Generation by generation, everyone is getting more and more 'open'. Can you imagine how tough it would be raising your kids by then? And with Tv serials and movies showing pretty babes hooking up with hot guys all the time, how can this not happen?

I can totally understand a teen's eagerness to experiment and taste the forbidden fruit but we should be responsible for our own doings. As a Christian's point of view, virginity is indeed very important to me and God. Our sexuality comes from God and that makes it something holy. He gave it for a reason. It has a purpose. Scripture tells us that God, out of His infinite and powerful love, created man and woman in His own image and likeness and gave them to each other saying, 'Be fruitful and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it' (Genesis 1: 28). God gives a man and woman the sexual urge and sexual desire so that they will be drawn to each other in accomplishing His plan, but He expects them to be in control of this desire and to use it only as He intended - and that is Marriage. When we do not do so, we offend God - we sin. Sexual pleasure is the reward that is given to man and woman for their cooperation in God's plan. And even in marriage, our sexual intimacy must be chaste - an intimacy that shows respect, love, and honor for our beloved spouse.

When we go against God, He feels sad. "Chastity" is a gift from God and He wants us to cherish our own body and save the best for our marriage. Can you imagine if you're not a virgin but your future husband/wife is? Wouldn't you feel guilty that you're unable to give the best to him/her while he/she did? And how sure are you that after marriage when you have intercourse with your partner, past scenes or images won't appear on your mind haunting you? Many times, poeple only regret when they had done it. And thats when God punished us. For everything we had done, theres a price to pay.

Christians should also note that when God says 'marriage', its only strictly after marriage. Even engagement cannot be counted. Anything can happen after you engaged. Couples can even break off after engagement.

If we are the children of Jesus, we should have a relationship centered on Christ. It should be chaste, with a sense of purity in it, with respect for each other's bodies as temples of the Holy Spirit. For people who had fallen or sinned, repentence is very important. Seek Him and ask for forgiveness and change for the better.

To sum it up, I think virginity is very important and we should save the best for marriage. Girls should just say "NO" when their boyfriend/partner request. And if they were to keep pressurising you for it, then its even clearer that this guy is not worth it because he ain't in love with you for Who You Are. If a guy loves you totally, he will wait for you till the day the both of you walked down the red carpets. And do not be influenced by your peers or surroundings. People may mocked at you in disbelief when you reply you're still a virgin but I think we should be proud of it instead.

Think I had said enough. Im running late for the celebration of Mothers' day in my grandma's house.. Friends, enjoy the 'Happy Mothers' Day' =)



TGIF

Thank God its Friday! Which indicates the weekends are here. Woohoo. Finally I could find time to bang on those Vcds and magazines. Mothers' day is comin too! heh nothing much. Have a nice weekend peeps =D

Results!

I got my results today. Hmm, I can only say I fair average in it. Most important of all, I wanna thank God for guiding me through it. For He had given me the strength and patience to do it. Yippes! 3 more weeks and attachment is OVER. Can hardly wait. But sch starts immediately again. So fast and I'm gonna be in the last year. Aww, sounds so damn old.. =`( Had my dinner with Lifong and after that we went Mambo to play pool. A very relaxing and calm day~ And next to our pool table was a group of 4 guys. I thought 1 of them looked really cute like Edison. Man, I loved his dressing and style. Most of all he is tall! Right Miss Neo? Eyes can stray but heart dont stray. I knew u were gonna say this. Alright, gd nite everyone, sweet dreams =D


Nice polymer resin... lol 


We are vain. but so what? 


Imagine we have to uglify ourselves when working in the lab. Damn, we look like froggies. But we don gif a hoot coz there are no handsome guys AT ALL!!!!! 


Hmmm 

The long weekend ended so fast and work starts again. Can't stand the weather this few days. So humid .. argh.. very irritating. Supervisor didn't came today so it was another day of slacking with Lifong.. Results coming soon, it will be released this thursday. Ahhhhhh, I dont wish to know my grades! >_<

Sorry

Writing this post is hard. Thinking of putting the right words is even harder. Many times, the things I had done, the things I had said had unknowingly hurt people dearest to me. I can't seems to figure out why this happens all the time. Perhaps the problem is within myself and I had a very bad way in expressing my thoughts, love or care for someone. Thus, its sad that sometimes people judge me on the surface.

Its hard to tell you many things. Its even harder when I know that the answers I gave you might made us part or make you sad. Many of the times, I felt those unneccessary pressure. Sometimes I dont understand myself at all. Is it that I've taken your good for granted all along? When did all this started? Was it since the time you appeared in my life and pulled me up? I didn't mean to put my temper out on you. I didn't mean to say those things that are so mean. And most of all I hate my mood for changing as fast as the lightning.

I know you would certainly be reading this post. I just want to tell you I do care and I'm sorry for all my nonsense these few weeks. Lastly, sorry for today. I ruined it again...

Thank you.

Wanna thank my sisters for the belated present. It was wonderful and I loved it. Thanks girls. =)

Avril Lavigne

I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythings a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with youI'm with you

I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...

California... California.. Here we come!~! oh..... The O.C

Lets see.. Just updated my blog to The O.C theme song.. its so nice.. woo! And I love that show to bits! Especially with hunky actors and pretty babes like Benjamin Mckazie and Mischa Barton! Spent alot of time d/ling the episodes.. but its nice and Ive almost finished the whole of season 2. So lookin foward to Season 3... Fortunately theres d/l avalible mans.. If I were to wait for Spore to show, I'll probably died of impatience.. heh!

Anyway mum left for Taiwan for a holiday. So that means Im home alone wif Dad.. And Im lovin it =) Been such a long time since I catch up and spent time wif him.. Wanna date him on Sat! Yups and Wanna congrats my miss snoopy.. heh I guess you know what Im saying.. Most of all, you must be happy and xingfu yea? Coz nothing beats being happy in this world!

PS: There are Some pics below~ keke


Introducing.. The O.C...  


Soooo cute! Benjamin Mckazie wif a killer smile ! 


Charming.... VERY sexay.......... 


You smile like this when ure in love =) 


Ownage 


When Boy meets girl... 


Ryan and Marissaaa 


Forever in love. 


Aww... so sweet... 


Orange County 


Miss Lifong, Im gonna show your supervisor, miss lee may this pic. HAHAHAHA! You gonna say i crazy again right? 


Da Bitch on the bus.. 


HAHA!

