Qi's small Heaven..

2006-10-15T13:12:00.000+08:00

i'm so busy but i feel that i need to post this.
A big shout out "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MY LIBRA BUDDIES"
-winkz-

2006-09-30T14:38:00.000+08:00

Take a day, plant some trees.
May they shade you from me.
If one day i'm gone,
How many people will actually cry for me?

2006-09-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

Right..
Its been a REALLY long time since I can find time to blog.
Tomorrow is my mum's birthday.
Happy Birthday Mum! i love you so very much! Am just gonna treat her and my family members to a hearty meal at her favourite restaurant. I really wanted to buy gifts or things she liked instead, but I really can't find anytime to shop for gifts. I'm basically so tied up with work everyday. But yeah, its all good.

Talking about my job, I love what i'm doing.
Its really interesting and an eye-opener for me.
It makes me feels alot, think alot, care alot and most important of all, learn alot.
I learn new things everyday. I discover qualities about myself everyday too.
That includes my weaknesses and my strengths.
And the funny thing is, how i used to detest 'language' all the while.
And now, I could actually fall in love with it', the sheer power n beauty of words.
I must admit its pretty stressful at times and its never easy.
Sometimes, I can even feel so tired or discouraged when things don't go my way.
But at the end of the day,
seeing my little devils and angels learning, growing and smiling,
I felt that its all worth it. I felt my importance...

2006-09-25T10:57:00.000+08:00

Each person's life is a story that is telling itself in the living.

2006-09-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

Eyes are precious

Today I woked up in total fear.
Because I felt a great discomfort with my left eye.
My vision was blurred.
I looked into the mirror immediately.
Goodness me.
I panicked like shit.
"Am I gonna turn blind?" was the 1st thing that came to my mind.
(Well, maybe i over-reacted a little)
I don't quite know the perfect words to describe it.

But I felt my eyeball (black) contracting,
and the white part expanding... it seems like my eyeball was sinking in.
And my left eye teared non-stop.
Man, now this sounds gross n disgusting.
A few mins later, I was covered in 'cold-sweat'.
For, the 1st time in my life, I really felt FEAR.
Called my mum immediately and she rushed home and brought me to see an eye-specialist.
And then the doctor told me...
I've got 'Keratoconus'.
Oh now, you must be wondering what the hell is that?
http://www.clevelandclinic.org/health/health-info/docs/3400/3434.asp?index=10713
Click the above link and you will know.
In short, due to my medical history like allergy to medicines, heavy signus problems and skin problems, I wasn't a suitable candidate to wear contact lenses.
The doc told me 2 out of every 10 people ain't suitable for wearing it,
and I just happened to be the minute ones.
He checked my eye and showed me everything on a tv screen.
I could see much blood vessels attacking on me,
plus the swelling of my tissues.
Now, he said I've to stop wearing contact lens for the time being.
And I CAN'T WEAR it everyday.
His advice is for me to wear specs to work. And maybe wear contact lenses only like twice or thrice a week for occasions.

NOW, I'm feeling so so so down.
And he strongly advices me to go for 'LASIK',
which is also known as the laser surgery treatment for eyes.
He said after that, i will not need to wear glasses or lenses again.
The surgery itself will cause $4,600.
I'm seriously considering going for it.
If it could make my eyesight perfect again,
No more glasses,
No more lenses,
Why not?
It will save cost in the long run too.
But my only concern is - will there be side effects?

Well after today,
I told myself i'm gonna take gd care of my eyes.
They are precious and impt to me.
And boy, it really scared the shit out of me today.
I got my parents worried too.
I got MC for 5 days n im going back in 2 weeks time for another check-up.
Till then, my dear friends pls take extra good care of your eyes.

2006-09-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hello to my new laptop~

So I went to the Commex fair 2006 at expo.
It was flooded with human beings!
But still, I got what I wanted...
Hello to the the new laptop which I adore =)

Sony Vaio

Simply loving it!

2006-09-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one day i would never forget.
It made me smile non-stop like an idiot.
But i'm lovin it..
I love and like the way things are now.
I hope it stays this way =]

2006-08-31T10:26:00.000+08:00

=)

The feeling of being financially independant is great.
Beyond words.
Time really flies.
Its like a blink of an eye, and here we are - working adults.
I'm gonna get a laptop.
Any recommendations?
Need it for my work.
And i'm very happy today..
hehe.. Happy Teachers' Day! -lalalala-

2006-08-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

Survive or fall

Its been long since I wrote something here.
Basically because i'm busy with work.
But I do love my job =).
And am glad that my 1 week holiday will come soon.
And not to forget that I have so many birthday BBQs to attend this coming month!

I realised this society is realistic.
Its either you survive or you fall.
Be it jobs, exams, relationships, etc.

So, do you want to be a procasinator and sit down and complain all the time?
or would you rather use the precious time to build your own survival kit?
Needless to say, I definitely choose the latter.

P.S: I miss all my buddies and friends! Though all of us are busy with our own commitments like school or work, but still, i miss all of you loads! meett up soon =D

2006-07-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

I won't be updating anymore in the mean time.. Friends and loved ones please take good care..
Takecare all my friends~

2006-07-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

PROBLEMS are purposeful roadblocks offering beneficial lessons to enhance Mental Strength..

2006-07-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

Wed was great... I met bestie and we had pizza for dinner! Catched up a little since everyone is so busy with their own work life right now.. Soon, I'll end up like that heh~ 2 more weeks! After that we went to Westcoast park for a drink and a stroll... Bestie finally get to sit in the new car.. heh, 1st passenger! After that I went to meet bread for supper... hmm... getting fatter n fatter!

I think this is so cool!

Bestie and I

2006-07-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night bready drove us to Marina square for Yuki Yaki. Fantastic dinner we had =) After that we went to town's coffee club to have fondue n chilled! Manz, im having a real bad sore throat and cough and I think its because of the late nights that I'm having. I wanna get well soon! Anyway, today was my graduation day.. haha~ How time flies! I studied 3 yrs just for a piece of paper! Got to thanks Bread for driving my mum and I home.

Here, thanks buddy =)

2006-07-02T02:24:00.000+08:00

wahlau eh.
wahlau eh.
wahlau eh.
Speechless.
Rooney red card.
Lampard dont know what happened, can't perform at all.
Beckham tired.
England's penalty sucks like hell =(
ENGLAND LOST LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-29T10:14:00.000+08:00

I bought the authentic England away home jersey!
I chose the red one (away) instead of the original white one cause I personally love red and I think the white ones are too common! But the White ones seriously rocks too!
Okayz, now im a happy girl =)

omg, my room is in a mess.

2006-06-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

Daddy changed new car...
No more ah pek Nissan Cefiro!
Woohoo! That means I can hit down the roads with the new Honda instead of the #*$^*^$@! Nissan =) Have yet to bring my good frens around for a spin!

2006-06-23T12:52:00.000+08:00

I Learn...

I feared being alone
until I learned to love myself.

I feared failure
until I realized
that I only fail when I don't try.

I feared success
until I realized
that I had to try
in order to be happy with myself.

I feared people's opinions
until I learned that
people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection
until I learned to have faith in myself.

I feared pain
until I learned that
it's necessary for growth.

I feared the truth
until I saw the ugliness in lies.

I feared life
until I experienced
its beauty.

I feared my destiny,
until I realized that I had the power to change my life.

I feared hate
until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.

I feared love
until it touched my heart,
making the darkness fade
into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule
until I learned how to laugh at myself.

I feared growing old
until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future
until I realized that
life just kept getting better.

I feared the past
until I realized that
it could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark
until I saw the beauty of the starlight.

I feared the light
until I learned that the truth would give me strength.

I feared change,
until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly
had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

2006-06-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

The BBQ was great ..
Coz I get to see my close frens =D
And gosh, how can Czech lose to Ghanna 2-0!!! =( =( =( =(
Shitty!

2006-06-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

Everynight I'll watch the 3 worldcup matches without fail at 9pm, 12am and 3am!
And then i'll sleep at 5am..
Haha, what can I say?
Worldcup rocks my socks! =)

2006-06-06T10:10:00.000+08:00

i seriously need a MASSAGE~!~!
only been 3 days..
goodness.. 6 more days to go!
*YAWNS*

2006-06-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

A holiday resort on an island of Thai.. simply breath-taking

I wanna go there someday!

