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Today dragged myself off the bed. Actually really dont wanna go sch oredi.. Freaking exhausted! but somehow, I managed to pull myself up.. Sch was short - only 9 till 11... Actually this week is sort of study week.. Neext week exams start! Darn.. so fast!(#$&
After sch, Jennwei, Grace, Lifong, Ryao and I went to bukit timah and had our lunch.. Exams coming, so 6 of them came to my place and study... it was a mess.. with chips, ipod, FHM, etc etc.. After studying for some time, we started playing cards... It was so dumb and corny.. The heart attack thingy.. and that P-I-G-G-Y game.. omg -.-"""
Studied till around 8 plus and Zhongzhi drove us to timah for prata.. See him drive I so envy! 1st time he gave us a ride.. We ate pratas and Tom yam.. The tom yam there was darn hot and spicy! I cant imagine or figured out how the hell Grace could drink so much of it.. yups, after that zz sent us home... so fun today =]
Its a super hot n spicy Tom yam.. I had no idea how Grace LOVE it so much ?!?
After dinnerrrrr
yups card game
And then its time for a little game where everyone joins in =/
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With stuffs like FHM definitely made us sidetrack and loss of concentration lol
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7 of us mugging at the function room down my condo. wad a mess !
Its such a wonderful day today.. enjoyed every moment of it =)
Very very very tired
reached IMM about 11am on the dot.. Orange telecom setting up new stall in Giant as permanent. So i will be working there as SE promoter permanently for the time being... Didn't knoe the GIANT's rules... suppposed to wear covered shoes! I wore that kind of gals sandals and the security guard say No. I have to wait for the DM.. director manager to approve me of my wear.. Sucks!! DM really big shot (($#*(#&$# I waited 30mins for him.. SHitzzzzz!! Tomorrow haf to wear covered shoes le..
Today's sales is counted the best as compared to the past few weeks. So happy. 1st time I get to sell off S700i too =D Around 3plus, I went to had my quick lunch... Feel damn sick.. Got serious cough.. very xinku.... All because of the Ru Hua's Taiwanese Ji pa... Grrr.. Really dont know how i gonna survive standing another 9 hours tomorrow =x
Then in the noon I saw someone looked like bamboo so familiar sia.. Omg.. is ZZ and James the hippo.. Really come and disiao me -.- Night I see them again wahahha.. including Mr Situ Rongyao =/ BEDTIME.... *gonez*
It hurts when I think of you
But its impossible not to
I wish I could let go
But you dont know
How much I miss you
Everyday I pray that you will take
All the things back
All the horrible things you said
And we could be a lover once again
But that day hasnt come yet
And I am not sure it ever will
And I am willing to except that fact
I wish I didnt dream of you
But I just dont know how not to
But someday I will
And someday I'll move on
And learn to live without you
Someday you will free me
And I will be ok
But for now I just need to say
I am trying to move on
But something is holding me back
Figuring it out is the hardest part yet
Always I will care for you
Nothing can take that away
But right now I cant be your love
For I am trying to spread my wings and fly away
to a better place
Please dont clip my wings
I know its hard
But you need to give me back my hear
tAnd let me have my brand new start...
The deepest scar in my heart...
Its unexplainable.
Its wierd.
Memories starts to get blur and fades.
Yet feelings had never once faded.
I miss you again.
I do...
When will I ever get over it?
Everytime I think of you again,
I felt a shot right true my heart.
Could it be I'm haunted?
Could it be Satan's work?
Ive never once felt so weak and sad before.
Free Sakae Dinner =p
Woo today reached sch around 9:20am... Got Mr Mafia's ICA test... hmm it was quite alright larhz... but I'm seriously not good at this engineering computer stuffs. Thank god a test always turned out to be a 'mass discussion' . wahhaa.. Grace and I practically just copied what Jenn wei did.. yupz.. =/
Today very horrible.. I think the whole class skipped eng. maths... I think my class is probably the slackest one among all.... then 7 of us went to Mambo and played pool... We just practically watched the guys play~ Then after that, Jennwei, Grace, Lifong and I went to town.. Sakae sushi!! Actually we wanted to go for the 3-6pm buffet at Wheelock's place but theres no buffet for the eve of a holiday! But anyways, Jenn wei owe me and Grace a treat.. and he didn't mind eating Alaka.. So we went in for dinner... Woohoo got free dinner by Mr Jenn Wei -.- He really damn rich manz.. Take a number of red plates also and never limit how much we ate..