Attachment was FANTASTIC today! WHy? Because everyone went for meeting and we're alone!!! Woohoo.. surf the net, used the messenger, played pinball, do whatever shit we want! lolz.. Anyway, after that Lifong and I went to meet Grace, James, Zhongzhi, Jwei for dinner at Causeway point. We had Pastamania.. Yummy =D~ Hehz.. and OMG they gave me my belated bday prezzie... And, it was a set of gorgeous bikini and a condom packed in a cute packaging. HAHA! Cheeeeeky fellows ... Thanks la all of you =)

Nice movie today.. and OH NO! B!tch in my company!

After work, I met Jas today for movie and dnner. Thanks for that calender thingy yeahs! Soooooooo beautiful =) We caught the movie 'Guess who'. Yeah, by my favourite star - ASHTON KUTCHER. Man this show was good. And it actually proved that interacial relationships do work. Goodness, Ashton is soooooo hunky, cute, funky, goofy and attractive! Okok, I better stop be4 you guys think im hopelesssss.. Anyway theres so many nice movies comin up. I wanna catch Alot like love by Ashton!, Kingdom of heaven, Mr & mrs smith and monster in law.. But I dont think I'll have the time mans.. Attachment is killin me.

Oh yarh and I cant help but vent out sth on my blog. I cant stand this horrible VAIN lady from my company! Argh, shes getting on OUR nerves! LUCKY me, that shes not in the lab section. Shes under the accounting side.. but everyday, I will see her damn bitchy face cause she takes the same company bus as us. We really dont like her ever since the 1st attachment. Shes like my mum's age, and she always bragged about how she chiong at Zouk. For goodness sake, everyday mention which guy and so and so handsome when she already has a daughter! Another thing we cant stand is she uses a kind of perfume which is very heavy and annoying and we think she uses it like using tap water. And fortunately, we dont get to see her at night! Cause you might just faint as you thought you had ran into a ghost.

Im not kidding here. Her face is freaking white. She puts so much powder that when you go up to her and blow, you'll see the powder scattered into the air. What gets on my nerves most is that she complains and grumbles nonstop when people sit at her 'usual seat' on the bus. Hello!? DId you write your name on that seat? You know whats 1st come 1st serve? And its not like she doesnt has a seat! Just few days ago, a guy sat at her usual sitting place and she yelled "Haiz, so many seats why mus choose my seat.. shit.. im so suay~" Besides that, she loves to flirt with all the uncles working at the plant. Guys, Imagine a 50 yr old woman with thick make up, Mini skirt, tank top, black NET stockings walking up to you and say Hi? And she always have so much to say about the 3 of us, her so-called 'POLY GALS'. Stupid bitch! Think ive said enough. heh, just letting it out. nights!


Converse vs Fila. And I win.. lalalala 


When attachment gets boring.. we entertain ourselves! right lifong? =p 


ATTACHMENTTTT please end soon.!! 


yummy treat at nydc =) 

I'm 20. =)

Hehe. Happy Birthday me. Im 20! Hmm.. time passes by really fast. Its like a blink of an eye, and one year had past. I feel old! Arhhh 20 =/ and then soon its 30s.. 20 sounds rather adult yet I still feel that I behave like a child at times. Am i immature? I'm still so playful, wilful and mischevious! And mum said that, in her eyes, I'm always like a kid -_-"" For the past 20 years, I must say that I had learnt and experienced many things in life. Some smooth, some rough. I can't really picture myself graduating in 1 year's time. And what am I to do after that? Seriously, I dont really know. I thought of getting the advance diploma and work part time first. My parents said it would be a good idea to go overseas after the advance to pursue a degree. Sometimes, I feel very blessed. Because whatever I do, I have my parents' full support. Thank God for that.

So here it is. Where I want to thank every single one of you who had once made my life so colourful. And to those who made me feel that 'Birthday' can be a really special day:

Firstly, i would like to thank My saviour, Lord Jesus. Thank you Father. Thank you for everything that you had done for me. Thanks for guiding me along my path. Amen =]

And, I would like to thank my parents =) For bringing me to the Japanese restaurant for dinner just now to celebrate my 20th bday. Ever since I was borned, they celebrated it with me every single year without fail. Thanks dad, thanks mum. Thanks to my brother too.. for the Cash!!! woohoo =x

Next, thanks to my all-time-buddy- Miss snoppy. You know who you are =p We've known each other for abt 7 years and theres more to come by. Thanks for tolerating wif my nonsense all these while and for being my listening ear whenever I needed it so badly. THANKS for the Nydc dinner, the swensen's birthday ice-cream treat and that erotic and exotic gift -_-" Though I dont know if i will ever come to use it!!! You rock my world gal =)

And, thanks to my soulmate. We've been thru alot too. All the ups and downs. You've made me realise that we cherished each other alot. And you never failed to be behind me whenever I fell so badly. NEVER. Thanks for the bag you had bought for me n dat movie tat day =].

Yups.. and then its my sisters! Meowmeow, Hui jie, Ziying, and Yihui. We've been the bestest buddies in sec sch even up till now. Though we're all busy, Im glad you guys were still able to celebrate wif me that day at Huijie's house. The doggy.. the pizza hut.. everything.. thanks gals!

Then.. its my poly frens and all other people who had wished me happy bday. Lifong, thanks for that Tigga! I will make sure i'll hug it tight n slp tonight. Hehe, I finally got a newcomer in my bedroom ehs =x Its v sweet of you. And Thanks to all those 22 people who nvr forgotten and sent me a sms.

Lastly, I would like to thank that one person, Mark. Though I know he wouldn't be reading it, I dont know why, I just feel like writing it down. Thanks for the past and memories. You've truely been amazing and made me a stronger person in many many ways. I remembered everything exactly 365 days ago. I remembered that 19 red roses that were delivered to my house. I remembered that Great world city. I remembered that white shirt you wore. I remembered that 50 1st dates we watched. I remembered that 1 chicken burger we shared b4 taking a cab to my house. I remembered the quiet moments we had. I remembered that panasonic x70 handphone and that piece of drawing of me. Though, in the end we still parted, all I wanted to say is, 'thank you so much'. You once made my birthday so so so beautiful...

Nice movies comin up and KEANE rocks my world.

Yesterday was a bored day for me! Lifong and Joyce didnt went to work so I was alone.. But Thursday got loads of work and stuffs to do.. so time past by very quickly and easily... Lifong is sick, she got a 2 days MC. Im so ENVIOUS of her.. Hmm, and for Joyce, I hope she recovers fast and soon from it. No doubt it hurts alot, but time should and will heal all wounds. =) Afterall we really are still young.. sometimes its hard to let go, and everything ahead of you is so unpredictable.. So heal fast my fren! I know what it totally feels like..