No matter how sucky life turns out to be, there will always be a rainbow after the rain

A raibow spotted within the waterfall

<3

Love the sleekness =D

2006-05-31T09:35:00.000+08:00

I'm a HAPPY girl... woohoo!
Buying my Motorola V3i today =)
Bought a Gola bag which I liked alot in town ytd.
Sigh, I'm spending way too much in one day!
And my last pay is almost all drained up..
Well, anywayz wil be working the whole of next week including weekends.
No choice coz I need the MONEY.
heh, saw a damn cool speaker at Apple centre ytd.
Planning to get that too =/
ok, ciaoz!

2006-05-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

I love this song.
Very very very much.
I've been listening to it again n again~
And I hope u guys like it too =)

Lifehouse - Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go..

2006-05-25T10:29:00.000+08:00

We had dinner at Causeway point yesterday.
Gosh, I'm still full now since last nite's dinner!
Mr Snoopy treated us to buffet =p
And its been quite some time since I met my 2kids!
Missssssss them.
Muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah*
Life is great so far =)

2006-05-20T13:44:00.000+08:00

hmm, I'm bored! And I thought my blog was a little dead...
So.. I decided to do some lil thing to revive it~
And its the pictures =)
OOOOOooooo, and I changed some stuffs at my wishlist *winkz*
Enjoy the pics, heh.

At billy bombers wif my darlings *Grins*

Happy belated birthday giraffe!

Us again =p

Blurrrred

Frens for 13 years and more to come dearest!

My kids singing ktv lolz

I do look like my mum

Pampered myself wif a nike jacket *weee*

So long never take this~ Doubt u guys can see clearly =/

I luv the scenery behind.. in Thailand!

Hotspring

The Taxis (tut-tut) in Chiangmai

I love my mum

SAWADICUP! (duno how to spell lolz)

Belllllz

Spotted a rainbow at my balcony!

i luv my bestie larrrz

2006-05-20T10:57:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!

I'm back from Thailand!! wahaha, did u guys missed me? =p
I had so much fun and I don't wish to come back! lalala~

2006-05-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

I saw fire yesterday..
Or lets just say, FIREWORKS! hehz~

2006-04-22T16:18:00.000+08:00

woowee~ Its been some time since I blogged! Just finished my short-term temp job. Gonna start another 1 soon.. wee.. Oh yea and Im turning 21 this coming week! woohoo! I'm a certified adult already! Talking about this kinda sucky manz! This government giving away mone.. Only to those borned after 1984! *GRRRRR* How I wished I was entitled the $200! lolz

Hmm, I didn't make it to NTU =/ Expected~ So im kind of doing research now on whats my next step. PSB, STANSFIELD and MDIS are out for me. Simply because lecturers had mentioned before tat the degrees there are not so recgonised and anyone can just study there as long as they hav money. Hmm.. SIM might not be a bad choice since its degree is UOL or RMIT and u need to at least hav A levels or diploma to get in~ Sighz, kinda stuck. Alright, running late! Gonnaa go out.

In the mean time, take care my frens. ADIOS.

2006-04-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

*Yawns* I'm so very tired.
Every morning have to wake up like 6am!
Working is tiring manz.
Usually after that will meet my dearest frens up for dinner or pool.
And after I reach home I'll just simply concuss.
Congrats my darling snoopy for getting the full-time job :)
Oh yays, and my ipod revived! woohoo*
Yays~ Friday no need to work. *Beams*
I need a hair cut =x
Oh yars... AND I WANNA SHOP! WANNA BUY SO MANY THINGS CAN!?!?
If only, I strike 4D or TOTO now manz (#&*$@^
Weeks seems to pass by fast when its packed wif activities :)
gosh, i need to go.
i need rest badly.
Im having throat infection soon :(

2006-04-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today is Meow's 21st Birthday~ Woohoo happy birthday Girl =) Had dinner with the girls and after that gave Miao a surprise cake. Wahaha, time flies. We got to know one another when we were about 14. And now we are all grown adults! Wee, nevertheless, should our frenship continue to go strong :)

I'm feeling very vexed and moody.
That is becoz my baby ipod died.
Its like WTF.
Look so new yet its spoilt n fragile.
I FEEL LIKE CURSING N SWEARING.
*huge Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

2006-04-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

I found a temp. admin part-time job. I don't really care as I'm BROKE! Life had been going on pretttty fine. Right now, I just wanna earn more cash!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Signing off =p

2006-04-03T14:13:00.000+08:00

Warning! : Pictures flood of Malacca and KL trip~
Nuthsell of everything (:

Me and Cindy at KL restauranttt~

After our friendly match!

Friendly games

Val and xp watching the match

Cheeeeeers~

Me and dearest junior

Splendid scenery view frm our hotel

BEAUTIFUL church!!!!!!

Malacca's flea market. CHEAP stuffs manz

This is very CHING-CHONG(cheeena)

in da hotel room

Getting ready**

Battling time

Cheesy crappy pic

SP's basketball guys battling!

Close game indeed

Muahaha doubt u guys can spot me =p

Boring journey on the coach

Obsessed with buying our 'emily the strange stuffs'

Where is our food!?!

woohoooo

2006-03-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

Im back everyone!!! woohooz~ Safe and sound and in one piece, so no worries
(:
Will update on my trip sooon! hehz

2006-03-23T11:42:00.000+08:00

Alright peeps, I'll not be in Singapore from 24th-28th (fri till tues). Anything, feel free to drop me a sms =) In the mean time, take gd care of yourselves, all my frens~ *Adios*

2006-03-22T09:52:00.000+08:00

okayz, my final term last semestral results is out today. Woke up early to check my results, as usual, server jammed! =/ Waited and waited and finally logged in.. So here it is:

MODULES:

CP431Z FINAL YEAR PROJECT: A

CP9011 INTRODUCTION TO LIFE SCIENCES: B

ET0166 MICRODEVICES AND MATERIALS: B

LC0204 COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK: B+

CP4075 ELASTOMERS & BIOMEDICAL MATERIALS: B+

CP4072 POLYMER PROCESSING II: B+

CP4078 COATINGS AND ADHESIVES TECHNOLOGY: C

*************************
DIPLOMA AWARDEDCO-CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES (CCA) - A (3 BONUS PT)

3 years of hardwork had finally come to an end. I must say that I'm quite satisfied with my sem results for this semester. Just that the grade 'C' really pulled me down. Most of all I'm happy that our FYP project got A! We worked sooooo hard for it, no doubt that we totally deserved it! I mean imagine the lab being ur 2nd home~ As usual and you can see.. I'm never an A or Distinction student. I'm always the average student-next-door- with average B grades...

Right, yesterday I went to play pool n had dinner outside. Haven't been playin pool for quite some time. Think I'm abit cockeye already. Can't aim well lolz... Coincidentally, my parents saw me with mr monkeyz, and I'm like oh-my-gosh. Gotto get questioned again when I reached home. Surprisingly and very unlikely~ my mum just merely asked me who is he and I said its my good fren and thats all, FULLSTOP. woahz, amazing. It wasn't used to be like dat. I used to get questioned like madness man I swear (ok christians dont swear 0_0). I think its all different now.. All becoz i'm really growing up.. and i'm turning 21 too! muaaaahaaa***

2006-03-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

Friends?

Sometimes you wonder and wonder
What 'friendship' really is
Different people have diff point of views
Sometimes, I feel as though I did quite alot or what I can as a friend
But somehow I just feel people don't really appreciate it
The problem with human beings are
We always take e people we love for granted unknowingly (includin myself)
Sometimes I really feel as though I treat the person sincerely
But somehow I don't feel my help and care being appreciated
Or somehow I just feel that some frens only come to me when they need help
Or is it just that the higher your expectations,
the greater you fall?
Sometimes you wish the friends you hold so dearly to could understand you more
But sometimes, things just don't happen that way..

Argh enough of my rantings.
I need my holiday trippppp..
And being broke definitely don't help much..
I NEED A FREAKING JOB
)$&$@#$&^*@$&(^*$@#

2006-03-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Lunch wif Jas at Far East
Shoooopppping!
Check out the Male Urban Shop at Heeren manz~
They hire all the beach hunks to promote their clothes
lolz
Yay..
Swimming tomorow
:))

2006-03-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

Today I've been a gooood girl.
Stayed at home.
Bored.
So I decided to revamp my blog.
Muahahaha~
Seldom like or listen to chinese songs.
But I love this song by Jay.
Thus, it became e song for my bloggy.
I love the outcome of my blooooog.
Okays, got to mop floor.
Then meet up with Jas n Zan for dinner.

