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Meet The Fockers and New Year Eve!
Woke up early this morning and met Matt. Had our lunch at Swensens in Holland Village. It wasn't flooded. And then we went to Westmall for the show - Meet The Fockers. Its quite a nice show manz. Quite hilarious =D Almost couldn't get the tickets as the que was rather long. But Thank God =) Somehow, we managed to get it. After the movie, went to shop for present.
Cool, and I was quite surprised to see Andrew working in the Jelita Video Ezy. Hehe. Singapore is really a small world ~_~ After that, went for dinner and chilled. Wasn't able to stay till 12 plus cause my parents don't really like the idea about it =( However, I enjoyed myself today. And yeah, I need a hair cut badly!!! Its annoying!! So long and hot =<
Had been going for trainings lately. Feel so physically tired. Skipped morning lecture today. -shakes head- YESH!!!! Tomorrow no school!!! Woohoo!! Its supposed to be half-day but we got no practical in morning as its the odd week. Cool manz. So darnz happy =D Anyway, tommorrow need to get lots of stuffs. I found this from someone's blog and I think its quite meaningful and true manz. Hehe, so I'll share it here:
Guys wish to be her first love....
Girls wish to be his last love...
"Women are nothing but trouble
And Men are nothing but trouble seekers"
The Killer waves (Tsunami)
Every now and then, when I on the Tv, its about the news on the Tsunami. This is really a disaster taking away so many lives. Aren't we really fortunate to be living in Singapore? At last we are free from earthquakes, flood, volcano eruptions, etc etc.
Actually wanted to watch Meet the Fockers today. But really puzzled!?! Lido and Cine doesn't have that show. Maybe its not even on screen yet?! -scratches head- Anyway, I really enjoyed myself very much today. The pool and the pizza hut. hehe thanks for the treat =P
Hmm...
Went to sch early in the morning. Monday blues! Boring monday. 9 - 5pm. After that went to Training with Cindy. My skills really getting worse. Coz of the attachment, I had been so slack. So now had to train twice a week. Arg, I only left half a month to train up =(. 1st match is on the 17th. Gotto go bath and do my tutorials. Tomolo 8 am! =~( nitez ppl =D
The truth (Dagger words)
Today spent my day watching the whole Korean drama! So nicee.. arg! havent do my maths tutorial... Grrr... Shitz manz... Tommorrow still have xtra training >=( Thanks to one of my fren, today I could finally see the true colours and answers I'm waiting for so long. Though each and every word was like a dagger stabbing through my heart, I finallly came to realise and wake up. I thank God for allowing me to see the light. I know what to do from right now.
1st Time Golfing and a Shopping SPREE!!
I enjoyed myself today sooo much! Its the 1st time I tried golf at the driving range with dad in club. I used to think golf is such a boring game but amazingly it interest me! Its fun and really cool. Just that the iron are kind of heavy. Hehe. Dad wants me to learn if I have the free time so I could accompany him play when he is old =) I would be more than happy to do so.
Anywayz, after that, I went home for a nap and rest. And then off to Raffles City. Cause.. its the... MANGO SALES!!!!!! We went Raffle's one as we predicted Orchard's outlet would be flooded with human jam. But, Raffles ain't any better -.-" Anyway 3/4 of the clothes are sold at 50% OFF! I bought 3 tops and a skirt =D =D =D The feeling of shopping is really splendid. Provided you must have $$! Unlike window shopping where you can only craved for the stuffs you like =/ I had been spending way too much $ today! But thank God I got some money from attachment *hee* =) After that went to nearby restaurant and had dinner with my friends. Not a bad Christmas afterall =]
Merry Christmas to All =D
Unfeeling Christmas?
Its Christmas eve today. Its like a blink of an eye and its Christmas again. I could still clearly remember going to City Harvest last year with that someone for the celebration. Not forgetting the Orchard road and stuffs. This year is kind of different. Christmas is celebrated with my loved ones like relatives n families instead. Though they ain't chirstians, Christmas is still a festive to them.