After that we went shopping.. Jenn bought a red wine for 110 manz. -.-"" So tired today. Just wanna SLeeeeep.. Exams coming le.. Im still so slack and playful! HOW?!?!!?
What Will you Do?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things
are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple
because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........
when you least suspect it,
or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up
because we are too afraid to care too much
for fear that the other person does not care as much,
or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
Fun!
Early morning went sch... surpirsed that I wasn't late.. Whahaaha.. the 'mass discussion test' was not easy... after which I took a bus to westmall and bought sum stuffs.. had my lunch with lifong... Headed home to rest... Met snoopy and another fren for dinner and after that we went to Lot 1. We slacked and shopped around over there. Played arcade and took lots of pictures.. Wahhaa.. so long never take Da Tou Tie already!! So fun... Really enjoyed myself today.. and hope Snoopy like my small gift =p
Shit!! regret eating that taiwanese ji pa... now throat super uneasy!! CANt slp!!! Drink how much water also no use... DAMNZ (#$&(
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A pic my fren drawn for me.. I really appreciates and love it!! It brightens my day.. Thanks Jeff!!! =D
nice drawing by a fren
ipod mini?
Quite tired tosay.. Slept at 2am last night.. was playing some games and relaxing myself =x Think I didnt do well in today's QAS test.. *Argh* But nevermind... since its already over... And then checmial engineering lesson was cancelled! WOOHooO!! very happy.. no lessonx :X So all of us went to IMM for lunch... eww.. the maryland sucks today!!! >=( Then we slacked and walked around IMM... and eat the Taiwanese whatever chicken meat again...
Hmm.. was wondering if I should buy Ipod mini....at 348 bucks... *Scratches head*.. Theres so many things i wanna buY!!! I wished im as rich as Alvin :X Bought a jacket for 400 bux and a pair of shoe for 350 and etc etc ...... *Goodness* His money like drop down from the sky eh!
Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget
every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong
were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man
your heart is missing
That's why you go away
I know
You were never satisfied
no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong
were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away
I know
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me
anymore.....
Do them anyway~
Sometimes people are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
Sometimes I wished I was a bird.
Free from worries.
Free from memories.
Its really painful missing someone secretly.
Mr Spongebob squarepants worked for me!
Relaxed myself in the morning. Read some comics which I borrowed from Gracey... listen to some music.. and watching the anime of Aishiteru Ze baby.. Hhaha I really love that anime.. so nice and cute!!!! YUZUYU!! okok I better stop be4 people start commenting Im crazy on it =] Sianz.. exams are near the corner and I havent even STARTED....
After that, Daddy fetch me to BBDC to top up funds... argh... the sight of driving centre left me feeling shitified. Then met a friend for Spongebob squarepants and dinner =) SPONGEBOB squarepants v nice eh!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Much better than robots..... Its so freaking cute n nice can.... A lot of people told me the reviews were so-so and that it was a lame show. But I guess it worked on me. and sometimes u gotto catch the movie rather than seeing the reviews. I would roughly rate it 8 or 9 upon 10... Tomorrow got to study manz.. Test coming up again!
Today school only got 1 hour. So I didn't go. Hmm.. after that I meet my friends for sakae sushi buffet. Havent ate that for like ages. I'm so full ! It sure was a funny day =]
I feel better though its hard to accept n swallow
Was supposed to go Ktv with my frenz earlier on.. But because I failed my Tp, which was kinda hard to swallow down, I didnt felt like going... Then Grace messaged me and said that I should come out and enjoy myself... thats when I thought why not? No use brooding for a small thing also... So, I met Angela, Grace & Lifong at around 6pm for movie =] theres quite alot of movies on hand.. But we ended up watching Robots! Yupz.. Cartoons again! hee.. it was not bad.. Quite funny and cute!!
We had swensens for dinner and it was yummilicious (if theres such a word) =/ Though i had failed my Tp this time round, I wasnt really blaming myself for it. Cause I dared said I had given my best shot and effort in it.... Whatever it is, I will reflect on my mistakes and do better for the next test... And Im never giving up till I get there... I just pray hard that I will never get POH AH SOON again.