-TaTa-

2006-03-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

ENJOYABLE

This past 1 week had been crazy and simply enjoyable!! I had a sushi marathon with my dearest friend, went night cycling at Eastcoast for 4 hours with my khakis (and realised our thighs and butts really really HURT!) and went 24hours prawn fishing... so fun! Had supper at Newton too. The seafood there was good. Think I've been eating too much manz, think I'm like growing fatter n fatter!

Yesterday was fund raising -car washing for our Sports tour. Damn tired! Stand under the scorching sun, washing cars for hours!?! Tired tired... Today I woke up with my whole body having muscle ache again! *sighs* Right, anyway Im like quite free now so I have to like do all the household chores *Grrrr* Okayz, gonna sign off.. going to Ktv with my frennnnnn =D!

2006-03-03T09:47:00.000+08:00

Good-bye Singapore Poly!~

Yesterday marks the end of the journey of my 3 years poly life. Its really amazing when you look back, how time can really flies. How I will miss those heart-felt and memorable moments:

" The Last min studying for tests and trying to copy days "

" Crazy and fun trainings time with my team-mates esp Val and Cindy =p "

" Teasing and interaction with sm really wonderful lecturers "

" Playing daidee during lecture time "

" Skipping lessons n tutorials just to do our fyp in the lab "

" That lame Innovex "

" That feeling of taking back sem results no matter its gd or bad "

" That yong-tau-foo stall "

" Those waking up late and bad-hair-day for sch "

" Those long bus ride "

" That famous Bounavista duck-rice during our long break "

" The dozing off and talking-cock sessions during lectures"

And the list can go on and on.. These are the things I willl definitely miss doing =) Poly days really past by real fast! Is like a BLINK-BLINK of my eye! And soon, it will be my 21st birthday already =) My oh my, will the clock just stop ticking so fast at times!?! It does makes me feel old and pressurized!

2006-02-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

My handphone bill is over $100 for this and last month.
I'm so gonna pull out all of my hair.
My MUM IS NOT TALKING TO ME.
OH SHITZ!!!!!!

2006-02-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

Besties......

World's longest friendship

Naninanipoopoo mr puffer =p

2006-02-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

Exams period = siansation
After exams = shoiksation

=D ok, I'm BORED LARHS ~

2006-02-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

"Its funny how you hurt others like how others hurt you."
Something so strong and true that I'll rem for a lifetime.

2006-02-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

=)

Been like ages since I blogged or make a long entry~ So here it is..

I finally got my cyst removed! Thank God mine was a harmless one ehz .. But aww, no seafood for about 1 month!! I had a Sebaceous cyst removed. Its above my right side of my waist. A sebaceous cyst (also called epidermal cyst, keratin cyst, or epidermoid cyst) is a closed sac or cyst below the surface of the skin that fills with a fatty white, semi-solid material called sebum. The cyst may occur anywhere on the body except the palms of the hands and soles of the feet. They are smooth to the touch, vary in size, and are generally round in shape. Cysts usually only grow on women.

Treatment:
Sebaceous cysts are not cancerous and do not generally require medical treatment. However, if they continue to grow, they may become unsightly, painful, infected, or all of the above. Surgical excision of a sebaceous cyst is a simple procedure to completely remove the sac and its contents. An infected cyst may require oral antibiotics or other treatment before excision.

Conversation:
Doc: Hmm.. its a sebaceous cyst
Me: Whats that?? (kancheong look)
Doc: Go inside the surgical room and lie down, I'll take it out now.
Me: HUH!? Like right now??
Doc: Ya.. Then when? You want it to continue growing bigger? You scared is it?
Me: NO LA! But its so sudden can!?! No need sign any documents ah?
Doc: DUHZ!!! (sian half face) Lie down, don't face me...
Me: OUCH! What an injection, thanks ah..
Doc: That is to prevent you from feeling any pain..

**Doctor mingles for around 15mins**

Doc: Yours is quite deep inside, hard to take out...
Me: (oh my gosh) Pls get it over n done with fast~
Doc: Ok done, are you feeling ok?
Me: Yesh, can I take a look?
Doc: Yes.. And the Cyst is for u to bring home too..
Me: WTH!?!? SO BIG!?!?
Doc: No seafood for 1 month
Me: ok ok.. Thank you doctor.
Doc: You know you're really lucky yours is not a Ganglion Cyst or Ovarian Cyst..
Me: *Phew* Thank God..
Doc: Yeah, you should
Me: -Grins-

Now, all of u mus be wondering how the damn cyst look like? Here it is:

The cyst

And tadaa.. I'm still alive and kicking~

And this is my newest Dream car!

Oh and happy 21st birthday Doreen. Time flies. Still rem how you always happened to be my tabletennis opponent ever since pri sch and how all of us seems to grow so old and fast now~ I wonder if its a good or bad thing. And Sorry Jas for last min not going Pasir ris.. hope ure not angry or pissed with me... *Sighs* In the meanwhile, I can't do extreme sports and I can't swim.. so sian.. everything so sian.. boring~

2006-02-06T18:30:00.000+08:00

Mess. Total Mess. I'm so hollow.

2006-02-01T13:40:00.000+08:00

Chinese New yr.. Hmm.. did alot of visiting.. and also from Day 1 gamble until Day 3.. lolz.. won abit but not much... Very tired.. lucky today no need to go school.. Yesterday did visiting till late and then my buddies came over at night. Hmm too bad Yihui wasn't here, kind of miss her as well =p This CNY was short and sweet. Time seems to be passing by too fast! And exams r coming.... BAH!

2006-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

If I could be selfish and state Chinese New yr Resolutions, that would be:

1) Be brave
2) Be brave
3) Be brave
4) Be brave
5) Be brave

Theres nothing I want more than to be stronger emotionally.

2006-01-28T11:16:00.000+08:00

duhz.

Went out with Snoopy and CT last night, we were supposed to go Clarke Quay and chill out but the financial planning thing took us hours. Thanks dearest Jas for the dinner at your house =p After we settled the stuffs, we went to J bar at M Hotel. Its a very nice play to chill out. Nice live band and perfect ambience.. We left at 11 plus and I walked to Tras street to find my frens. Such is my life. Ups and downs. No idea what Ive been doing actually, really.

2006-01-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm

Finally, the Spinnovex, IVP and FYP is over. Workload finally getting lighter.. By the way, we got Bronze.. contented =) Am down with throat infection and cough. Didnt go school and seen a doctor today... tmr long day in sch again *sighs*

Other than that everything has been ok... Just tat I'm feeling real moody for dunnoe-what-reason. Chinese new yr coming, but this yr, the festive mood is just not there for me. Didnt even bother to buy new clothes or what so ever.. Graduating so soon yet dunoe what to do. My future seems blurred.

2006-01-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANNA SLEEP

I am feeling so so so so tired and lethargic. Give me 1 day and I can slp the whole damn day! The past 2 days were crazy for me. Friday night I met frens at Orchard around 11pm n after that we went to Paradiz centre for ktv supper n etc. Reached home only like 6am and after that really just knocked out. Saturday went shopping with mum at Raffles.. to buy my formal wear n stuffs.. I think I walked or looked like a zombie =/ Then after that met bready for supper and a spin in her car. Really enjoyed her company, she often makes me smile =) I wasnt really feeling well and after that she sent me home. This coming 1 week is gonna be the most busy week ever. FYP ppt plus innovex plus ivp matches. I need to breathe! Can somehow sense mum is unhappy wif me for always going out so late *sighs* But its just entertainment before the horror of this coming week starts. crap, is monday tml! Thats fast, can't wait to get it over n done with!