Yups, today my supervisor 'pon teng'. So I was very free and slack at the lab.. lolz.. practically doing my own stuffs like reading female magazines and listening to my ipod. Do some pH and formalin check and dats it. Wee, next week gonna watch movies. Nice movies comin up yea. Guess who by the sweety hunky guy next door - Ashton Kutcher! And Mr and Mrs Smith by Brad Pitt and sexay Angelina Jolie. All are my hot favourites =]

Oh yah.. wanna thank My snoopy for the dinner treat and present today. So full -_- and enjoyed myself alot. Thanks huh! Btw, KEANE's songs are really hell of good. And I mean every single piece of them, I love it! If they are ever coming to Spore for a concert, No doubtI would get the front row seats coz they just ROCKS.

Not my day

Sighs.. don't know what to say... My mood is really dampened. And also, I made quite a major and stupid mistake at attachment work. Feel so useless. Like a total fool and idiot. Shit this.


wahhaha Piggy wiggy! So cute siaaaaaa! 


Oh man.. Hui jie's new Doggie! Sooo freaking cute at 600 bucks.. Poodle + Shitzu breed. We Had a fun time wif it! 


Ziying with Shihui's new dog! woooof! 


3am on da road 


Dad's fav orchid.. looks so beautifulllll 

Attachment yet again

Hmm today 1st day of 2nd round of attachment... So tiring manz.. Anyway, Joyce, Lifong and I was posted to the same company again and same department.. hehe.. not too bad.. the people there are nice =] But attachment juz so tiring.. can't ponten somemore.. and haf to wake up so early! 6 more weeks to go..... Oh yah btw Rongyao going for China itp today.. wont be joining them to sent him off coz its too late and I havent had enough slp these few days. Best regards yao! Dont bring back a China gal! Or I will puke =p

Rainbow after the rain~

Finally the big rock is clear. Ive learnt some lessons and I've realised where or what I did wrong. Thanks for telling me and giving each other another chance =)

'Red light district'

Just reached home and Im super tired. Got to thanks Zhongzhi for sending me home again and Grace's dad for lending her the MPV. We went to Geylang about 1 am to 3am and had the beancurd and youtiao supper. The food was delicious. But what made me wanna puke was the 'red light district'. It was an eye opener for me today. And I dont like the feeling of it. I have no idea what was going thru those women's mind. Im mentally and physically tired. I need sleep.

Regarding to my tagboard there. Im really speechless. And I really dont know what to say. I guess I don't understand many things and Im too unsensitive towards people's feeling. And seeing all these seriously hurts. Especially its from someone whom you thought is special and important to you. I guess I'm really wrong this time... Sorry.


What a fun trip we had. Its only $14 per person btw. Seafooooooooooood! 


One day malaysia trip

Woke up early today... 7 of us went to Johore! We took 170 there and went to City square... Wow.. the stuffs there were really cheappppppp! We had Marybrown for lunch and then caught a movie there at around 3 plus.. The movie was nice.. and it lasted for about 2 and a half hours. We shopped alot today. But it seems like its never enough! And catching a show there is only 5 bucks in Sg... However, most of us spent all the money we changed.

Spent on food, clothes, Dvds, games, Vcds. Fun day we had! Really enjoyed ourselves. Time passes by real fast and soon it was about 7pm. We took cab to one large food are. Ding said the seafood there are superb and cheap so e brought us there. And there it was! The crayfish, crabs, stingray, big prawns and squids! It was hell of cheap and delicious! Everyone who walked past us was starring at our table. It either appeared to them that we are hungry ghosts or we are one grp of freaking rich young adults..

Man, I wished we would go there again. But 1st, need to save up $$$ first. Ive been spending like nuts for the past few days. However, when we went back to Spore's custom, Ding got stopped~ How freaking unlucky! His name and IC was taken down coz he and angela bought too much DVDs... which was Really alot.. one whole stack.. And he bought 7 packets of cigarettes back to Spore -_-"" and each of us have to help him bring in 1 packet. But finally, the police still let them off without fineing them.. The custom was really strict. I bought quite alot of dvds too but hide all of them into 1 box of original set... We were all tired but satisfied and happy! The next time we go, we will certainly bring more cash! =)


Hurrays~ Ipod mini =D 


so happy exams are finally over! 


Steamboat + Teppanyaki =] 

Im happy, im happy, im happy =x

YEeeeeeeSsss! Exams are finally over and that makes me a free bird =] Ive waited so long for this day.... * hahas* I think I deserves to have plenty of fun.. Anyway, not to mention today's paper, I dont even wanna talk about it! However, its time to clear all my sleeping debts. Reached home today and slept for a few hours and after that we went for the Teppanyaki and sushi buffet at Cineleisure. Im so full now. Bloated! im really gettin fatter n fatter ~ im really happy today! Finally bought the ipod mini at 348... Weeee... Alrights, gotto go early.. going msia with my frens tml =D


Yummy Baaaannnaaanaaa split. 


Supper at one am.. Wheres lifong btw? =) 


Whos THE prisoner behind the van?!? 

So much fun we had

We had a great day yesterday. And today's paper was fortunately quite easy =) Thank God. Hmmz.. I could finally find some time to blog. Thurs's paper is the last paper!!! Can hardly wait.. to go for the teppanyaki!!! the ipod mini!!! and the list goes on~

Well, as usual our click went to study yesterday for today's paper. Studied till around 9pm and changed venue to my house. Its really enjoyable. We chat, we mugged hard together, we joked around, we looked like pandas together, we drove out for supper at 1 am, we enjoyed the van ride.. =) Guess we're all tired after all the overnight muggin. hehe, relax guys, cause Thurs is comin and we gonna hit the town!


I wanna sleep n sleep n sleep n sleep.

Yesterday:
we met at Lakeside mac.. But as expected it was too noisy. So we decided to study at the function room down my condo again. Banana man drove a van and send us... However, the 3 of us sat behind, and the guys sat in front. and it was one hell of hilarious ride. its actually the 1st time I sat in a van =) We started muggin and for the 1st time, I ever seen everyone SO SERIOUS and rushing. That is because all of us are only at tutorial ONE except Grace and the exam is this morning at 9am.

I seriously felt like my head was gonnnnnna burst. After that, we ordered Canadian pizza.. Hmm, but the seafood special one wasnt very appealing. And then we continued till around 10 and Banana man sent each of them home. How generous of him =) I couldnt sleep well last night. Set alarm at 4:30am to finish off what I havent but ended up waking at 5:30am..