Speaking of this, I could hardly wait for the day to witness my parents get saved. Non-chirstians may find this "ridiculous" but thats my biggest fear as a Christian. At times, I had to admit I'm such a weak Chirstian. I always did the wrong things and I somehow could always feel that I'm drifting away from our Lord. Yes, all humans do the wrong things. But knowing that its wrong and you still do it makes you feel even worse. I just feel so hopeless at times.
I had no idea what to comment about this year, 2004. I longed for a better new year (2005) ahead. Looking back, this year had been extremely bad and painful for me. Its Christmas and I don't feel happy at all. Its not like last year's Christmas. It was definitely much better. This year just seemed so horrible. I witness plenty good friends of mine breaking up (including myself) and not to mention my failure of not getting into the option I wanted to study. And somehow I juz feel so far away from my buddies. Everyone of us gets busy with our own life, and I could just feel the 'fading' in the burning of the friendship which once used to be much stronger and everlasting. And even sadly, I lost my soulmate. I didn't cherish the relationship enough and just turned everything away. This is so unlike me.
Writing this post, I suddenly feel so painful and torn apart. I hate to admit that I missed that special someone at times and its always killing me inside. No one ever said it would be easy. I wonder why a break up could end up so hurting. This is probably the hardest thing I had ever done so far. And its so true that: time do not heal ALL wounds. Time only covers up the wound. It never seemed to be able to heal totally. No matter how hard you try, there will just be this unremovable scar. I did move on. But occasionally, you just can't seems to erase that person off your mind. And that feeling is beyond words. You can just feel the silent killing moment in your heart. I bet its worse than anything else.
Somehow I just missed the days you made me laugh. I missed the days when we had long walks back home. I missed the days you showered me with your gifts. I missed the days we would be having ice-creams together like kids. I missed the days watching movies with you. I missed playing tennis with you. I missed falling asleep on your shoulders or laps. I missed waiting for you on our dates. I missed the dinners with you. I missed the sweet smses I used to get from you. I missed waiting for you on MSN. I missed holding your hands. I missed the way you looked at me with ur amazing eyes. I missed your thick eye-brows and your trade-mark elmo smile. I missed your dog. I missed your mum. I missed playing X-box with you. I missed your voice. I missed your singing. I missed you so so so much. But all these are kept so deeply in my heart and no one ever knows. IF only you ever realised that you used to meant the world to me.
Now I'm really a phony. I'm so lonely and empty and I had to adapt to the life without him. I hate the days when I act so brave whem Im actually shaking inside. I am trying. Its 5 months since the whole thing And I believe I'm doing just fine. It could be better. I tried keeping myself busy all these while. I want to get on with life. I want all those that I mentioned above to turn out to be wonderful and heartfelt memories one day instead of teary memories. i'm still waiting for that day. And I want to focus so much on my dreams and goals. And I wonder how long it will take me to fully oversee the past with a smiling face and to accept another someone all over again. I'm really glad a full-stop will be marked at 2004 soon. Cause people don't know how badly I wanted to move on, how brave I wanted to be. I don't want to be a pathetic freak who keeps thinking and brooding over the past. I really want to be strong.
If there is such a thing called "Santa Claus" that ever exist and I could make a wish, it would be "making me stronger everyday and taking away all the pain in me." Because all I ever wanted now is to be stronger than before.. than anyone else....
Sorry for the long post. The words just came out so naturally and heart-felt. Got to go for Xmas dinner now and I think I should feel more less-hearted and joyous. Shouldn't I? =) anyways, I want to wish all my friends and loved ones a very Merry X'mas =D May GoD Bless your family and household. Amen!
Miss the Ocean's 12!
Wee~ Christmas is coming soon =). Went to school today. As usual, its SO bored =/ plus there are somethings which I really hate it! Well shouldn't say much on that~ Anyways, was supposed to meet Bryan at 3 but ended up that lecture ends at 5pm. We went Orchard. Actually wanna catch Ocean's 12. *Sighz* But the time slot wasn't good. Its too late and the earlier time slots were sold out~ Darnz. Orchard was flooded with people manz. Practically human jams. Its sooooo irritatin =( The main reason its becoz Christmas is round the corner. But its quite festive over there. Selling ligthings and christmas hats <:o) So, we ended up having seoul garden. Argh! why does christmas falls on the Saturday!? Cheated us of 1 day holiday in school. Anyways, tomorrow is half-day. *Grinz* Better than nothing! niteZ!