2006-01-08T03:01:00.000+08:00

*sighs* Im wide awake at this time.. 3am! Shouldn't had drank coffee just now, though usually it had no effect on me! Met my darlings for dinner and a drink followed by supper. I was planning to study today as Monday is my test but gosh, I haven laid a single finger on it yet, sheez~ I need a haircut.. I'll do it later today... Drove to westcoast mac and had supper, woah 2am plus n the place was packed, guess Sporeans really have no where to go n nothing much to do manz. This whole night was raining and I just hate driving when its raining, its just irritatin~ I really hope I will study tmr manz.. wheres my motivation!?! K, im just talking cock now as I cant slp.. TSK~~

2006-01-07T11:02:00.000+08:00

CEST LA VIE

Alright, I finally found the time to BLOG!! Finally handed up our final yr project formal report! One thing off my workload now. This 1 week had been real busy and hectic, but on the hand, rather enjoyable too. Chilling out with my teammates and friends. Just feel that time is always running out. Arh, 2nd round of tests coming, shitified! Mum went Thailand for business trip yet again, and Dad had been great, doing all the household chores and buying breakfast for my bro and I. What a wonderful dad I had, lol, I LOVE HIM TO BITS =)

Haven't got the time to get all the formal clothes for presentations and innovex, not even to mention chinese new yr! *sulks* Coming wed is the start of my ivp.. Hope we could at least get into the top4 again =x Yesterday I had dinner wif mr. monkey at NYDC, manz I really do find the main course a lil disappointing again. Only the mudpie was delicious.... After which we went to Tanjong Pagar.. Goodness, nothing there at all manz, all the pubs n ktvs for uncle kinds! And it was drizzling! Off we went to Chinatown and Oh no, the Ice-kachang was almost inedible. What a day, lol. But still I had fun and enjoyed myself~ =)

Alright, finally had time to post the pictures below for Xmas, sentosa trip and New yr countdown. *Note* Pictures flood below!

Candid!

Snoopy and Giraffe at Sushi Tei!

Hmm~ What sushi should I eat? =p

Woah! Its Christmas and I'm bringing along 2 kids! HAHA~

Jingle bells jingle bells

We came a long way back since sec 1!

X'mas dessert, CHOCO FONDUE! Sinful!!! But i love it =)

Our friendship are like these strawberries

Fireworks at New yr eve!

A breath-taking moment

Sentosa, here we come!

cheese!

Woah, bread looking so cool and cute sia

Acting rockstars =x

Kawaii neh~

We saw HUSKIES! nice ones..

Bitches beaching.... LOL

Buffet time! WE LOVE BEING FAT LORZ

To eat is bliss =p

2006-01-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

2006 New Yr Resolutions:

1. Spent less and save more for a trip!
2. Treat my family better.
3. Control my temper and emotions.
4. Work hard for the things I want.
5. Complete tasks/goals, don't give up halfway.
6. Be stronger than before (emotionally and physically)
7. Learn to forget.
8. Take things easier.
9. Get a gd job after I graduate in March.
10. Save as much as I can coz I wanna buy a damn car though I dont know how many more years that will be!

So above are my resolutions for the yr 2006. I may not be able to do them all.. but i'll keep in mind to try n at least improve on them =)

2006-01-02T09:54:00.000+08:00

Kingkong was quite a nice but heart-wrenching show...
3 long hours..
The fire works were amazing and breath-taking.
The crowd was horrid.
Its a brand new yr..
But I'm not happy at all.
Can someone tell me why?

2005-12-31T10:09:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.. Happy New yr to all!~!

These few days had been really enjoying myself to the fullest with my team mates, darlings, frens n sisters! The whole of this week seems to past by sooooooo darn fast =) And I officially announced that I am BROKE!!!! SPENT LIKE MAD WOMAN during this 1 week of holiday!~ Arggg~ There are plenty of pictures to upload but I haven't got the time~ Will do it some day when I'm free...

Yesterday went to Sentosa with my darlings.. woohoo, the weather was splendid! It was rather crowded n some workers there were building tents n stands for tonight's COUNTDOWN foam party~ After tanning n playing for like 3 or 4 hrs we went to had sakae buffet~ Im definitely getting fatter days by days.. and I dun care! lolz... Yesterday was just super tired and shagged to the max!

I only have 3 more days to enjoy myself before the start of horror comes again! When sch reopens, its really busy busy busy! And wtf manz, I lost my sch admin card and I got to go and do one more again. Why did this only happened during the last sem!?!? Sheez... Lets see.. 3 formal reports due in January and I havent START doing anything.. FYP formal report due on the 6th Jan~ 3 modules presentations coming up all in Jan... FYP presentation also coming up... 2nd round of TESTS nearing soon... 19th to 21th will be having our Innovex exhibition.. and 9th of Jan is the start of my IVP.. OH MY GOSHZ.. looking at all these makes me dizzy.. Tomorrow gonna be good n stay at home n clear as many reports n powerpoint slides as I can =(

Heh, anyway gonna catch Kingkong later in town... heard its 3 long hrs! havent had the time 2 watch movies for quite sometime already.. the last show I watched was e Longest Yard, heh~ Oh however, I waannna wish everyone a Happy new yr =) 2006 is coming, and I hope it'll be better. A new start, a new beginning.. Throw behind those sad stuffs n move on ahead.. 2006, here I come =D

2005-12-25T12:11:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS to ALL =)

HoHoHo merry Xmas to everyone! I had a fun time yesterday. Met up wif my darlings.. we went Orchard. Damn, it was crowded I tell you! We had early and long dinner at Sushi Tei and after that was some photo-takin session -lolz- We happened to walked around town after dinner... Its such a jolly day. You see smiles on everyone's face. People were wearing Xmas hatz.. spraying paints and snow all over.. The lightings were beautiful.. And you can hear Christmas songs everywhere on the street. Its just splendid. After which we went to Cine and had our dessert of the day. Man, this was SINFUL. We had fondue fun chocolate!! HEAVEN~ Pretty expensive but all worth it. Everyone was practically staring at us with envy eyes.. dipping the fruits, marshmellows, brownie n icecream in the hot flow of chocolate... =p

Bread is crazy. Shes all high after eating chocolatez =x After that Dor brought us to see her guy frens... her frens were setting up stalls selling those spray cans, hats, etc.. But unfortunately, this yr, they have policemen going everywhere to catch people without liscence opening a stall.. Crap.. and he got $150 fine right on the spot!! *Gasp* Ok, after which bread, Janice n I went to play pool. Followed bread back to her house n took the car n off we went for supper. Slept at 5am... damn tired~

Lastly, thank God for everything. Without Him, I'm simply just Nothing.
Hmm... can santa grant me my xmas wish? If I could have one that is to recieve loads n loads of love... I wish theres more love btw human beings.. I'm not asking for too much, am I? =p

2005-12-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

No school! =)

HoHoHo~! Santa claus is coming to town~! Christmas is so soon and everyone is already in the festive mood. No doubt its the same for me. Get to see friends whom I missed badly =) Haven't been meeting my polar bear for a long time already and not forgetting my snoopy. Always so busy =/ Well, next week got no sch as its our e-learning week and the following week also no sch as its our holidays. But got to really spend this time wisely to finish up all the reports especially our final yr project *sulkz* Hopefully everything works out well. And hopefully, all my friends are doing fine, or even bettter than fine =D

2005-12-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

&*%#(*&#&^@)!%^

Its frustrating when you know something should be happening ain't happening.
Its irritating when you have to put up with or face ppl you don't like.
Its heart-breaking when you see how bitterly ur gd fren is crying from a failed relationship.
Its tiring when things don't always turn out the way you wished.
Its eating me up when I don't know why I do things back-firing myself.
Heck, this post sucks and might not even make sense.
Its my rantings.
Pardon me.