Today:
Sat for the 3 hour paper.. Sighz.. I dont think I did well for it... Im absolutely pissed wif myself for certain reasons... But heck! Since its already over.. All I wanna do now is SLEEEEEEEEP.


At the back of de van.. Heys! you only get to see Lifong's face like 1 in a million times! She claimed shes camera shy =X 


Happy B'day Sister.

First of all, I wanna wish MY SISTER meow a very happy 20th BIRTHday!!! Wish your wishes will come true! 20 already... AUNTY already! HAHA! Yes.. I have to make fun and be sacarstic for all I can coz in 16 days time, I will also become one AUNTY! Grr.. time really flies... Its like a blink of an eye, and I'm gonna turn 20 soon.. Eww.. This kinda scares me. Its about time to come out to this realistic society to work. Its time you got to face backstabbers, liars, stuck up faces, etc. In other words, you will soon start to see the more ugly side of human beings. Well, but that doesnt happens to everyone..

Yeahs, Anyway, I finally studied some stuffs today. Thanks to teacher Grace for teaching me quite a number of stuffs. =) And Im extremely fulllllllll now. Arg, I need to study more so I guess I'll stop here! Nights peeps.. Btw below are some pics to kill time =]


Insane scenery~ 


Needless to say. He makes me DROOOOL 


We arrrrrrrrrrre the best... oops =X 


Man I love this car... Toyota Celica =D~ 


B U B B L Y  


=)

Went to catch The Wedding Date today. Its a sweeet movie but the plot was too predictable! Its something like My Best Friend's wedding. Its a very typical kind of romance comedy movie... However, I never really touch on my books today.. Oh my.. Ive been enjoying the whole day~ I sure am gonna mug hard for tmorrow and Sunday.. Today got my very 1st advance birthday gift =p hees... So Happy! Bleahs, thanks for the prezzie and the day. I love it very much =D

BUSY

Damn it. I left my jacket in school again. Yupz.. AGAIN... Ive been so forgetful and this had already happened many times! And I kept buying jackets.. ARGHZ, how could I be so forgetful!?! Morever, i love this one sooo much! >=( Grr, Im freakin pissed with myself... wells nevermind, I will get new a one after my exams..

there seems so much things to do yet so little time to finish. Exams end on the 14th! I cant wait.. Yeahs, I hate exams.. I mean who doesn't? Another paper down today.. wee, 3 more to go! The killer papers are all behind.. so I better study hard =[ I only got ONE DAY of holiday okz =`( 1 pathetic day... 15th is the day.. and Im going to get all my clothes, stuffs, ipod mini and everything on that day! Then, Ill be working on 16th and 17th again... And 18th is the start of another batch of attachment.

Why why why? SP has no holidays for checmical and life sc courses. Yeah, that makes me whining like a kid now.. But attachment are good in a sense.. I dont wanna idle at home too.. At least if you think positively, you go there to gain experience, learn new stuffs and get some cash flowin =D Though the salary is pathetic .

Whats with me?

We all had been in love.
We tasted the ups and downs of it.
We were at clouds nine.
But at the same time, we were hurt.
They say love hurts. Yes, no doubt it does.
But it moulds us into a stronger person.
So much so for the efforts, trust, commitment & faith.
Its all gone down the drain.
Sometimes you ponder why.
Sometimes you look back and regret.
But whats the point? its of no turning back.
You have to move on, You got to move on.
What is this unexplainable feeling of 'afraid'.
Afraid and shutting all doors on new ones coming in?
And whats this amazing feeling of liking someone all over again?
Can it be considered moving on?
This is wierd.
Yet this is what I feel.
On the other hand, I still miss someone.
Im confused.
This is hard.
And what do you do?
if you have a phobia of gettin hurt again?
The only solution of not gettin hurt,
Is to be single and stay away frm r/s.

Love quizzz

Wee Just woke up! Yups... today have to study whole day again for tomorrow's paper. Yesterday maths was average... with 1 killer question! Hmmm.. Anyway below is a quiz on your love life, its damn accurate! people do give it a try! =D

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1112749393snh

PiGGy C H O N G

Manz I woke up today and I was shocked.. 1:15pm! Its the first time I woke up so late manz... I used to wake up the latest before 11am..... I really feel so piggggggggy these days! Kept eating eating n sleeping! HahAz... I better go study for tomolo's paper now.. If not really hallelujah!!! =x

Maths maths maths !

Today met Grace, Lifong, James & Ryao at KAP... we went studyin engineerin maths for Tues's paper... Muggin wif them made me feel so pressurised! They are such pros. Esp Gracey, Ryao and Lifong... The only one can be compared as slack as me or worse than me is mr james! haha! KAP wasnt a really good place due to the weather and bday party stuffs so we went to plaza. Its great there! No one at all. Finally learnt something today -_- Everyday at home, still stuck at same tutorials. And I juz cant motivate myself with too many distractions like the Tv, Cpu, comics, bed, and the lists never ends =]

Anyway after studyin for about 5 hours, we went for dinner at Almeen again. This time round we ordered more stuffs... the LALA -_-"" And yups, Grace ordered her fav Tomyam again ^^ We were so damn full! Hehe and the uncle so cuteeee! He asked if we were students and gave us a discount! Aww hes so sweeeeet ain't he? And he got all of us a privilege card.. lolz.. wassup with him? =/


Dinner at Almeen again! Big yummy stingray at only $15 =] 


The maths pro.. =X 


Muggin at a nice quiet place for about 4 hours 

Hmpf =`(

Exams are coming real soon... I have 5 papers... thats quite Alot! Plus, I haven't been studying hard and much, Im seriously quite worried for myself... Why am I so playful? Lol. Ytd went to sch and mug wif my Grace they all... Then today I stayed at home... I had probs doing 4017 and 4079 tutorials manz.. And its driving me nuts! I need a break from studying! Btw, my family are going overseas! HOW SAD... I cant go and that indicates im home alone wif my maid =`( Sighz, Ive got no sch holidays )#(*)#($&@# Its another round of attachment for me... Aww... this is so sucky~ dangz

Below is something interesting about love I found out at a webby:

Coins of Love:
He doesn't really love her, She doesn't really love him. So why are they together? For convenience? For financial support? For the children? Because of religious convictions?
Odds of success? Near zero.