-sad-
Haiz.. failed my tp.. have to wait till May now for the 2nd test. Really don't know why I fail. In The circuit never hit kerb never hit pole or anything. I was quite shocked. thought I could pass. Its was a big disappointment..... Somemore I got the tester Zz said.. POH.. out of 15 people and based on drawing lots I got him... Arghz!!!!! SO PISSED RIGHT NOW.
Your guy
"Finding a guy should be like buying a piece of art. You should wait to be struck by the uniqueness of a piece that you're ready to frame, rather than walk around with a frame, looking for someone to fit into it."
Gonna give my best shot~
Today had 2 tests. Nee Nee's one we copied like nobody's business =X Looks more like a major discussion =] For the chemical engineering principles, it was average. Yesterday, I booked the function room and Grace and lifong came to study. Haha.. We didnt realy studied much. Crapping around here and there and getting crazy >_< Today reached school at 10:15 =/ Supposed to reach at 9am...
Sighz, and I need to skip school tomorrow cause of my driving test. 1 more time and I getting warning letter for Tan YY's man. Just hope my mum won't open the letter if this really happened. If not I'm really dead meat... Went for my final driving revision just now... My instructor said everything was fine just that Tomorrow will depend on 'luck'. Cause you never know what may happened that very day... I'm kinda excited n nervous, but whatever is the outcome, I'm gonna give my best shot.
My Heavenly Father
I asked God to be my pillar of strength.
I asked Him to give me a beacon of hope.
I aksed Him to guide me through my path.
I seek Him to heal my wounds.
I seek Him for forgiveness.
I seek Him for everything.
I sought my problems to Him at night.
I love Him.
I've rejected Him time and again.
But He had never given up on me.
With Him by my side,
I felt enlightened again.
I felt Anew.
All I wanted to say was,
I love you my Father.
Praise the Lord.
Amen.
Exhausted
Just reached home.. Super tired today. Worked at 11am till 11pm at Carrfeour suntec roadshow today. Lifong worked yesterday so I was alone wif other collegues today. I hate getting sent to Suntec carrefour manz. Had to stand there for the whole day. No chairs at all. At least Lot 1, and city square one wasnt so bad. Alrightz, gtg bath now. Tml stil got sch. I still owe 2 formal reports.. Haiz =`(
Nice Day
Yay! Finished presenting the colour's project. It went fine. It was kinda troublesome.. we had to take a cab back to my house and then back to school. After which, I had my practical test. It was average. And thanks to Grace.. She got an info that we could go to Simlim to do a survey and get paid =) So, the 6 of us went... But so shitified!~!~.. James, Zz and rongyao didnt get to do the survey coz they only need 3 people... But being gentlemen, the guys let us have it =p
Anyway, wanna congrats Zhongzhi for passing his driving test with the 1st attempt! I am really so envious of him! I wished It could happened to me this coming Thursday too >_< Anyway, after tat, we went shopping around Bugis.. And I bought a top... We wanted to go KTV as we had a 3 hour free voucher... But unfortunately when we arrived at Clementi, the guy told us that vouchers dont work on Fridays!! And its like superb ex.. so we decided to cancel Ktv.
And Lifong and I went home together. And then, I spent money on another top and bottom again! =/ But, I just love the feeling of shopping =D Its great though it makes me broke!
Finally !
Finally, finished our colour's project. Presenting tomorrow. After tommorow, I can finally rest my mind off abit. Went to extend my PDL just now.. taking my driving test soon.. kinda worried =/ Not too confident wif myself passing wif a 1st attempt. Sighz, if i fail, gotto wait for about 1 month again.. Jeez... SO many things piling up now... still owe 2 formal reports.. and EXAMS coming soon! Arh.. Reali no idea how to study for Nee's and Tan YY's paper man. So stressed
-.-" And tomorrow got practical test. Hallelujah~
Love
When he/she is happy, You are happy.
This is love.
When he/she tears, your heart goes weak.
This is love.
When you woke up early in the morning and e 1st thing that came to your mind is his/her face,
This is love.
When you are able to give up everything for that one person,
That is love.