2005-12-03T15:37:00.000+08:00

This week was quite a sucky week =/ Anyway, I had added something new to my blog. Its pictures! Right at the last page which is just above the tag-board =)

2005-11-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

Boo! Its been a long time since I updated. Getting really busy and lazy hahaz.. So my blog is oh-so-dead. Weds are the best! Can wake up late and just go school for 1 tutorial, so I finally cld find time and have the mood to blog =/ Nx week gonna have alot of testsssss.. sianz.. but fortunately the role play ended already. So stress and funny can -_-! heh, nowadays the weather so coooold~ Want to go swimming or sun-tanning also cannot =( Right, Christmas is near the corner, HoHoHo! Santa Claus is coming to town! =D

2005-11-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

Cest La Vieeee~

The workload in school is getting heavier.. but still, I can feel that I've been slacking and enjoying a little too much. The thought of that roleplay just dampen my mood totally. Week 5 is coming soon, which means we'll be having our tests =( Plus, we now got to prepare for the fyp Innovex.. and to think that my Ivp also clashes with Innovex. GOSH, SO MANY THINGS. School was okay this week =/ We went to South Bouna Vista twice this week just to have that yummylicious duck rice.. fantastic =)

On Wed, after training, owl treated us to dinner... We had dinner at FOSTERS, which was a pretty cool restaurant. Nice food and ambience. The live singer there was alright too =x Anyway, the dinner kinda cost a bomb. After which we went to TCC. And here is a big 'THANK YOU' to mister owl for ur generous treat to all of us =D Its such a wonderful feeling to not go to sch on every Friday! Yesterday was fun. Met Meow, Nezha, Auntie lim n Huijie. Shihui's dog soooooooooooo cute! Grown so big already~ Anyway, Yihui treated us to dinner at Pizza Hut and ktv~ MANZ, the Kbox on Friday nights damn expensive manz... Well, doesn't really matters as long as we did enjoy ourselves =) Then met snoopy for lunch earlier on just now. Hey, I know u'll be reading this, so this 1 is for u : you SUCKS at uno and I SUCKS at monopoly. HAHAHAHAAHA! Below are some pics 4 the past 2 weekz =)

Yihui and Ying at KTV

US

Supppppper =)

In Essential Brews~

Group pic~

Don't know the name, Ian, Dan

Walasss

Grace n LF in Eski Bar

Being vain in Eski!

2005-11-12T13:23:00.000+08:00

MY WEEKZ

Wow, a week has past and this week was rather busy and enjoyable for me... Hmm, lets see ~ =)

Friday:
Yesterday was kind of fun. Grace, LF, Bananaman, Ryao and I met up with the 01 class guys to try out the new outlet of 'Eski Bar' opened at Holland Village. They were there since 6pm plus but we only reached like 9.. It was the last order for happy hour (6-9) so Dan ordered for us a pitcher of Ribeana vodka. Its 2 pitcher in all as it was a one-for-one. Anyway, we thought the drink wasnt really nice. The place was about 10degs cold but they do offer you jackets if you request for it. But yesterday was so packed that we don't even feel cold. We stayed there for like 2 hours playing cards and chilling. Whats interesting was the 'cold room'. Its -3 deg and its feaking cold. Theres alot of Angmohs there too =/ Can't stay there for long. Wonder how the bartender inside can tahan lol. After that we had supper. Actually we wanted to haf crystal jade but long queue even like 12midnite. Ended up sharin 1 super large fried rice and horfun. Very full but freakin cheap lol. After that we went to wala but full house! Ended up in Essential Brews. Nice place, nice ambience, nice tea.. We left around 2am and I shared a cab with Grace and Daniel.. while Lfong shared with Ian and Raven. Poor Ryao, the only 1 who live at Sengkang but I think dumpling was kind enuff to drive him home =x Reached home and I was dead beat..

Wednesday:
Didn't go school as only haf 1 hour of lecture for the Life science elective module. Went for training straight away.. After which Kelvin, Val and I went for dinner. Gqiu was supposed to join us but fly us aeroplane...Then Cindy went to meet fren... haha.. next week we got free dinner by Mr gqiu =x Got his 1st 2mths pay ever since he joined airforce. Anyway, it was the 1st time I sat in Val's new car, Mazda 3. The inside of the car is freaking nice and cool! Love the red neon lights and the radio display thing.. stylo manz.. lucky girl she is =) We had Thai express for dinner n then tea.. yumm..

Tuesday:
Met my dearest bestie for dinner. Sort of sending her off for her M'sia trip! Ate so much that nite.. can really feel we turning into piggies soon.. haha.. Gonna miss you though you're only away for a few days and yeah, You're coming back tonite! Then happened to saw Andrew.. such a coincidence! Then waited for him and bestie went home tog wif him.. Hope u enjoyed urself in Genting gal =)

2005-11-06T10:11:00.000+08:00

LOVE

To Love Is To Risk Not Being Loved In Return,
To Hope Is To Risk Pain,
To Try Is To Risk Failure,
To Live Is To Risk Death...
But Risk Must Be Taken,
Because The Greatest Hazard In Life...
Is To Risk Nothing....

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.

2005-11-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l

Haven't been blogging much.. I'm getting more and more lazy to do so.. lolz.. Sch reopened~ 1st week was not badz, plus there were 2 public holidays... WEE!! But, this week coming to an end already.. hahaz.. Hmm anywayz, Happy Deepavali and Hari Raya Haji to all =) Went for training on Wed.. Realised I forgot my damn wallet! Sweat manz, was wondering if I lost it or left it at home. But thank god, I didn't lost it! Cindy didn't came as she was sick =( Anyway after that, Valerie and I had dinner with Qiu and Kel at Clementi.. After which we went to Hv for Starbucks.. Saw Jas and she came joined us after work.. ended up playing daidee lolz.. Reached home like 12 plus at night and Im totally exhausted, esp by the training...

Then went to meet Ziying, Meow and Shihui at town today. We had lunch n dinner outside. Town was damn crowded today manz! And then again, yihui didn't turn up. Sadded. Always fly us aeroplane =( I just dont really like it when people fly aeroplane or always late. Anyway, I enjoyed myself very much. okayz, feeling very tired. Wanna slp early tonight. =) tata!

2005-10-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Holidays over!

Dum dee dum! Holidays are over! Gosh, so fast!! Lucky this coming week got 2 public holidays. But so happy gonna see my Jie mei huas soon =D Met Qiu and Kevin today for dinner. So long never see them already.. So interesting to hear them talking about the airforce stuffs and 'taste in gals topic' =x We are really chillers. Went to NYDC for dinner then after that to coffee bean.. and proceed to 211 roof terrace cafe. I love the ambience there. Perfecto! Then, happened to walked past sweet secrets, saw snoopy working ! =p They being very gentlemen, sent me home by cab.. Sighs, actually tml wanna go sun-tanning but LF say weather report stated it will rain tml =( And tml got to wake up like 6plus am again. *yawns* gtg slp liaos.. nite ppl~

2005-10-26T09:50:00.000+08:00

Rain drops keep fallin on my head~

Wee, went to ktv with Snoopy and Bread ytd.. After which we went to town. Bloody hell, raining like cats n dogs and we had no umbrella. Waited for like 20mins at the bus-stop. Can't stand it anymore so we heck and ran to Far-East. Ping and I wanted to buy slip-ons. Goodness, nowadays really alot of chiong Brikens.. Well, we got our slip ons and we had early 'dinner'. Then got to see Kevin.. haha so funny. Glad to see my bestie so happy. Happy 6 mths to the both of you =p After which, Bread and I just shopped and roamed around... It was gettin late and I got to meet a friend at holland V. Well, I really enjoyed myself. Wanna thank you girls =) Riight, got to go sch for training now. -signing off-

2005-10-24T09:14:00.000+08:00

Pictures~ Taken on Oct 11th to celebrate Jas n Lq's birthday =p

Love this pic, US outside Sun wif Moon restaurant

Tantalizing food =D~

Liews, Bread looked damn cool in this pic. Like some yandao =/

Chillin at Holland V's TCC =)

2005-10-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

Yippie yup yup~

Weekends! right, lets see what I had been doing for the past few days... Nothing much actually. Friday I met Lifong for crystal jade at HV. The ambience there was not bad but the aircon is bloody cold!!! All my arm hair standing lol. People who are close to me will know what i mean =p After which we chilled at Gelare.. got one Lijuan look-alike, damn funny. Dont know what happened to the 2 of us. We were crazy and ended up in Fosters.. The Ladies' Ribeana vodka cocktail was really nice. We went out and both of our face were as red as the monkey's backside. It was 11 plus and we didnt wanna miss the last bus. But we felt so embarrassed to take the bus. Reached bt batok like 12 and really fortunately there was still this last bus of 176 and 178... Sat I basically went for a swim and slacked at home. Lucky to have vcds accompanying me =)

And later gonna meet Jas n Bread for dinner and chillin.. boo... really BROKE manz. Next week we still going KBox and stuffs -_-! Save up save up. But heck, its the last week of our holidays! Really have to enjoy ourselves before the horror of sch starts again =) Alright, gotto go prepare already, tcare guys. ADIOS. Oh yah, and I just changed my blog song.. I really love this song =)

2005-10-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

=)

Went back to sch on Tues for our project again. All we can do is to wait for the perfect thickness of fibres we want so we ended up playing daidee like the whole damn day -_-!