Exhaustion!
Im totally exhausted today. Had training from 4 to 8. School is already tiring enough. With so much shits going on like engineering graphics! Goodness. Real headache stuffs... We were supposed to draw 3D diagrams. Nothing associated to chemical stuffs at all.. lolz...
My Skills damn lousy now. Lost the friendly matches just now. Really need to brush up. After that went to Clementi and had supper with my teammates. I'm so full now. Sighz gotto go now. Tomorrow got early tutorial lesson. SIGHZ SIGHZ SIGHZ!
Bette Midler - The Rose
(A very meaningful song)
Some say love,
it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love,
it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
and you it's only seed.
It's the heart, afraid of breaking,
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking,
that never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin',
that never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely,
And the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love,
in the spring becomes The Rose.
I miss them ...
Yesterday was a wasted trip to school... Last minute cancellation of lectures.. that sux! =/ Haven't been seeing my buddies n Jasmine for quite some time. Miss them soooooo much. But fortunately, Christmas is round the corner! Nothing much, gotto go to sch now. Ciaoz~
I Sucks...
Sometimes I really did try my best. I wanted to give my best shot. Its not that I had stopped trying or didn't try at all. Everything is all cramped up. I don't have enough time. I feel so useless. Juz like a Black sheep among the white sheeps. I'm a nail in everyone's eyes. Why is it no matter how hard I try, no one can ever sees it? Why?
Ivp is here soon
2nd day of school.. Well.. Not that bad. Just that some of the modules rather sucks. So many maths n stuffs! *Arghz* Tommorrow gotto go for training. Its been a damn long time since I went =/ Sure deproved like nuts =( Moreever, Tourney coming up next month .. Haiz.. Don't want to disappoint my coach or teammates. Really gotto brush up le =[ Alrightz, gotto go for driving lesson now. Take care my friends. =)
School Is reopening~
Wee.. Tommorrow school reopens. Sooooooo happy! Can see all my friends and teammates again. Well.. my timetable for this semester is not too bad. But lots of practicals. Oh yeap, and Christmas is coming! *Jingle bells* =) And after Christmas is a New Year. Sooooo fast and its 2005. Can't believe how fast time flies. A year after another, and we're all getting older! oh no, maybe "mature" is a better word yeas?
This semester will be much busy with tight shedules. Plus I'm finding a part-time job and having my driving at the same time. Anyways, I hope I don't neglect my studies too much =/ Alrightz.. Gotto go tuck in now. Still have to go sch tmr! Nights people!
No, dear brothers, I am still not all I should be, but I am bringing all my energies to bear on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking foward to what lies ahead.
-Philippians 3:13
Last Day Of Attachment...
Tomorrow is my last day of attachment and school reopens on Monday. Time really flies. Its like a blink of an eye. Happy or not happy? Wierd enough, many of my friends can't wait for their attachment to end. But somehow, I have this unexplainable feeling. I sure will miss my 3 supervisors and the collegues there. Because they are such nice people except for a minute 1 or 2. People there are all lovely and nice to communicate with. Maybe that is the reason why Joyce, Lifong and I have that kind of "can't bear to leave" feeling.
I was really happy that my supervisor gave me an overall grade "A". I thought I would have got a "B". This attachment programme had also enable us to understand human relationships and through this attachment, I certainly widened my knowledge and learnt alot especially on hands on skills. Other than this, the manager even shared with me about his Christian life and journey. It was AMAZING. Yeapz.. And I was so touched that my supervisors actually got me a Pierre Cardin pen and key chain as a souvenior and the manager is bringing the 3 of us out tomorrow for a farewell lunch. Though it may not be a very big gift, it simplys melt my heart and it definitely assured me that these 5 weeks of my itp wasn't a waste at all. And I would always remember this experience.