He loves her. She does not really love him. Why does she stay? For the reasons mentioned above? Or, maybe she is content with being loved. Allows her to be in control of the relationship. Maybe she is more comfortable in this type of relationship, is not convinced that the kind of person she could love would ever love her back. Low self esteem?
Maybe not "being in love" keeps you from getting hurt? Like last time?
Odds of success? 50 percent at best.

She loves him, he does not really love her. Why does he stay? For one of the reasons mentioned above?
Odds of success? 50 percent at best.

He really loves her. She really loves him.
This is that proverbial "True love". Plain and simple. Everyone wants that mythical "True Love" when actually it is simply this: Two people truly loving each other. Sacrificing for each other. Statistically, this would happen in about 25 percent of marriages. I suspect it is less frequent than that in real life.
Odds of success? Nearly 100 percent.
Odds of finding? Less than 25 percent.

My quiz~

Heres a QUIZ about me which you guys can do it to kill time =p Feel free to do it!
http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050401051212-340317&email=&c=&a=01

Muggin daY

Today dragged myself off the bed. Actually really dont wanna go sch oredi.. Freaking exhausted! but somehow, I managed to pull myself up.. Sch was short - only 9 till 11... Actually this week is sort of study week.. Neext week exams start! Darn.. so fast!(#$&

After sch, Jennwei, Grace, Lifong, Ryao and I went to bukit timah and had our lunch.. Exams coming, so 6 of them came to my place and study... it was a mess.. with chips, ipod, FHM, etc etc.. After studying for some time, we started playing cards... It was so dumb and corny.. The heart attack thingy.. and that P-I-G-G-Y game.. omg -.-"""

Studied till around 8 plus and Zhongzhi drove us to timah for prata.. See him drive I so envy! 1st time he gave us a ride.. We ate pratas and Tom yam.. The tom yam there was darn hot and spicy! I cant imagine or figured out how the hell Grace could drink so much of it.. yups, after that zz sent us home... so fun today =]


Its a super hot n spicy Tom yam.. I had no idea how Grace LOVE it so much ?!? 


After dinnerrrrr 


yups card game 


And then its time for a little game where everyone joins in =/ 


With stuffs like FHM definitely made us sidetrack and loss of concentration lol 


7 of us mugging at the function room down my condo. wad a mess ! 

Its such a wonderful day today.. enjoyed every moment of it =)

Very very very tired

reached IMM about 11am on the dot.. Orange telecom setting up new stall in Giant as permanent. So i will be working there as SE promoter permanently for the time being... Didn't knoe the GIANT's rules... suppposed to wear covered shoes! I wore that kind of gals sandals and the security guard say No. I have to wait for the DM.. director manager to approve me of my wear.. Sucks!! DM really big shot (($#*(#&$# I waited 30mins for him.. SHitzzzzz!! Tomorrow haf to wear covered shoes le..

Today's sales is counted the best as compared to the past few weeks. So happy. 1st time I get to sell off S700i too =D Around 3plus, I went to had my quick lunch... Feel damn sick.. Got serious cough.. very xinku.... All because of the Ru Hua's Taiwanese Ji pa... Grrr.. Really dont know how i gonna survive standing another 9 hours tomorrow =x

Then in the noon I saw someone looked like bamboo so familiar sia.. Omg.. is ZZ and James the hippo.. Really come and disiao me -.- Night I see them again wahahha.. including Mr Situ Rongyao =/ BEDTIME.... *gonez*

It hurts when I think of you
But its impossible not to
I wish I could let go
But you dont know
How much I miss you

Everyday I pray that you will take
All the things back
All the horrible things you said
And we could be a lover once again
But that day hasnt come yet
And I am not sure it ever will
And I am willing to except that fact

I wish I didnt dream of you
But I just dont know how not to
But someday I will
And someday I'll move on
And learn to live without you

Someday you will free me
And I will be ok
But for now I just need to say
I am trying to move on
But something is holding me back
Figuring it out is the hardest part yet
Always I will care for you

Nothing can take that away
But right now I cant be your love
For I am trying to spread my wings and fly away
to a better place

Please dont clip my wings
I know its hard
But you need to give me back my hear
tAnd let me have my brand new start...


The deepest scar in my heart...

Its unexplainable.
Its wierd.
Memories starts to get blur and fades.
Yet feelings had never once faded.
I miss you again.
I do...
When will I ever get over it?
Everytime I think of you again,
I felt a shot right true my heart.
Could it be I'm haunted?
Could it be Satan's work?
Ive never once felt so weak and sad before.

Free Sakae Dinner =p

Woo today reached sch around 9:20am... Got Mr Mafia's ICA test... hmm it was quite alright larhz... but I'm seriously not good at this engineering computer stuffs. Thank god a test always turned out to be a 'mass discussion' . wahhaa.. Grace and I practically just copied what Jenn wei did.. yupz.. =/

Today very horrible.. I think the whole class skipped eng. maths... I think my class is probably the slackest one among all.... then 7 of us went to Mambo and played pool... We just practically watched the guys play~ Then after that, Jennwei, Grace, Lifong and I went to town.. Sakae sushi!! Actually we wanted to go for the 3-6pm buffet at Wheelock's place but theres no buffet for the eve of a holiday! But anyways, Jenn wei owe me and Grace a treat.. and he didn't mind eating Alaka.. So we went in for dinner... Woohoo got free dinner by Mr Jenn Wei -.- He really damn rich manz.. Take a number of red plates also and never limit how much we ate..

After that we went shopping.. Jenn bought a red wine for 110 manz. -.-"" So tired today. Just wanna SLeeeeep.. Exams coming le.. Im still so slack and playful! HOW?!?!!?

What Will you Do?

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things
are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple
because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........
when you least suspect it,
or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up
because we are too afraid to care too much
for fear that the other person does not care as much,
or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

Fun!

Early morning went sch... surpirsed that I wasn't late.. Whahaaha.. the 'mass discussion test' was not easy... after which I took a bus to westmall and bought sum stuffs.. had my lunch with lifong... Headed home to rest... Met snoopy and another fren for dinner and after that we went to Lot 1. We slacked and shopped around over there. Played arcade and took lots of pictures.. Wahhaa.. so long never take Da Tou Tie already!! So fun... Really enjoyed myself today.. and hope Snoopy like my small gift =p

Shit!! regret eating that taiwanese ji pa... now throat super uneasy!! CANt slp!!! Drink how much water also no use... DAMNZ (#$&(


A pic my fren drawn for me.. I really appreciates and love it!! It brightens my day.. Thanks Jeff!!! =D 


nice drawing by a fren 

ipod mini?