Went back to school for training yesterday. Its been like one whole semester since I turned up for training. Anyway, Jas went along too.. Wahlau, and Valerie is so fortunate! Her dad just bought her a carbon grey Mazda 3 just for herself.. Saw her car ytd, chio manz.. I always tell her shes borned in a silver spoon.. Anyways, we met up with bread after training for the 40 yr old virgin movie. It was alriiight. Brother said that European Gigaloo is much nicer and more hilarious..

Then, bread came to my house till like mid night. Wahlau, she so into this PS2 and I'm not. I just find it borin and stuffs.. And most of the games that my bro has are those fighting ones. I even fell asleep watching her playz. I got so bored with PS2 so I went to my room and use my com and who knows, the next min, all I could hear is my bro and bread laughing so loudly and enjoying the game together. They were happily playing away and I think they can really click becoz they are totally into the same stuffs, like games, animes, mangas, etc.. It really stunned me becoz my bro had never ever had a conversation wif my girlfriends for like more than 3 lines.. Haha, however its gettin late and I sent Bread down.. I feel so physically tired. Maybe too long didnt go for training.. Oh yar, and Im really happy cause I got my results like ytd. I had B, B, B, B, B+, dist, C. I am really satisfied and happy even though the distinction that I got was for an ICA module =D

2005-10-17T08:49:00.000+08:00

The pain is fucking inevitable. Everything just sucks so much.

2005-10-15T10:22:00.000+08:00

Cute waiters 0_o

Time flies! Its the weekends again.. Manz, 4 more days and my results will be out =/. Anyway, met up with Lifong for pool ytd night and after which we went to Railmall's Liquids cafe and chill till late night. That cafe really not bad. This time not only the food and drinks are good, the new batch of waiters who work on Friday nights are not bad too manz. This 2pid Lifong, everytime he come out to serve or whatever, LF will look at me and give me a face and we'll "arm chio". (whatever la, dont know how to spell) Its so freaking obvious manz. lol, well heck. Hope you're feeling better after ytd. No more depression thingy ok! =)

Lifong gettin thinner, I gettin FATTER.

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Smile =)

:: Vain-ness ::

2005-10-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

Thumbs Up

We had an incredible and amazing night yesterday. We made a reservation at the 'Sun With Moon' Japanese restaurant and thank God we did. The restaurant is always FULL-HOUSE be it lunch or dinner time! I highly recommend this place and it is a must-try =) The ambience is perfect and the food was absolutely yummylicious. There was nothing more I could ask for. The sashimi and the sukiyaki tastes oh-so-damn-bloody-good. After trying the sukiyaki, we think that Sushi Tei had no fight at all mans. But however, the price is slightly on the high-range. The total bill was about $120++ but the ambience of the restaurant plus the quality of the food really makes me think its all worth it =)

After which, the 4 of us shared a cab down to holland village. We went to the TCC and chilled and the ice blended drinks there were kind of cool. However, so many funny incidents happened there. The waitresses there are hell of humourous.
Anyway, went back to school today again to do our fyp. Damn funny. We actually ordered the kfc delivery to the lab when we could actually walk to foodcourt 5. The person must be thinking that we're nuts lol. Oh yeah, and we found out that our lab technician actually idolise Osama bin laden. I ain't joking manz. This is so crazy and freakish! Scare the hell out of Grace and me =/

Oh yeah, and Happy 2oth birthday snoopy! GROW UP OK?!?! =x

Sun with Moon restaurant!

the MUST TRY sukiyaki

Chillin at Holland V

2 birthday gurls

Happy 20th birthday Bestie =)

SO CUTE!!! And I love it so much =p Thanks ar!!!

2005-10-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

Holidays?

Wow, time flies. Its the weekend already! This past one week of my holidays had been quite wonderful.. Watching of movies, swimming with bestie, playing of pool with friends and chillin at coffee bean... The only bad thing is, I'm going BROKE! lolz.. Anyway, yesterday night I went to my grandpa's house. Its his 91st birthday. Its really important and meaningful~ And I really feel happy to see him still strong and healthy... Guess I'll be slacking and resting at home today. Manz, we haven't touch on our fyp as we can't contact the TSO. If he goes on missing like that, the 3 of us can go and eat grass. I feel like theres so much we havent do.. Hmm anyway, I'm so looking foward to Tuesday.. yay~

2005-10-04T10:49:00.000+08:00

Myth.

Watched The Myth with Jas ytd.. Well, not too bad. But seriously, I don't really like Jackie Chan and his movies all these while~ I always thought that his shows were exaggerating and The Myth had proved me so too. lolz, but there ain't any good shows recently. We're waiting for 'Into The Blue' by Jessica Alba.. looks nice.. heh.. yupz anyway read the papers and saw the news about the Bali bombings again. Man, this really sucks. An eye for an eye will eventually leads the world to the blind.

2005-10-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

Moments which I cherished

On Sat, I met Nezha at Far East to buy Huijie's present for her 20th birthday. Lol, in the end we decided to get her something she doesn't have. Its been quite a long time since we met up as everyone is busy with hectic sch work and exams. But man, the feeling was great. A pity that Yihui couldnt make it. Anyways, after that we meet meowmeow for dinner and off we went to Holland village.. Shihui's leg was badly injured =/ Girl, better take gd care of your wound huh, its darn big and rather serious! Anyway, the feelin was damn good. Can feel the total relieve after my papers and recollecting all the memories and fun we had in sec sch. Like how the 5 of us had gone through EVERYTHING and so much and how time flies and all of us are 20 now. We chilled till 11 plus as we didnt wanna miss the last bus. Anyway the photo taking was damn crappy and corny but the pics are all in shihui's cam!

Riiiight, so many important dates coming up! Like my bestie's and bread's birthday =) And hopefully snoopy is coping well. Read your blog and you're like so sad and lost. *pats* hang in there alright, coz we'll be hanging out tml for some fun. And I know im naggy! But juz to let you know I'm always here for you, anytime baby~

Me and Nezha (ying)

2005-09-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

WHee Whee~

Oh yea, finally! Exams are overrrrrr. Huge relieve and freedom comin~! hehz, right now just left with final year project =) Semesters after semesters, passing by so quickly. Time really flies. I kind of feel so old. Haa. But its all for good I guess. Wee.. today is my mum's birthday and tomorrow is Shihui's birthday. Happy birthday mans! Welcome to the over-20-yr-old-gang. lolz. I'm feeling quite tired and shagged right now. I didn't sleep for the whole night until today at 6a.m. Yesterday was our last paper and we went for pool followed by bbq cum steamboat at Turf City. Man, that was quite sucky anyway. We wld have preferred going to Marina instead. After which they came my house for overnight mahjong. Crazy idea, we actually wanna go down and swim but didnt in the end. End up watching shows n playing mahjong but I was dead tired dozing off.. I mean who wouldn't? After all the horrible late nights muggin yea. Felt like a pig recently. Eat n eat n eat. And we even called for 40 pieces mcnuggets delivery at 4am. My oh my, Im turin to a... PIG!

2005-09-26T10:06:00.000+08:00

T-R-U-S-T

Trust is a fragile thing.
Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom.
But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover.
Of course, the truth is, we never know who we can trust.
Those we're closest to can betray us.
And total strangers can come to our rescue.
In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves.
Its really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.

-Mary Alice, Desperate Housewives.

Well said.. hurhur.. okay enuff of the craps, gtg library now =)

2005-09-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

Longest Yard Rockssss!

Met Gil today for the movie - The Longest Yard at Plaza Singapura and I must say that this movie was really goooood. I've been waiting for this show for like really long, as I was horribly occupied by my busy schedule. But finally, I caught the show today =) And it wasn't a let down. Its totally funny and a great way to dis-stress myself from my exams! Had been mugging till bonkers at horrible late nights and gone peer studyin with my clique lately. We always do the last-min-mug-like-crazy style. Haha! Anyways, Wed is my final paper and I havent laid a finger on it yet. Deeeep shit! heh but will be going to library tml to study hard! After the movie, I met jas for dinner. Been a long time since I saw my snoopy.. I love all the girls who added colours into my life =) And Im missing my gd buddies frm my sec sch. But its okay, we'll be meeting soon =D

2005-09-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

phew.. 1 last paper to go on Wed... gogogo! And after that, ITS MY HOLIDAYSZ!! *Screaammmmmmmmms* Heh.