I've bought fruit tarts and chocolates just now for them tomorrow as it will be my last day of work. Lastly, without God, all these wouldn't had happened on me. Things wouldn't had gone so smoothly. I trust in His plans and In Lord's name I shall shine. Amen.
Here is a nice song by Justin Timberlake which I really Like.. Hope U guys enjoy It Too.. Alright.. Gotto go Tuck in now.. nitess! :)
My legs are soooooooooo tired. Went to town and Queensway today with Ziying and Shihui. We wanted to buy stuffs but ending up spending all our $ on food. We practically walked through the whole Orchard and then proceeded to Queensway. School starts for them tomorrow. Yesh! Last week of attachment! So happy!Yesterday also went town n driving lesson. *Sighz* I was very disappointed wif my driving lesson. Yesterday learnt about parallel parking and I sux!!!! =( And something sooooooo amused happened yesterday.
While I was waiting for my bus ytd, I sat on the bench at the bus-stop. There was this primary sch girl sitting beside me and her mum was standing beside her. I noticed that she kept looking at me with her head UP and DOWN and UP n DOWN. I looked at her and she acts as though nothing happened. So, I looked straight pretending not noticing her while I try extreme hard to
eavesdrop on what shes telling her mum. And then I heard "Ma, hen chang leh! Hai yo shi jing she de... Bi na ge monkey hai chang...!" Which means shes telling her mum about my arm hair! Shes saying my arm hair is damn long and its gold in colour and what is worse is longer than the monkey! Gooooodness... *Slaps forehead* And after ytd, I kept wondering if I should SHAVE my arm hair.. *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*!
*Yawnz* I seriously think I'm getting more Piggy these days! Just woke up not long ago. Was supposed to meet Jasmine for breakfast but I cancelled it as I've got driving n things happening later on. Yesterday night was a splendid wedding dinner =D The food were delicious. The bride n groom looked so blissful. I AM SO ENVY of them =X Reached home at around 12 plus yesterday n then knocked off on my com's table...
Wanted to post the pics ytd but something is wrong with the blog's hello programme =( .. But anyways, I've updated pictures of my life recently. Under the links where "pics - its my life."
Alrighty, gotto prepare to go out now. Bye guys!!
Met Shihui today for dinner. And we had ice-cream! =D~ Was supposed to work overtime today, but my supervisor was so kind that he asked me to go home early and that he could handle himself! =) Today, everyone in the lab is so busy. It was another tired day~
Tommorow will be my cousin's wedding. I love going for wedding dinners =) Seeing couples geting married just simply melts my heart. Theres a kind of unexplainable warmth feeling that I somehow wished that my day would arrive too.. Lol... Its just so blissful and its a day whereby you recieve all the blessings from people and loved ones. Personally, I really hope to get married by 27! And definitely to have kids before 30 if possible ^_- .. Hmm sounds pressurized.. Which means I only have 8 years from now to find my perfect "Mr Right". But things are unpredictable! Who knows I might be left on the shelf and when I'm 70, I'm all alone with wrinkles.. lol.. =p
Btw, regarding the Singapore Idol yesterday night, I'm glad Taufik won~ I prefer him to Sylvester... In terms of charisma and overall presentation. To me, Sylvester has got the voice and the badboy look. But I Don't think he is handsome or cute at all manz.. Everyone around me is telling me "sylvester is so yandao!!!" Goodness.. I juz can't see it. EVen my mum say he is cute! My mum and I even made a bet. I bet on Taufik while she bet on Sylvester. Muahahaha and I won a Swensen's meal =D Well, Im not saying Taufik's voice is damn nice, but I like it when he sang Great Balls of Fire, Ain't No sunshine and My Girl =) I'm actually more to the Olinda and Leandra side.. But their both out.. Anyways, I'm not that kind who will waste $ and sms on this kind of stuffs.. Afterall they are human beings too.. But yea, their hell lotz more talented than many of us out here..
Alrighty, Gotto turn in early :) Nitez people!