Quite tired tosay.. Slept at 2am last night.. was playing some games and relaxing myself =x Think I didnt do well in today's QAS test.. *Argh* But nevermind... since its already over... And then checmial engineering lesson was cancelled! WOOHooO!! very happy.. no lessonx :X So all of us went to IMM for lunch... eww.. the maryland sucks today!!! >=( Then we slacked and walked around IMM... and eat the Taiwanese whatever chicken meat again...

Hmm.. was wondering if I should buy Ipod mini....at 348 bucks... *Scratches head*.. Theres so many things i wanna buY!!! I wished im as rich as Alvin :X Bought a jacket for 400 bux and a pair of shoe for 350 and etc etc ...... *Goodness* His money like drop down from the sky eh!

Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget
every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong
were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man
your heart is missing
That's why you go away
I know

You were never satisfied
no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong
were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away
I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me
anymore.....

Do them anyway~

Sometimes people are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

Sometimes I wished I was a bird.
Free from worries.
Free from memories.
Its really painful missing someone secretly.

Mr Spongebob squarepants worked for me!

Relaxed myself in the morning. Read some comics which I borrowed from Gracey... listen to some music.. and watching the anime of Aishiteru Ze baby.. Hhaha I really love that anime.. so nice and cute!!!! YUZUYU!! okok I better stop be4 people start commenting Im crazy on it =] Sianz.. exams are near the corner and I havent even STARTED....

After that, Daddy fetch me to BBDC to top up funds... argh... the sight of driving centre left me feeling shitified. Then met a friend for Spongebob squarepants and dinner =) SPONGEBOB squarepants v nice eh!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Much better than robots..... Its so freaking cute n nice can.... A lot of people told me the reviews were so-so and that it was a lame show. But I guess it worked on me. and sometimes u gotto catch the movie rather than seeing the reviews. I would roughly rate it 8 or 9 upon 10... Tomorrow got to study manz.. Test coming up again!

Today school only got 1 hour. So I didn't go. Hmm.. after that I meet my friends for sakae sushi buffet. Havent ate that for like ages. I'm so full ! It sure was a funny day =]

I feel better though its hard to accept n swallow

Was supposed to go Ktv with my frenz earlier on.. But because I failed my Tp, which was kinda hard to swallow down, I didnt felt like going... Then Grace messaged me and said that I should come out and enjoy myself... thats when I thought why not? No use brooding for a small thing also... So, I met Angela, Grace & Lifong at around 6pm for movie =] theres quite alot of movies on hand.. But we ended up watching Robots! Yupz.. Cartoons again! hee.. it was not bad.. Quite funny and cute!!

We had swensens for dinner and it was yummilicious (if theres such a word) =/ Though i had failed my Tp this time round, I wasnt really blaming myself for it. Cause I dared said I had given my best shot and effort in it.... Whatever it is, I will reflect on my mistakes and do better for the next test... And Im never giving up till I get there... I just pray hard that I will never get POH AH SOON again.

-sad-

Haiz.. failed my tp.. have to wait till May now for the 2nd test. Really don't know why I fail. In The circuit never hit kerb never hit pole or anything. I was quite shocked. thought I could pass. Its was a big disappointment..... Somemore I got the tester Zz said.. POH.. out of 15 people and based on drawing lots I got him... Arghz!!!!! SO PISSED RIGHT NOW.

Your guy

"Finding a guy should be like buying a piece of art. You should wait to be struck by the uniqueness of a piece that you're ready to frame, rather than walk around with a frame, looking for someone to fit into it."

Gonna give my best shot~

Today had 2 tests. Nee Nee's one we copied like nobody's business =X Looks more like a major discussion =] For the chemical engineering principles, it was average. Yesterday, I booked the function room and Grace and lifong came to study. Haha.. We didnt realy studied much. Crapping around here and there and getting crazy >_< Today reached school at 10:15 =/ Supposed to reach at 9am...

Sighz, and I need to skip school tomorrow cause of my driving test. 1 more time and I getting warning letter for Tan YY's man. Just hope my mum won't open the letter if this really happened. If not I'm really dead meat... Went for my final driving revision just now... My instructor said everything was fine just that Tomorrow will depend on 'luck'. Cause you never know what may happened that very day... I'm kinda excited n nervous, but whatever is the outcome, I'm gonna give my best shot.


My Heavenly Father

I asked God to be my pillar of strength.
I asked Him to give me a beacon of hope.
I aksed Him to guide me through my path.
I seek Him to heal my wounds.
I seek Him for forgiveness.
I seek Him for everything.
I sought my problems to Him at night.
I love Him.
I've rejected Him time and again.
But He had never given up on me.
With Him by my side,
I felt enlightened again.
I felt Anew.
All I wanted to say was,
I love you my Father.
Praise the Lord.
Amen.

Exhausted

Just reached home.. Super tired today. Worked at 11am till 11pm at Carrfeour suntec roadshow today. Lifong worked yesterday so I was alone wif other collegues today. I hate getting sent to Suntec carrefour manz. Had to stand there for the whole day. No chairs at all. At least Lot 1, and city square one wasnt so bad. Alrightz, gtg bath now. Tml stil got sch. I still owe 2 formal reports.. Haiz =`(

Nice Day

Yay! Finished presenting the colour's project. It went fine. It was kinda troublesome.. we had to take a cab back to my house and then back to school. After which, I had my practical test. It was average. And thanks to Grace.. She got an info that we could go to Simlim to do a survey and get paid =) So, the 6 of us went... But so shitified!~!~.. James, Zz and rongyao didnt get to do the survey coz they only need 3 people... But being gentlemen, the guys let us have it =p

Anyway, wanna congrats Zhongzhi for passing his driving test with the 1st attempt! I am really so envious of him! I wished It could happened to me this coming Thursday too >_< Anyway, after tat, we went shopping around Bugis.. And I bought a top... We wanted to go KTV as we had a 3 hour free voucher... But unfortunately when we arrived at Clementi, the guy told us that vouchers dont work on Fridays!! And its like superb ex.. so we decided to cancel Ktv.
And Lifong and I went home together. And then, I spent money on another top and bottom again! =/ But, I just love the feeling of shopping =D Its great though it makes me broke!

Finally !

Finally, finished our colour's project. Presenting tomorrow. After tommorow, I can finally rest my mind off abit. Went to extend my PDL just now.. taking my driving test soon.. kinda worried =/ Not too confident wif myself passing wif a 1st attempt. Sighz, if i fail, gotto wait for about 1 month again.. Jeez... SO many things piling up now... still owe 2 formal reports.. and EXAMS coming soon! Arh.. Reali no idea how to study for Nee's and Tan YY's paper man. So stressed
-.-" And tomorrow got practical test. Hallelujah~

Love

When he/she is happy, You are happy.
This is love.