2005-09-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

The Blogsssss

Wee, happy lantern festival to all though its tomorrow =p Today all my mum's side relatives came. So fun, can see my grandparents and cousins too~ So much food & mooncakes! Seriously, i've been gaining weight like quite ALOT. This always happens to me when its exams period time. *Sighz* Yesterday went muggin with the galz and we indulged in so much food yet again... haaz, guess its really time for me to hit the gym or do some regular swimming after my exams! Can't wait for exams to finish mans.. Theres nothing much to blog about actually. Jas always warned me to tone down and I think its very true. I've learnt bitter lessons and so blog entries from now should all be very vague and not too private. I dare not blog too detailed too after the past few incidents. It really sucked like even a blog can get myself into some shits. Haaz, or maybe I should be like Jasmine.. change to a new blog totally and only give the address to my close friends and cliques to prevent from troubles and unwanted visits. I really feel like doing so but its really a pity when I have to delete this blog which I took some effort to set it up! And the sad thing is Blogspot isn't like dairyland whereby you can lock ur blog and request for a password! Heh, anyway Jasmine dear, your new blog is so cute and nice CAN! DOESN'T SUITS U HAHAHAHAHA!

2005-09-16T12:30:00.000+08:00

Im having..... EXAMS BLUE.... *bahz*

2005-09-15T15:49:00.000+08:00

You Are a Mai Tai

You aren't a big drinker, but you'll drink if the atmosphere is festive.And when you're drunk, watch out! You're easily carried away.

What Mixed Drink Are You?

This is quite true and hilarious. Reminds me of myself chasing cat and singing wierd songs with Rongyao at the chalet~

2005-09-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

Careless me

Its a long day for me.. Went ktv in the morning after that Dor and Jas came my house. We went for a swim, then tennis and then back to swimming again.. I'm feeling so exhausted.. After that we ordered delivery. Had a long chat in my room.. Then Dor suggested to go for a drink and I drove them there. As usual, we chilled at Liquids.. It was supposed to be a very enjoyable and happy day for me. But later in the night, I guess my mood was spoiled and screwed up. Had no idea what happened to me. On my way sending Jas and Dor home, I made a very major mistake. Almost met an accident. It was so near.. definitely a narrow escape.. I felt awfully sorry for putting my friends' life in danger. Thank God nothing happened. I wondered if Im too tired or what but its the 1st time I almost met with 2 accidents in the night. I'm really freaked out and its kind of replaying in my mind... I guess I'm not awake and careful enough.. All I can say is, Thank God that my friends and I are safe and sound. And hopefully I'll not have phobia or flashbacks. Sighz, this sucks. =(

2005-09-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

Cest La vie

Woohooooo! Finally all the high weightage ICA tests are down! But today's paper wasn't really easy man. But I can't expect much either since I fell asleep ytd night and only started muggin today during our 4 hours break. Im just hoping for a B grade. Lifong told me on the bus today that 2 people got sued and charged because they wrote something in their blogs showing that they were racists or anti-some-religion kind of thing. This is sooooo wierd. I mean I thought blogs were meant for us to write anything and state our own free views? Goodness.. Hmm, my 1st exam paper is in one week's time. So fast! Envy my sisters in Np who are finishing their exams >_<

Im so happy! No need 2 go sch anymore for now and going to ktv wif frens tml =D AND Mum is finally sponsoring me in buying e Brikenstock/Papillio after much persuasion heh~ Recentlly, many of my friends are heartbroken & depressed over relationships... I hope you guys cheer up and be strong. Love is a BITCH, you should just enjoy yourselves in crazy outings, bury yourself with yummylicious food, indulgence in shopping sprees, enjoying ur freedom of single life which allows you to ogle at guys/gals and date many at a one time. Whatever larhs, doing anything as long as it makes u happy or smile =) Cheerios* This is life afterall.. cest la vie~

Oh yar! And I wanted to say sorry to Joyce for squashing her Q boy's eyes..They were dented... =( I'm sorry, forgive me baby?

2005-09-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

TIME

Today marks the 24th yr marriage anniversary of my parents. Dad wanted bro and I to join them at dinner in a restaurant at Clarke Quay. The food was nice. The ambience was perfect. I'm so happy to see my parents still going strong and loving. I hope I can be like them in the future lolz. Anyway exams are SO near. I bascially just did my stuffs and slacked at home today. Tml is Sunday, time to mug for the ICA tests! =/

Time is too slow for people who wait,
Time is too swift for people who fear,
Time is too long for people who grieve,
Time is too short for people who rejoice,
Time is eternity for people who love.
It really depends on the individuals on how you want your time to be passed =)

2005-09-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

Went for pool wif Miss Neo todayz

soooo nice

2005-09-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

Suicide? COME ON!

Jenn wei is right. I can say goodbye to my Brikens. I'm so bad at saving money. I spend like nuts. Once I have $ with me, I'll spend it away hah. This week and next week don't really need to go school. R-O-C-K-S. I thought that not going to school will make me mug harder at home but hell no. I'm either always going out, at my com, watchin vcds, sleeping, or walking up and down my house.. practically anything except studyin! Went to Holland V earlier on again wif my frens.. I actually thought of buying the body shop's body scrub... smells terrific.. but I forgotten! So muddle-headed. And lucky I never miss the last bus again.. I've been spending so much on cabs recently.. *huge sigh*

A break-up is a start of a new relationship. Many at times we hear people complaining how painful breakups can be and how bad it is that they want to commit suicide but that is so very selfish and dumb. I mean I don't understand how people can commit suicide for love. Compare to patients who have cancer illness, compare to people who were borned handicapped, compare to people who lost their loved ones through disasters, its like an ant case. Its nothing. I mean I had gone through and understands how heart-breaking and how messed up one's life can be when going through break-ups but suicide had never ever crossed my mind. Because my parents, God and frens love me very so. And most of all, its so-not-worth-it. I have a friend who almost died of suicide because of love. I feel ultimate disappointment after knowing it. Is it worth it? Its painful but time can slowly heal you. I believe there is a better and more suitable someone for you out there. Like they say, "old one don't go, new one don't come."

2005-09-03T03:46:00.000+08:00

Shagged maggotz!

Today was an extreme long and shagged day. Felt so tired earlier on and even doze off on our way back but now after a bath, I can't sleep anymore! Its gonna be 4am soon and I can't slp >_<

This morning went to sch from 8 - 9 just for a test. Arh, the test was quite hard. Think I screwed up the long questions part. After which, bazhang brought us to a damn ulu place for the very famous duck rice. Its really not bad. Quite nice. The only bad thing is that it is located too ulu inside South Bouna Vista. After that we girls went for ktv at Clementi and the guys didn't want to go ktv. They wanted to watch The Maid.. Diaoz.. horror movie~ I most detest it haha. Anyway, so long never go ktv already. GOSH, got raped by 2 crazy gals inside somemore!

After that went home and took a rest.. Met the guys and grace at 10pm plus and went down to Sengkang to find Ryao. Hopefully he is and feeling alright =) Chatted till around midnight and we went Ryao's house. Wow, his house so neat =) Neater than mine! We actually wanted to catch a midnight show but it was already 1 plus am and most cinemas dont have shows. Singapore is so boring! In the end we decided to go somewhere at Serangoon Central, the Chomp Chomp. Ended up at a cafe. Had our drinks and chilled.. Everyone gettin tired with bloodshots at the eyes.. n so we headed home. It was quite a quiet Friday night.. Yippie, tml is Saturday =D no sch rocks.

2005-09-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

Nissan Fairlady vroooooom!

We love sakae's buffet so much =/

Moi Darling~

Thongs wearing so high can be quite a turn-off. But my class's guys love it HAHA.. took this at sch foodcourt ~_~

2005-09-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

You captivate me..