When he/she is falling apart and you're right behind being the strength of pillar,
That is love.
When you pray for that person,
That is love.
When you are not together anymore and you miss that person,
That is love yet pain.
When you can't slp at night but think of that one person,
That is the price of love.
When you really love a person,
But things didn't turned out as expected even though you had tried your best,
you wouldn't want to tie him/her by your side.
Loving that person doesn't means having he/she.
Set him/her free.
You know as long as he/she is happier that way,
Let him/her go.
Wish that he/she can get happiness,
And this is true love.
Hitch
Hmm.. Today watched Hitch... Not too bad.. But I just find that the story line is too predictable and it wasn't as corny as I thought. Hoped Jasmine don't mind that I watched it today =/ Sorry yas! The colours prsentation coming to a deadlineeeeeeee.. 2 more days.. argh!! Have to rush so much things in one shot. By the way I bought a bluetooth USB port so I could trasnfer files from my hp to com. Following are some pics taken from my new hp =]
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I wished I could draw this!!!
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We love SP's toilet.. =X
Angela n Grace acting cute in drawing class. Grace loves the smell of her ARMPIT =/
Black n white
Nothing much today... Sch ended quite early, lifong , grace and I went to westmall.. Get colour pencils for 1 module -.-" yeah , feel like a kid all over again. =D Had our lunch there and I bought a shoe.. Yupz.. and we saw 1 converse bag very nice!! 39 bucks only... Was doing my 'apple' juz now.. Looks so ugly.. argh *$^*#^*
Its painful. It hurts. Its never easy. It pierces right through my heart again. Nothing hurts more than this. I'm weak again tonight.
My Day
Today went with Lifong to Century square and work for the Sony Ericcson mobile phones roadshow under M1. We worked from 11am to 9pm. Quite tired. Practically standing most of the time... Managed to sold some phones.. but not alot.. had a little commision.. But not too bad.. we get paid $7 per hour. K700i was a real hot seller. It was so hot that there were no more stocks left... Anyway, im feeling very tired now. Lucky tommorow's lesson starts at 11am. But still have to do the colours project thingy again.. Argh.... Hope this semester and Itp ends soon!!!!!!
WeekEnds!
Met Weiling today. We went to catch a movie, played pool and headed for dinner. This movie is the WORST one I had ever seen in my entire life. Damn shit. Wasted $8.50. Some people walked out during the midle of the show. We almost did. But still, we endured all the way. It just sucks man. Pool was fun. Havent been playing for quite a long time >_< Gotto slp now. Tomorrow is a long day =[ Nights~
*Moody*
Don't know whats wrong with me nowadays.. Often late for class.. I really feel tired physically, mentally and emotionally.... Quite alot of things had happened recently and I've been putting up with somethings for a very long time. I guess I'm not the only 1 feeling the same thing or way... But I just felt very tied up... =(
Watched the bachelor finale just now.. So sad.. The woman who got rejected cried like mad.. I can feel how she feels... It breaks my heart at the moment I saw the bachelor rejected her. But thats the reality. You came a long way. You put in your best effort. You had given your one and only heart just for that 1 person. But still, there can ONLY be 1 woman standing. Sad to say.. this is life.. Part and parcels of life... You just got to face it, accept it and climb up from where you fall down. No one can help u other than your own self.
YawNz!
As usual .. school was boring.. I felt like a primary sch kid once again.. drawing apples.. cones..circles.. colouring it... learning that for graphic designing.. I really think its quite a waste of time =/ After which, we attended a talk.. about biomedical science.. looks darn profound... And then Miss Angela came my house again and continue with our work.. till 11pm... yupz.. just sent her off.. im so tired.. Feel like skipping Mr Mafia's morning lesson tmr.. *Yawnz*
Move time~
Met Jasmine and Willy to watch the Moving Howl castle... Not bad... 2 hour show.. Its quite average but a very heart warming cartoon movie.. I even saw Jasmine cried!!! This honey here sure is a kind, soft-hearted girl made of cotton wool! =p And thanks for ur belated V'day gift.. No ants inside la >_< Hehe and sneaking in the burgers was such fun.. After which Willy and I shared a cab home.. So happy today.. havent enjoyed myself since ages =D