When he/she tears, your heart goes weak.
This is love.

When you woke up early in the morning and e 1st thing that came to your mind is his/her face,
This is love.

When you are able to give up everything for that one person,
That is love.

When he/she is falling apart and you're right behind being the strength of pillar,
That is love.

When you pray for that person,
That is love.

When you are not together anymore and you miss that person,
That is love yet pain.

When you can't slp at night but think of that one person,
That is the price of love.

When you really love a person,
But things didn't turned out as expected even though you had tried your best,
you wouldn't want to tie him/her by your side.
Loving that person doesn't means having he/she.
Set him/her free.
You know as long as he/she is happier that way,
Let him/her go.
Wish that he/she can get happiness,
And this is true love.

Hitch

Hmm.. Today watched Hitch... Not too bad.. But I just find that the story line is too predictable and it wasn't as corny as I thought. Hoped Jasmine don't mind that I watched it today =/ Sorry yas! The colours prsentation coming to a deadlineeeeeeee.. 2 more days.. argh!! Have to rush so much things in one shot. By the way I bought a bluetooth USB port so I could trasnfer files from my hp to com. Following are some pics taken from my new hp =]


I wished I could draw this!!! 


We love SP's toilet.. =X 


Angela n Grace acting cute in drawing class. Grace loves the smell of her ARMPIT =/ 


Black n white 

Nothing much today... Sch ended quite early, lifong , grace and I went to westmall.. Get colour pencils for 1 module -.-" yeah , feel like a kid all over again. =D Had our lunch there and I bought a shoe.. Yupz.. and we saw 1 converse bag very nice!! 39 bucks only... Was doing my 'apple' juz now.. Looks so ugly.. argh *$^*#^*

Its painful. It hurts. Its never easy. It pierces right through my heart again. Nothing hurts more than this. I'm weak again tonight.

My Day

Today went with Lifong to Century square and work for the Sony Ericcson mobile phones roadshow under M1. We worked from 11am to 9pm. Quite tired. Practically standing most of the time... Managed to sold some phones.. but not alot.. had a little commision.. But not too bad.. we get paid $7 per hour. K700i was a real hot seller. It was so hot that there were no more stocks left... Anyway, im feeling very tired now. Lucky tommorow's lesson starts at 11am. But still have to do the colours project thingy again.. Argh.... Hope this semester and Itp ends soon!!!!!!

WeekEnds!

Met Weiling today. We went to catch a movie, played pool and headed for dinner. This movie is the WORST one I had ever seen in my entire life. Damn shit. Wasted $8.50. Some people walked out during the midle of the show. We almost did. But still, we endured all the way. It just sucks man. Pool was fun. Havent been playing for quite a long time >_< Gotto slp now. Tomorrow is a long day =[ Nights~


*Moody*

Don't know whats wrong with me nowadays.. Often late for class.. I really feel tired physically, mentally and emotionally.... Quite alot of things had happened recently and I've been putting up with somethings for a very long time. I guess I'm not the only 1 feeling the same thing or way... But I just felt very tied up... =(

Watched the bachelor finale just now.. So sad.. The woman who got rejected cried like mad.. I can feel how she feels... It breaks my heart at the moment I saw the bachelor rejected her. But thats the reality. You came a long way. You put in your best effort. You had given your one and only heart just for that 1 person. But still, there can ONLY be 1 woman standing. Sad to say.. this is life.. Part and parcels of life... You just got to face it, accept it and climb up from where you fall down. No one can help u other than your own self.

YawNz!

As usual .. school was boring.. I felt like a primary sch kid once again.. drawing apples.. cones..circles.. colouring it... learning that for graphic designing.. I really think its quite a waste of time =/ After which, we attended a talk.. about biomedical science.. looks darn profound... And then Miss Angela came my house again and continue with our work.. till 11pm... yupz.. just sent her off.. im so tired.. Feel like skipping Mr Mafia's morning lesson tmr.. *Yawnz*

Move time~

Met Jasmine and Willy to watch the Moving Howl castle... Not bad... 2 hour show.. Its quite average but a very heart warming cartoon movie.. I even saw Jasmine cried!!! This honey here sure is a kind, soft-hearted girl made of cotton wool! =p And thanks for ur belated V'day gift.. No ants inside la >_< Hehe and sneaking in the burgers was such fun.. After which Willy and I shared a cab home.. So happy today.. havent enjoyed myself since ages =D


Finallyz ~

I finally got my new handphone. K700i... It was actually $518 at retail price without line... After selling off my old phone and using dad's M1 perks point... I got the phone at a price of 290... So happy =) Finally no need bring remote control to school le... =D

"Boulevard of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one
and I walk alone I walk alone
I walk aloneI walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive
and I walk alone I walk alone
I walk aloneI walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Aaah-ahAh-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me'

Til then I walk alone...

Lifeeee

Went Kbox with Angela, Grace and Lifong today. Grace was so crazy and HIGH -.-" Funny moment it was... Nothing much, after that Angela came my house and we worked on our major presentation... I'm afraid we cant finish in time .. Dont even know if we are out of point too..

Watched the American Idol yesterday. I quite like the show.. Rather entertaining and showing the talents of diff human beings. Yupz.. and I wanna gain weight ... grow fatter...


These people honors Me with their lips,
But their heart is far from Me.

-Mark 7:6

I am one who is described as above. Why am I so far away from Him...

Hmm?

Nothing much. Sch is boring.... Friends make it more lifely... Cant get the M1 100 bucks voucher =( Headache!!! Wanna buy a without line phone.. but it cost a bomb... I need a job!!! arghz~

I can't stop smiling.

Im feeling extremely happy. Its the best surprise I ever got. I wished time stopped at this moment. I will cherish it forever. I just wanna say 'thank you'. =)

Sucks!!

Hmm.. went school todayz... Haiz... dont really know how to do the test... =[ After that went to catch a korean show ' A Moment to Remeber ' with Angela. Its really a funny, touching and tears-jerking show. Its nice but really sad.... My hp totally can't charged. Now Im using a temporary Samsung phone which my frens made fun of me and said its a REMOTE CONTROL =`( Dont know what to do now. Cant even trade in the phone coz its spoilt. Problematic! ARGHZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...........