Shoik, today never go school.. so long didn't have this kind of feeling =) Met Fanny at Holland V's breko. Had a long chat, thank God I didn't miss the last bus, if not gonna spend money on cab again.. Even on a wed's night, Holland Village is flooded with people. I love the ambience there and there are always promising gd lookin people there haha. Few weeks ago, I've got to know someone whom I think is really special and great. Someone who really captivates me and interest me. But somehow I feel so unmotivated at the same time. Maybe its because Im still damn tired over the past or I always feel inferior. I think I'm never good enough for that person. And needless to say, I think he is way beyond my reach. Right, time to slp... tml gotto wake up early again =(

2005-08-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

So unlucky!

Wee, finally tomorrow can rest at home. argh, today's presentation was horrible especially the Q&A part. Grace and I also anyhow hantam for the questions that we don't know. So shitty! Heck! since its over. Still have roleplay on Thurs, gosh! Today was freakin unlucky! As I was alighting bus 173, one guy behind me accidentally stepped on my sandals so HARD, then piak.. I could no longer walk, the front of it is torned! Why do I always have such encounter? The lasttime was just less than 1 month ago, with Jenn wei 'playing' with me... and now again!!!!! SHIT! I can't even walk down the bus. Have to walk with 1 feet naked. And from the bus-stop back to my condo was DAMN FAR. As I was walking back, every passerby was lookin at my damn feet -_-"" There were 2 bangala construction workers opposite my condo and when they saw me walking like that, they LAUGH and giggle. Damn man I vow I'm not racist but becoz of this I really don't like bangalahs. *grr* The night was better. Met a fren for dinner and all the anger and moodiness sort of subsided. =) Slping time!

2005-08-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

Charlie & the Chocolate Factory

Willy wonka~ Willy wonka~ Haha that Johnny Depp so whacky. Watched Charlie and the Chocolate factory. So farni. Love that little boy called Charlie to bits! Hes soooooo adorable and cute =D

Tadahhhh, whacky whacky~

Charlie - gosh, so cute CAN

2005-08-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

>_<

Yeah, I finally finished Tan yy's Formal report and case study! *Phew* Now left with the presentations and journal only heh. I can't sleep, don't know why... thats why I came to blog some rubbish 0_- And trying to sort out my ipod songs... I miss my Snooopy and my besties... =( And I wanna go overseas so badly!

Yesterday when I went to town with my frens, I saw so many sports car in one day. At least 8. Saw one black Lambourgihni, one yellow ferrari, 1 Nissan fairlady, 1 toyota Celica, etc etc... I wonder why these people have so much money to buy such cars. But seriously, its like so not worth it if you buy sports car in S'pore. So many traffic lights and you can't speed at all! And usually these people are darn arrogant and snobbish. Not all but most I supposed. Anyway, don't play play, one day you guys might just caught me in a new beetle convertible. HAHA! IN MY DREAMS.... Right, below are 2 designs of Papillio which I really thought and considered of buying. Gotto save up 1st since it cost me a freaking $129 per pair! >_<

*_*

*droolz*

Here is a wonderful quote: "Do not grieve over the past, for it is gone. Do not worry about the future, for it has yet to come. As long as it is called today, live this day as if it was your last, and you will find each day worth living for!"

2005-08-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

Busy weekz

Been a some time since I update. Thats becoz I had been busy rushing all the reports and assignments! Got our exams schedule, its less than 1 month's time. Eeeks! Changed my blog song. I really love this song and its meaningful~ But I was shocked that it was sang by Sly. I didn't really like him but who cares as long as the song is nice Heh. Anyway, I wanna wish Miss Gracey a Happy 21st Birthday =) Hopefully you would like the prezzies we got for you. Must use huh... BIG and CHIO *lolz* We went to Wheel lock's Sakae today for the buffet.. Ate so much!~ Hmm.. bought some ipod accessories at the apple centre. Ipod's stuffs are damn nice but freaking costly! The slip ons at Brikenstock are nice too. I'm really broke! Spending like nuts these few weeks and there are so many August babies *_* Sians, tmr got test again -_-"" Hope I won't screw it.

2005-08-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

Throw everything behind and smile. Ain't gonna let anymore things affect me! Met Jasmine sweetie today for breakfast and snipsnip.. Got to finish all the assignments and formal report by this week! Tomorrow going for Grace's 21st birthday party. Hope everything will be fun then =)

2005-08-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

Journals that hurt

*Grumbles* Had to do an irritating journal for Madam Oringa. I hate writing journals or essays. I used to love it but no longer do now. We had to do 3! And everytime I write journals, I came across a rollercoaster of emotions. Each and everytime I write a journal, it would make me think back and feel alot, some that casted a smile and some that carved a scar. I guess at times I'm really too emotional and weak =/ While writing the journal, I had many flash backs.

For my first journal I wrote about the seperation of a loved one through death. And for the current one I wrote about the lost of a love one but not trough death. Whats the differences? Plenty. Both are very painful but the Seperation from a Loved one is more Painful than the Death of a Loved one. Because even though they're Alive & Around you know you can't ever Talk/See/Hear them but in an Untimely loss you know confirmedly you can never do any of the above. Love and hate is just 1 thin line. Human relationships really do make people feel tired and jaded =)

Bah.. I need a haircut =/

2005-08-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

*argh*

Haven't been blogging these days. Nothing great about my life recently. Exams are near. Everyone is stressed out. I dare not count the work load I have on my hand. 2 formal reports left, 1 assignment, a few datasheets, 2 group presentations and the final yr project... Plus exams in 1 month's time......Argh!!! Really wanna finish them off as soon as possible. Plus theres a test tomorrow. Help is the word!!

Read a fren's blog and I think its time for her to move on. I know its never easy but she has to start doing it. If you gave your heart to someone and he/she broke it, mend it. That is all you can and should do. Its sad to know that we're living in a society and world full of lies. Even best friends can lie to you. Even sisters can just shoot you from behind. Even friends can start backstabbing another person in the same group secretly. Even friends can pretend to like you when they don't at all. Even friends can be selfish and competitive. Even friends can hide their true feelings and be so fake in front of you. Enough of my grumblings =/ I really miss sec sch days. I wished time could turn back *sighz*

2005-08-13T03:40:00.000+08:00

Soothing day~

Feeling damn shagged now but no idea why my eyes are still wide open and I ain't really in the mood to sleep. Bready just sent me home. Million thanks =) I had an incredible enjoyable day today. School was long! Morning till 5pm. After which I rushed home, bathed and met my sweeties. Were supposed to meet at Holland V but bread has car today. We had dinner at the famous 'Wen dong ji' chicken rice stall. It was packed.. A pity Jas couldn't join us for dinner and pool as something happened to her darling =( But at least she made it for the midnight movie.

After having dinner, we went to play pool. The tables were fully booked mans. Saw Dor's friends so they joined in. That guy quite pro. Even had his own cue and he bought it for $140! Gosh... I'll never spent that kind of money. But maybe hes crazy over pool larhs.. After that we headed to Causeway point for the midnight movie - Bewitched. We booked the tickets earlier in the day. Some of the parts were quite hilarious but we thought it wasn't worth a $8.50 on a Friday night~ It was alright because Nicole kidman looks absolutely stunning and gorgeous to me =p After finishing the show it was only like one plus AM so we decided to drop at holland village for some nice drinks and just chit-chat. We found this perfect place with an incredible awesome ambience. We had to take off our shoes and the place was so cozy. Full of cushions~ Its called the Essential Brews. We thought it was 24 hours but argh!! It closes at 2am. Shitified! No choice, left at 2 plus unwillingly but we'll definitely go back there again. Its a splendid place for relaxation.

I guess they were all getting tired. Think Lq even more tired. Drive to quite many places and scare off 3 gals crossing the road. The girls mouth were wide open, Dor and I also stunned. Lq like going to drive to them and knock them down already, but they crazy, red man also cross the road =.= Lq driving very fast for a girl! I feel like some tortise compared to her man *lol* When sending me home got police stop check. The sporeans traffic police like to work at late nights. Often at wee hours can get to see TP cacthing people for speeding or drinking. Argh, pocket really start to have big hole already. SPend so much everyday... alrightz almost four am already, gotto catch some slp. nightz!

Pool time

Dor and Lq. Lq and her mercs =)

Bready.. very 'hiong' driver ~_~

At essential brews. Temptation Island brew with nice background.

2005-08-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

Love is acceptance. When you love someone, you take them into your heart, and that is surely why it hurts so much when we lose someone we love, because we lose a part of ourselves.