Yesterday we went to Dragonboat Restuarant and had our yearly "Lao Yu Sheng". Its a tradition in my family that we do go to a restaurant every once a year for that. The food were average... but the restaurant was totally occupied. We finished our dinner at about 10pm and proceeded for ktv till 2am. Hehe, aunt got the VIP room and it was really big... the kids sure did enjoyed themselves...

Feeling so sianed now. Doing a formal report and there is a test tomorrow. Really hate tat module! And freaking pissed with my mobile phone. Something wrong with it. Can't use it now. (#&*$(*@#


Chaos at the big room 


Me wif my 5th aunt at Ktv. 


Kid's laughters are heaven. 


My parents and brother~ 


Once a year.. its the Lao Yu sheng~ nian Nian got fish hehehehe ! 


Brother with Grandma =) 

My Day~

Met Snoopy today. Wanted to watch movie but ended up shopping. There ain't any nice movies right now! Plus Im afraid to watch scary and horror shows. This means that Constantine and Hide n Seek are out. YEa.... people who are reading this post.. laugh ur ass off for all you want!! But I reallly dare not watch horror shows. LoL ... Bought a Creative speaker. Really good... love it =)

Slackerz

Ive been slacking too much this semester. Didnt go to sch for some tutorials and lectures. And somehow in the middle, will sneaked off with my classmates for ktv. lol. Didn't do very well for all my tests. But im not shocked at all. I didn't study hard enough myself. =( Its about 7 weeks to final semestral exam! *Arghz*


Time to bury everything and move on.

I don't know what to say. I don't know how to say. But this time, I really want to walk out of the whole thing. I don't want to be a pathetic weakling anymore. I know myself. I've been weak for too long. Its really time to just slap myself real hard and pull myself through.

Its time to stop crying for that person. Stop thinking of that person. Its time to get on with my own life and rebuild on the things which I had missed out in life. Its time to pay more attention to the people around me who cared for me when I was at my lowest times. Its time to play hard and focus. Its time to stop letting my loved ones worry for me. And its time that I REALLY DO WHAT I SAY.

I will walk out of this slowly. At least I know this is what God had planned for me. Maybe, He wants me to go through this to prepare for something bigger in life. Maybe God just made 'him' a Messenger in my life. Maybe God had planned better things ahead of me. Maybe He wants to make me a stronger person.

I don't know. But I just know that he once brought me special and heart felt memories which could never be erased. And now its time to bury everything in this little corner of my heart. Its time that i will totally let go. I trust in God's plans for me. For He is the only one who can make me stand up all over again when I fell so badly.

Valentines Day

Went to Kbox with Angela, Grace and Alvin today.
Skipped many lectures.
Sang like crazy.
Went to town.
Got a new wallet.
Angela bought a fossil watch for her guy.
Town was flooded with couples.

Happy Valentines to all couples.
Cherish the ones u love be4 its too late.


Toyota Celica. Freaking nice $&#(^@#$@#! 


one! two! three! four! CUTE BABIES!!! 


Can you find my mum's head? BAHAHAHAHA! This is so fantasy! 


My parents. I Specially love this pic. Nothing could be more loving than this. 

Oh No!

Oh Man, so fast and im gonna say goodbye to my 1 week holidays. *Sighz* Monday gtg sch again! Hmm this New year had been tiring for me. 1st day went visiting from morning till night. 2nd day had to stay at home as many relatives visited our house. 3rd day I went out with Jiajun for lunch and after that came to my house and played playstation2. And today, went Orchard wif parents and after that went to catch a movie with a friend at Westmall. Watched I Do today. Not too bad. Very corny but lame. Argh, Im dead meat. Formal report due on Monday And I just remembered about it >_< DARNZ!


New Skin~

Hmm.. new skin =) Feel free to give any comments.


We had this 4 lunch just now. I ONLY GET TO EAT MY MUM's COOKING ONCE a YEAR. yupz, no joke. ONCE A YEAR -.-" 


Mum is busy preparing the cuttlefish. hehe damn! I think she looks freakin cute here. *PINCHES* 


Grandpa & Grandma. hehe I love damn loadz. 


Mum LOVES flowers. Look what she has got for our house this yr! >_< 


My 5th aunt with my uncle. my uncle is a Japanese and oh NO! hes drunk!~! 


Yummy! All the new yr Goodies in my house! Im gonna be FAT~ 


Taken today. My grandparents and all my aunts. 


My aunties! Look so flowery~ =/ 


I'm so blessed to be in this family. I Love all of you! Thank God for that. 


Taken yesterday. Every once a year, its the Lunar CNY again! =] Dad n Mum lookin so loving as ever~ 


Brother in Tekong with dad. But he is out now and posted to the Navy. 

The Long GoodBye - Ronan Keating

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do

And i know they say
if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be
But those words don't pull me through
Cos i'm still in love with you

I spend each day here
waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill
(climbin' up a hill)

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why?
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?

No matter how hard we try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over..
let's face it
All that's happening here
is a long goodbye

Sometimes i ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance
And i know without a doubt
It's turning me inside out
And if we walked away
Would it make more sense

But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we
keep riding on a carousel?
Going round and round
and never getting anywhere?

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?

No matter how hard we try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over..
let's face it
All that's happening here is
the long...long goodbye

Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Coz I'm never comin back again


Feelin Good

Had my driving final evaluation this morning. It was fine. Finally I could book my test date. Its on the 17th of March~ =/ Hmm, yesterday's friendly match. I think I did quite badly. My strokes are real bad. Maybe its because I only had a sleep of 2 hours at the chalet. Hehe, it was real fun playing the arcade with Val and Guangqiu. Been so long since we bang the arcade! Feel like a kid again manz >_<

We reached the chalet ytd at about 12 plus midnight and Jenn wei bbqed for us food. The PRAWNS sux man. It tastes so raw~ *Ewww* Then all of us played "truth or dare" and "lose and drink" game throughout the whole night. It was fun n hilarious! And I was quite shocked by the way Daniel drinks. He drank about 8 cans of beers and he obviously had a bad hangover~

After that, Angela, Lifong and I went to a room and we pratically slept for 2 hours. though 3 of us were squeezing into 1 Queen size bed, all of us were soundly asleep and happily in our own dreamland =) Its a nice weekend.

Totally enjoyed myself with all my friends. Hmm, going to update some pics in my blog now. Enjoy viewing =) Okiez, going for renuion dinner. *hurrays*




Where is the other eye?!? This is Art ^_- 


At the class chalet at some ULU Changi place  


Damn! My hand looks so flexible. Look at Angela's head >_<